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Disclaimer: I Am Basing This Off Of My Own Experience And Honestly If You Disagree With Me. I Would Love

Disclaimer: I am basing this off of my own experience and honestly if you disagree with me. I would love to hear your opinion. Message me idk it’s up to you

My intense love for scorpio and capricorn placements together

Okay so I have had to come to terms wtih my emotions that get provoked by people with both scorpio and capricorn placements. I believe I can trace this back to my childhood since my mother has a Scorpio mercury and a Capricorn Venus. I would naturally try my best to stay on my mother’s good side so I think it’s funny how now every person I have met that has these placements can affect me in different ways, but together there is something so fucking intense that happens to me (emotionally and physically).

Scorpio placements are an interesting comfort for me. The “energy” that scorpio placements give off tend to make me feel very comfortable. I feel so energized when I meet scorpio placements. It’s a moment because my fourth house is in scorpio so it makes sense why I feel such a comfort right? For instance, my grandma has a scorpio mars and me and her will argue about the most random shit. The thing is that I don’t think the rest of my family understands it entirely. Afterwards my grandma and me will be joking with each other and I feel very close with my grandma. I think people see us disagreeing with each other and think we are mad at each other or something like that. When really it’s just a leo mercury and aries mercury communicating, so there is a lot of passion behind our words. I bring this up as an example because I have always admired my grandma’s passion and comforted by her ability to take charge and speak up when it is needed.

I do feel like her planets and how they are placed in my houses does help me and her bond very well. Her sun is either in my second or third house, and her moon is in my ninth house. If anyone knows more about the sun house synastry I would love to know more about it. But emotionally I have felt like I do expand due to her influence on me. I say that cause the ninth house is usually ruled by sag and sag rules jupiter. Jupiter is all about expansion and learning I think so yeah. Anyways her mercury is in my first house, her venus is in my third house, and her mars is in my fourth house.

Now let me compare that to my reaction to Capricorn placements

Capricorn is in my sixth house so I have had many experiences bonding with capricorn placements. Now the bond isn’t always the most positive or healthy but it is a bond nonetheless. I also want to preface this by saying that my south node is in my sixth house and in capricorn so even though I am pulling my info from my own experiences. I am still not sure how much will resonate since I think the nodes do contribute to my reactions to capricorn placements and such.

Moving on capricorn placements as a whole affect me. For instance, my boyfriend has a mars in capricorn. His way of doing things is definetly a bit different than me with my mars in sag. When he wants to do something he is very consistent and focused. He wants to become better at that thing and usually he doesn’t change or move onto working on something else for a while. Now comparing that to me who is fasincated in learning so much that sometimes I am working on one thing while learning a completly different thing. I tend to move onto things back and forth multiple times but that doesn’t always mean I am completly dropping that thing I was doing earlier. Idk if that makes any sense but yeah.

I do admire his will to be consistent. The only issue that comes up is when we are doing something together that don't really I want to do. Right now I am learning how to drive and he is helping me out with it. There are a couple of times where I will get so stressed out by driving that I will want to stop it. Now he won’t force me or anything like that to continue if I am not comfortable it. Instead he will talk to me through it all very logically and not exactly with the level of expression of passion I am used to. Like he has said to me that the reason he learned how to drive was because “he didn’t want to rely on anyone”. Now that is a perfectivily great reason but that was it. Idk it just felt very earth mars behavior imo.

Let me do another example. Now this one is about someone who didn’t have a scorpio placement but had a capricorn sun. We would work fine in a group but even though they had a taurus moon (I love taurus moons bruh) we didn’t act like buddy buddy. I became a bit more toned down and it was interesting because I met them through a theatre class. Actually I don’t think we really interacted much unless it was class related, but I do believe meeting and interacting with them affected me and my work ethic. I became more focused and overall like a leader rather than a “follower”. I am more or less just a person who helps where it is needed but sometimes I just do my own thing because I hate the idea of following orders from someone I don’t respect on a professional level. Anyways I’ll try to make another post to elaborate on this topic. Time to check for typos or any errors oof bruh

Talk to you guys soon :)

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1 year ago

As a Sag Moon + Mercury, I love your love for these placements lol. Just found your posts but they’re so nice to read. Thank you!

Thank you so much 🥺🥰😭

I honestly have no clue if what I write makes sense most of the time. I’ve been told that my way of speaking is unique or just plain different. Idk how or why exactly but ehh

1 year ago

hiii, hope u’re up for answering: opinions on neptune dominants??? <3

[love ur blog btw!!!]

