Astro Observation

Astro Observation

Idk how to explain this but when I meet someone my immediate instinct is to find out their natal chart just to figure out a pattern in my feelings. So here are some things I have figured out over the years.

-If someone has a mixture of Sag, Scorpio, and Capricorn placements even if just one of each, I tend to be more emotionally affected by them. I figure it’s because of my fourth house being in Scorpio and my sixth house in Capricorn. Sag is kind of of a mystery to me but I figure it’s cause of my mars and Pluto in sag which are both in my fifth house. Then I looked at my mother’s chart and damn bruh. I knew she had a sag sun but she also has a Scorpio mercury and a Capricorn Venus. Of course I do not really talk to my mom because of other reasons…I’m just saying my moon is in Virgo and my fourth house is in Scorpio so I’ll leave that up to interpretation…

As a Sag Moon + Mercury, I love your love for these placements lol. Just found your posts but they’re so nice to read. Thank you!

Thank you so much 🥺🥰😭

I honestly have no clue if what I write makes sense most of the time. I’ve been told that my way of speaking is unique or just plain different. Idk how or why exactly but ehh

PLUTO ASPECTING YOUR SUN AND/OR YOUR RISING

-It sucks when you can’t control every single aspect of how you are perceived. Like I don’t know if it’s just me but I always have felt like people have so many different ideas of who I am and what my life has been like. It’s fine most times because my Pluto trines both my rising and my sun so I don’t think it is too bad or extreme compared to other aspects ya know? I swear I don’t get why people react the way they do to me. It feels like too much. Idk how to explain it but it’s just other people react to me doing something like I’m either some kind of alien or (for a lack of a better words) like I’m a celebrity. I always wonder if my Neptune opposition with my rising has some contributing factor to it. Anyways I just wanted to rant about this because fuck it ya know? I decided to get a haircut and now I feel like a whole different person lol

My personal ranking of the mars placements by sign

Signs not included (due to me not really meeting much so it seems unfair to really rank something I'm not really aware of ya know?): Cancer, Virgo, Libra, Pisces. I am pretty sure I would love any libra placement but ehh...

Alright let's get into it

Now let's divide this by modality to figure out which is the most prominent for me then I'll go by element and such and so on.

Fixed (from most to least I guess): Leo, Scorpio, Taurus, and Aquarius. My reasoning and thought process: I put Leo first because every Leo mars I have met are just so fucking fun to talk to. Of course keep in mind that I am a sag mars so it might have something to do with that ya know? Anyways I think the main reason I put Scorpio before Taurus is because I have met a lot more Scorpio mars as opposed to Taurus mars. They are both great, it's just that Scorpio mars are more or less like a home to me. Fourth house in Scorpio for me makes sense though. Now Aquarius mars is only last because I know only a couple and they vary a lot for me. I love them for their mind but yet they are the most close minded open minded people I have ever met. moving on tho...

Mutable: Sag then Gemini...the bias is strong isn't it lol. I love them both very much with sag mars only taking the winning spot because of it both being in my fifth house but also because of that sweet sweet mars conjunct Pluto possible aspect happening. I both love and hate this aspect but I'm pretty sure it's cause most times I am the mars person idk tho. I find this aspect the best for me personally when it comes to Pluto aspects in synastry.

Cardinal: Capricorn then Aries. I know I know there is a possibility with conjunction with the Aries mars but I'm sorry but I prefer someone who doesn't have my anger issues thank you. It's not out of disdain, I just love Capricorn mars a bit more.

Now time for the next level of the rankings

Most to least: Sag, Leo, Gemini, Scorpio, Taurus, Capricorn, Aquarius, and finally Aries. Again I don't hate Aquarius or Aries mars. I just love the rest more and I haven't had that same spark with Aries and Aquarius like I have had with the rest of the mars signs.

I would love to hear you guys thoughts and your experiences with the different mars placements. This is an incomplete ranking since I didn't include all of the mars placements in this post

Random Astro observations

-Leo suns with fire moons are just really talkative and social a lot of the time. At least the ones I have met so far. I have met people who react to small things with a big reaction who happened to all be Leo suns and an Aries moon. Sometimes I’ll have their sun conjunct my rising and I think that attracts them to me. I also blame having my ascendant aspecting my sun, Pluto, and Venus. It also has aspects with my Neptune and Lilith. So I’m used to people assuming that not trying to get to know me and just having a playful conversation with me bonds us somehow.

-That is another thing i swear I will do something just to see how long it will take for someone to adopt that mannerism. Honestly I have people at my work greeting me with 🤙🏻, and that’s mostly because I would just do that with them. Actually I wouldn’t even always use it with them, like I would deadass do it with someone else or even just randomly. I swear this isn’t the first time this has happened. Throughout most of my life I would just exist and the reactions people would have are interesting. I’m pretty sure they think my blank expression is me “trying to act cool” but really I’m just chilling in my own world since I’ve been entertaining myself a lot since I was a kid. Sometimes I’m just people watching like you can talk to me but again I’m just existing in this room. I’m not trying to do anything else besides what I need to do. Sorry for the long ass paragraph about myself. Truly a Leo rising moment I know.

