"my Brain Said"

"my brain said"

Translation: an alter said something funny that I must share with you

Hey Taleblr. Just… wanna make an official hiatus post for the fandom, I guess. I know I haven’t actually posted anything related to this fandom in awhile, so… yeah XD

I mean my last post was done in… November. I’ve had a lot of ideas, especially for the TMNTPIE AU, and I’ve been bouncing them around in headspace here but… I haven’t found the time to do anything with it. And I won’t for awhile probably.

We as a system have been working on ourselves a lot. I won’t go into specifics because it’s nobody’s business but our own. However, I just want to be somewhat clear about this in case anyone thought I died or dropped the fandom or something.

I want 2024 to be our year. We’ve gone through a lot of shit throughout 2023. There was just… so much going on. I won’t give a bunch of details because, again it’s no one’s business but our own, but we’ve gone through so much to finally feel comfortable as a system and within our own skin. Like… it’s taken all of us so long to finally be comfortable as we are. We’ve done so much work over the past few months and will continue to do so during this year as well. It’s an ever going journey, but it needs to be a major focus for us right now before school starts back up.

So… an official hiatus post for the taleblr fandom. I’ll still likely reblog stuff here, but… uh… yeah.

Until next time Taleblr! Because I definitely will be back!

Do any other hosts feel like they… robbed their headmates of having an actual life? Especially since I didn’t know I was a system until almost 6 months ago. It… feels like all this time I’ve spent fronting has been robbing my headmates of the chance to feel like they actually exist and have a life outside of headspace, and possibly feel like this life is theirs too.

Because I’ve been talking with my headmates and… we started talking about our life, the trajectory we’re taking, yada yada yada (jfc we’ve done a lot of self-reflection today as a system), and… they mostly go along with what I say. Except for Ghost, but only because he’s also a host and makes major decisions as well. But… it feels like they don’t get as much of a choice as they should, and they said it’s mostly mine and Ghost’s decisions to make since we’re the hosts.

I just feel so fucking selfish right now and my headmates keep telling me it’s fine. I just… I don’t know what to do…

-🍓

Just realized that Blue never shared the holiday card they made for the system… so… here it is!! :D

Yes this is what the front looks like to us. And yes it’s always this crowded, but there’s more space behind the couch we promise.

People pictured (from left to right top to bottom), we have: Death☠️, Simon📖, Blue🍓, Toast🍞, Ghost🩶👻 (me), Sebastian, Blueberry🔵, Jayden🧸, Sophie🐹, David💊, Andras⛈️, Miyo🌸, and Kiyoka💥.

Happy (late) holidays everyone!

*a lady comes in at the doctor’s office and elects to sit away from us*

❤️🐍: Damn ok. We don’t bite, bitch.

🍓: If your reaction to someone choosing not to sit right next to a complete stranger is to say, “I don’t bite, bitch,” you bite

🧡🐍: He bites

💜🐍: Oh, he totally bites

📖: Mhm

Playing Tales from the Borderlands and seeing AI Jack and Jack🎭 is just like “yeah, that’s how this feels most of the time.”

Like… he explained the whole fucking thing and shit and just… damn. Glad he’s actually dealing with shit and learned.

Also, he’s complaining about having a conscience again and that’s just hilarious to me.

-🔦