Hi love,

Ofcourse I am! Seeing my inbox being flooded by y'all is literally the most fulfilling thing ever 🥳

Let's get right into it shall we?

check out my other work here too luv<3

🏵Neptune Dominant🏵

Hiii, Hope Ure Up For Answering: Opinions On Neptune Dominants???

A beauty that can't be defined easily. Despite the fact that you may forget their faces, their aura continues to haunt you.

Eyes that are gigantic. Your soul is entranced by their eyes. Their eyes have a childlike appearance.

Amazing sense of humour. Quirky and very relatable people!

May tend to be secretly very romantic. Neptune obfuscates everything it comes into contact with, illuminates it, and can trigger obsession. People may become enamoured with these individuals.

Always have an air of comforts around them. People vent to them, overshares with them and confide in them.

Extremely psychic or spiritual. May be blessed with Neptune's power of aesthetics (surprise! its actually neptune that rules over aesthetics and angels!!!)

They're literal fallen angels who have landed on Earth by mistake. Others want to shield them. Others may make an attempt to "save" them or to be saved by them

A delicate beauty. They are enigmatic, but they understand how to make people feel important. Their loving and theatrical demeanour attracts people in.

Dreamy and very idealistic. Can get lost in the world of art so easily.

Old souls. They feel others pain and suffering on another level. This is why perhaps a lot of them tend to use drugs to forget, they carry so much emotions and intensity with them.

Cats, tea and napping.

The habit of running away or taking some time off for yourself when things are rough. They need time to process and heal.

Can unintentionally lie to protect others feelings. They're actually master manipulators and can really mess with your head if they ever wanted to, don't underestimate these people:)

Healers, everything they touch illuminate and heals. knows how to comfort you like no others.

Artists placements. Creatively tortured. Their artwork often reflects their immense emotions.

Gut feelings. Can feel it when something is coming.

Very generous in terms of giving back. Have the biggest hearts so they believe in fairness. Very into charity.

Can sometimes be a bit passive and controlled by their emotions. Their emotions are overbearing and deeper than you know. The down side of Neptune puts those it governs at a higher risk of developing a drug, alcohol, or sex addiction.

Depression, masochism, self-destructiveness, and insanity are all characteristics of Neptunians. They may be unable to cope with reality and their obligations at times.

Burnouts. Horrible ones that they can't control.

Here are some small descriptions for you guys:) I hope you guys enjoy this!

love,

saint jenx🪐

1 year ago

Astro observations

Placements included are Aries Mercury, Aries Sun, Aries Mars, Taurus Mars, Taurus Moon, and Gemini Mercury.

Aries Mercury

Alright you greedy fucks! Let's get into this. Like many Aries placements there are the general themes of independence, impulsivity, and chaos. I know I come off rude sometimes but that is only because I have said words in the wrong tone. Other times I’m actually trying to be rude. Here is my fun advice for people as a whole: Take a risk and be okay with someone not liking you. If one person doesn’t like you remember there is a dog that will love you more than that person ever could. Now if there are multiple people that actively dislike you, I got nothing. And even then if you're a earth mercury...are you really listening to a fire mercury? I usually get along well with earth placements but earth mercuries are a whole different thing bruh. Taurus mercuries are okay...unless you disagree with them and act like I do in an argument (with passion) because then you better hope their mars isn't in another fixed sign. Idk take what you can from that. I would say something about Virgo and Capricorn mercuries but I haven't really met too many. Plus most Virgo mercuries I have met also have a Leo sun and Taurus moon so it would be wrong of me to really say much about Virgo mercuries since Taurus and Leo placements (together) will dominant your shit most times. Anyways let's move onto the actually rest of the post.

Aries Sun

The pain of being a bad bitch. Lol idk that pain tho. Most post I have seen has labeled us as wild and childish. In actuality tho that is more likely Aries mars than Aries sun. I do wonder if the degree your sun is in affects the expression. It’s actually a moment cause Aries is exalted in the sun placement. I have an Aries sun at the 17th degree which is a Leo degree. Plus I have a Leo rising so I do wonder if that affected me in any way.

Aries Mars

Damn. I don’t have much to say besides please make sure to check on people after you get mad at them. Like it’s okay to feel anger and express it but idk sometimes people get hurt deeply by that expression. I don’t have too much experience with Aries mars people and Scorpio mars people. I can only go off by the two people I have met with either mars sign. Which are my grandma and my mom respectively. I will get into that another post so yeah sorry for the lack of stuff rn.

