Guide To Living Mantra Xxi.

guide to living mantra xxi.

i create productive plans. i stick to my schedules.

"i prioritize discipline over dalliances."

guide to living mantra xvii.

i accept my pain. i allow myself to feel.

"i know these sad times will pass."

guide to living entry xi.

dear darling,

today i feel as though i failed myself. i started the day on a wobbly foot; my morning did not directly adhere to my anticipated schedule.

while i steadied myself into a somewhat rhythmic pattern, i ultimately relinquished my power around mid-afternoon.

i consequently feel the same guilt that plagued me just two days ago; my irrational brain fearfully anticipates a sequence of detrimental events, but i convince myself to stand my ground.

i am strong. i am capable.

and so i sign off, with the pledge to make tomorrow a better day.

xx

c.r.c.

guide to living mantra xv.

i create constructive plans. i act with productive intention.

"i progress towards my goals."

guide to living entry xx.

dear darling,

today i surrendered to whimsical glee. while i understand that such trivial pleasures will not aid my longterm growth i relished in their milestone marking.

i have mentally scheduled myself for the next few weeks as i plan to build healthy habits; while complying with such productive plans proves easier said than done, i know that the short term discipline will help cultivate long term motivation and pride.

please give me strength.

xx

c.r.c.

guide to living entry xiv.

dear darling,

do you recall the unfortunate news from yesterday? the situation has worsened, to my great dismay.

my "day of relaxation" was for naught as my mind is overburdened with despair. i urge myself out of this dreary psychological state -- i must exert great self discipline and respect over the next period as i navigate these unfriendly waters.

i cannot bring myself to reflect too deeply at this moment.

and so i sign off in hopes of a better tomorrow.

xx

c.r.c.