-Sag mercuries will say shit just for the reaction of a person. I personally don’t really say stuff just to say stuff but I can understand the reason they do it sometimes. They just want to learn more about people. Idk it’s my main theory so far. As an Aries Mercury I will talk to myself more than others. I find sag mercuries entertaining for sure, but I know that if I said anything too blunt I could harm them. I wonder if my lack of words influences this as well idk tho.

-A person with a scorpio sun and a Capricorn moon will have a special place in my heart. Like with their sun in my fourth house and their moon in my sixth house. Idk I just really enjoy their presence and I want all the attention from them. I will get upset if I have to talk in a group with them because why should anybody else get the attention that I deserve. It’s such a childish thing so I try my best to avoid these situations but it just happens a lot.

Alright that’s it for now. Hope you guys enjoyed this random ass post

Moon-Saturn aspects

This took me such a long time to even think about LOL so this will be a bit of explaining the aspect, and a little bit of recounting my experience with these aspects. I have my Moon conjunct Saturn in a tight orb (2°) in the 8th house as well as a Cap IC, and well firstly, because Saturn does what it does, things do not start out pretty. A lot of people I know with Moon-Saturn aspects have had to grow up and support their family REALLY fast, or at least mature and take on an ‘older sibling’ role when they were very young. Even Moon sextile/trine Saturn has had to, which is something I find really interesting because it’s considered a less harsh aspect. Then again, Saturn brings lessons to anything it touches, and it makes us wiser and more experienced with our emotions, feelings of comfort and home, etc. The people I know with softer aspects between Moon and Saturn are actually much better at absorbing and comprehending lessons from Saturn, almost like seeing these lessons as something that could potentially uplift them right from the start. They’re also usually quick to grasp experiences in life that they turn into lessons to help themselves and others. Usually seen as wise and experienced people by their peers or even people older than them/authority figures, especially when it comes to sorting out their feelings.

But when it comes to Moon square/opposite/conjunct Saturn, that’s usually when we hit a roadblock. Regarding my Moon conj. Saturn, how I felt and emoted and what I expressed (or lack thereof) was never considered important to me in the past, or what my family considered important for that matter. I’ve realised while growing up that I have compartmentalised so much just to get a job done, do well in every aspect (as much as possible), to stay quiet and not ask for help. I have grown so used to denying my own feelings, especially vulnerable emotions like sadness or hurt or inferiority. And when you’re always having a harsh grip on your emotions in fear of vulnerability, you’re also denying yourself softer emotions like contentment, feeling cared for, feeling listened to. You’re in extremely high danger of being misunderstood when you’re silently offering support and taking on burdens without showing how you care and feel. I am so shut down and cold sometimes to cope on my own to the point my own family says I’m the one neglecting them (verbatim). People with harsher Moon aspects to Saturn often experience the extreme sides of Saturn before they start to put their foot down and learn to grow instead of self-sabotage with regards to their own emotions. I am known as the responsible ‘no-nonsense’ one in my family, but also named ‘emotionless’, ‘a stone cold bitch’, ‘untouchable’, ‘a stone doll’, among other things. (My own family has once asked me if I can even love.) I am not any of that, but it took me a very long time to unlearn unhealthy coping mechanisms and be free, to care for myself enough to be vulnerable with others. I am in fact still learning how to find a space where I can fully express what I feel and unpack all the softer emotions I’ve suppressed. I feel this could be different for Moon opposite/square Saturn, where instead of mixing with Saturnian energy (like the conjunct), there is tension instead. These people may constantly feel like they’re fighting an uphill battle, that they’re always rejected/abandoned, and they have had to take their own feelings of comfort and safety into their own hands after many trials and tribulations. They could feel like, well maybe not necessarily the scapegoat, but someone who is always judged and belittled for their needs and wants, and one way or the other they decided to learn on their own and go down their own way, through rebellion and/or trial and error, what was actually good for them, to seek what they want elsewhere, what they actually want and need, and what grants them emotional growth.

People with Moon-Saturn aspects have had to learn how to fight for their own freedom of expression, even if it’s against themselves. How to inhibit themselves less, and to fight for their own comforts and needs, and afterwards retain them. But once they do, they are incredibly powerful. You reap what you sow with Saturn, and when the Moon aspects it, it fills your life with important lessons that lend you a hand to emotional resilience, responsibility, and at the same time, finding what truly comforts and soothes you. I’ve seen a lot of Moon-Saturn aspect natives also retain this certain level of grimness, like they’d bite the bullet if they have to, there’s a quiet resolve to them. You learn to cut away what isn’t necessary, what doesn’t fulfill you, and who does not have a place in your life. You learn to grow your own happiness and emotional growth, what you truly need and seek out what you want, and you have the power and resilience to get there. I’ve had to learn ‘I’ll sleep when I’m dead’ is not a good mindset HAHA, pushing myself to the brink of exhaustion and not allowing myself to complain or even feel is self-sabotaging at best and self-destructive at worst, and self-isolating while judging myself for not living up to impossible expectations is just… not conducive at all. Being the ‘rock’ and getting things done for everybody will mean nothing if you can’t even support yourself, when you don’t have a fallback plan or someone to turn to. There’s also a need to learn that what people push onto you, whatever they restricted and controlled about you in the past, you’re capable of breaking free of it if it doesn’t serve you anymore. Self-expression, emotional maturity and your own truth are what grows here if you learn the lessons of Saturn.