Taurus Moon

Indulgence. Depending on the sun sign there could be a lot of emotional repression from my experience. I love you guys…unless there is a Leo sun with the Taurus moon. Idk why but I’ve had so many issues with that combo. It isn’t because of the fixed sun fixed moon. My sister is a double Taurus, and my boyfriend is a Scorpio sun Taurus moon. And I love them both very much. I get along great even with other fixed sign sun and moon combos. Leo sun and Taurus moon however…nah.

Honestly I haven't figured out why I'm so erked by Leo sun and Taurus moon. I mean I'm a Leo rising and my MC is in Taurus so I feel like I could be missing something. Anyways Taurus moons are great. I have a lot of respect for you guys and your ability to just defend yourselves when someone says something about you that you know isn't the right thing about you. Even if everyone else in the room agrees with that person your ass is still going "I am not like that and that is that". Even with a prominent libra placements this seems to be a common thing among the Taurus moons I have met. I know someone with a Libra sun, Venus, and Mars and they will stand their ground when it comes to things being placed onto them and their character when they know it isn't right. At first I thought "maybe their Scorpio mercury has something to help with this" but then I remember my dad.

He has a Pisces sun and mercury with a Taurus moon and mars and an Aries Venus I think. If you are just arguing with him on something he is willing to listen to your point and I enjoyed that the most while I was growing up. As an fire dominant person arguing is my way to be vulnerable with people. If I don't trust that you will listen to me or if I don't want to be close to you emotionally, I will just not talk to you. And when I disagree with something you said, I will not just continue on with my day because I don't want to listen to stuff that bores me aka you. Now back to what I was saying about my dad. He and I enjoyed arguing about anything and everything but if I felt overwhelmed by shit he would literally comfort me. So he is okay with stopping a disagreement. Now I bring that up because I have seen him argue with other people and when they try to place a character trait onto him or someone he cared about, he will stand his ground if you are wrong in his eyes. I don't know if that made any sense but honestly that is the only way I can think of describing the thing that I have noticed about Taurus moons.

Taurus Mars

Sometimes I wonder what you guys feel because I can’t really guess what you guys are feeling fully. Especially if you have a mutable moon. Now the two Taurus mars I can think of is my dad and my brother. They both have two Taurus placements each (my dad as said previously has a Taurus moon as well as a Taurus mars, and my brother has a Taurus sun with his Taurus mars). Personally I rarely saw my dad angry but I have seen my brother angry when we were younger. My brother would get red in the face from yelling especially when arguing with our sister. Two Taurus suns with fixed mars refusing to back down...surprising. Now he has calmed down a fuck ton since then. Luckily he doesn't have to be as angry as he used to be.

Gemini Mercury

My besties no matter what you say I will accept the foolishness. Oh and if you have a Gemini Venus as well bruh. I will be chaotic. It is a simple fact that Gemini placements tend to make me go feral, just pure chaos. I think sag mercuries have the same effect on me but I never know how to deal with them properly. Gemini Mercury tho…bitch I’m swinging off that one loose tile on the ceiling…that makes no sense but it doesn’t matter right now. Sometimes I worry about you guys’ mental state but idk maybe you have daddy issues I won’t judge.


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1 year ago

Scorpio moon in composite is not for the easy breezy folks

Composite Scorpio moon

I’m experiencing composite Scorpio moon for the first time and it’s genuinely one of the craziest experiences. 

It kinda feels like Bella and Edward, like I want him so bad and I don’t know why, and I can’t understand why he wants me but we’re magnetized toward each other. It feels too intense like I want to escape but I also crave this kind of intimacy. He’s definitely intense too. And it’s so sexual. The eye contact got me going crazy!

As a disclaimer we have a lot of Pluto influence in our synastry his Pluto is exactly on my 8th house trine my mars square my Venus and moon in his 4th

And my Pluto is opposite his sun Mercury and mars but that’s generational.

Additionally he’s got Saturn and Jupiter in my 12th which I can also really feel so this a very watery synastry.

I’m obsessed and I can’t even stop myself because he so easily fans the fire I’ve read into our synastry and honestly it’s probably not so good it’s more neutral but when I am with him, when I talk to him… god it’s just like everything

The tension is palpable we’ve gone to parties and everyone around us points us out even if we don’t talk it’s just like intense eye contact and everyone knows.

Being around him makes me so… Farrell … like all I want is to touch him and I’m never close enough

It’s almost animalistic like I want to devour him I love biting him and when he bites me.

I can tell that if we had sex it would change the relationship completely and probably for the better because this built up tension literally makes me act out but omg I really like this guy so much and it terrifies me. Every time he calls me and we talk I cry afterward just because he’s so perfect for me and I feel so intensely about him. There’s definitely themes of possessiveness and commitment, and we can never do anything causally. We met the first day and I went off on him for something really stupid and I was being totally possessive over a made up scenario I conjured but I really sent it and we didn’t talk for months and when we started talking again he got a dog and immediately called me after calling me the puppies step mom. Foreplay feels as intense as my best hookups and we haven’t even had sex.

The tension is like unbearable I’m realizing now that it would probably be different if we had sex but I’m afraid I’d literally just fall in love with him if we did and I know this one would fuck me up. I’m in my healing era but this man’s about to make me risk it but I don’t even know if it’s a risk because he is probably really good for me and what I need but I keep fighting it. Bottom line I’m scared.

His eyes are so dark when he talks to me and he can be so serious and it’s so sexy. we can literally be in a room full of people and it feels like it’s just us and everyone at the party was annoyed about it.

The funny thing about how we met is that my friend went to a party to meet his friend but his friend was flirting with every girl there so I was death staring his friend trying to show him I see what he was doing but he was too busy looking at other girls so I looked over at him (the guy I like) and glared with a passion trying to convey a “your friends so messed up for this” kinda look and the random girl I was with said he was giving me “the eyes” and I think that details funny because I was so mad at him and his friend. We ended up going downstairs to talk with my friend and me and him ended up by the balcony looking over the city and immediately I knew the girl I was with was right about him being into me but I thought that was funny cause I was glaring. but she came over to talk to him and he put his arm around my waist and I was sold on him. Taht immediate loyalty I’m only into you was so freaking sexy. Even when I went off on him he said I don’t understand why you think I was treating you like an option I was all up on you in front of everyone and was just overall understanding.

Everything he does evokes a reaction out of me, and part of it is from trauma but he’s uncovering all these fears I didn’t know i had.

I read somewhere that these people need to take breaks from time to time cause it just gets too intense and I feel that but honestly I can never tell if it’s just a break. Or at least for me it’s that and I fixate on if I’ll ever see him again. We’re not talking again, but I needed a little break from the intensity anyway.

1 year ago

Random Astro observations

-Leo suns with fire moons are just really talkative and social a lot of the time. At least the ones I have met so far. I have met people who react to small things with a big reaction who happened to all be Leo suns and an Aries moon. Sometimes I’ll have their sun conjunct my rising and I think that attracts them to me. I also blame having my ascendant aspecting my sun, Pluto, and Venus. It also has aspects with my Neptune and Lilith. So I’m used to people assuming that not trying to get to know me and just having a playful conversation with me bonds us somehow.

-That is another thing i swear I will do something just to see how long it will take for someone to adopt that mannerism. Honestly I have people at my work greeting me with 🤙🏻, and that’s mostly because I would just do that with them. Actually I wouldn’t even always use it with them, like I would deadass do it with someone else or even just randomly. I swear this isn’t the first time this has happened. Throughout most of my life I would just exist and the reactions people would have are interesting. I’m pretty sure they think my blank expression is me “trying to act cool” but really I’m just chilling in my own world since I’ve been entertaining myself a lot since I was a kid. Sometimes I’m just people watching like you can talk to me but again I’m just existing in this room. I’m not trying to do anything else besides what I need to do. Sorry for the long ass paragraph about myself. Truly a Leo rising moment I know.

-Sag mercuries will say shit just for the reaction of a person. I personally don’t really say stuff just to say stuff but I can understand the reason they do it sometimes. They just want to learn more about people. Idk it’s my main theory so far. As an Aries Mercury I will talk to myself more than others. I find sag mercuries entertaining for sure, but I know that if I said anything too blunt I could harm them. I wonder if my lack of words influences this as well idk tho.

-A person with a scorpio sun and a Capricorn moon will have a special place in my heart. Like with their sun in my fourth house and their moon in my sixth house. Idk I just really enjoy their presence and I want all the attention from them. I will get upset if I have to talk in a group with them because why should anybody else get the attention that I deserve. It’s such a childish thing so I try my best to avoid these situations but it just happens a lot.

Alright that’s it for now. Hope you guys enjoyed this random ass post


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