PLUTO ASPECTING YOUR SUN AND/OR YOUR RISING

PLUTO ASPECTING YOUR SUN AND/OR YOUR RISING

-It sucks when you can’t control every single aspect of how you are perceived. Like I don’t know if it’s just me but I always have felt like people have so many different ideas of who I am and what my life has been like. It’s fine most times because my Pluto trines both my rising and my sun so I don’t think it is too bad or extreme compared to other aspects ya know? I swear I don’t get why people react the way they do to me. It feels like too much. Idk how to explain it but it’s just other people react to me doing something like I’m either some kind of alien or (for a lack of a better words) like I’m a celebrity. I always wonder if my Neptune opposition with my rising has some contributing factor to it. Anyways I just wanted to rant about this because fuck it ya know? I decided to get a haircut and now I feel like a whole different person lol

How synastry feels on a deeper way🌊🎧🌌

❤️‍🔥1st house synastry- This house feels very energetic. You share a lot of energy with the person and you find them very attractive visually. It can feel fiery, impulsive and sudden. You fall in love with a person's appearance. To her confident, daring side. The relationship itself can also be very bold and fearless. You can always defend each other and no matter what happens you two come first. I think when you broke up with this person you feel like you can you cannot find someone who have this energy that this person have and also appearance!

🎧2nd house synastry- love feels possessive and at the same time stable. You love a person for what they give you. You two find comfort in this relationship and share the same values. Usually you have a song that is just yours. They eat the same food or pay a lot of attention to it. This relationship feels like a song that doesn't leave your head. Everything reminds you of this person. You two feel safe and secure with each other and it's hard to leave behind that.

🧝🏽‍♀️3rd house synastry- love is felt through words and communication. Maybe you feel that many times you miss the person's voice and that they best expressed their feelings towards you. You feel that this relationship was the best in terms of communication, that you could tell each other everything. And that they understood you best. In this relationships words speak louder than anything.

🧸💕4th house synastry - love feels like home. This relationship is based on a sense of comfort. They feel like family. They feel like they want to spend all their time together and create a home where they can be together. It feels like a home you never had before. This is your favorite person (because the 4th house also represents people who are your favorite). This relationship seems very familiar as a childhood memory. Cute, sweet, emotional - also you feel like you can tell this person everything as if I already knew you, you feel like you can express yourself to them. When you broke up with this person you feel like you lose home or a safe place.

🎡5th house synastry- love feels like a child's energy. It's like being a teenager madly in love again with no responsibilities. You feel passion and fiery love with this person. With this person, you feel like you can express your inner child and that you can do crazy things without someone judging you. Crazy stupid love. You feel alive with this person. When you break up with that person, you may feel like they took your joy and happiness with them.

🧉6th house synastry- this relationship feels like caring for each other. Maybe they have a common lifestyle that they follow and they may even have a common animal. Many times when you break up with that person, you have a lot of things that you still share with that person. Maybe a person's opinion means a lot to you, or maybe your routine has changed just because of that person.

7th house synastry- this relationship feels something special and at the same time very beautiful. All the beautiful things you've ever dreamed about happen with this person. You feel like you want to have everything with this person. The relationship is romantic, sweet and focused on the two of you. You see them as a potential person. All the focus goes to this person and you can actually create relationship only with that person. So when you break up with them it feels like you're alone.

🫀8th house synastry- that the relationship feels very deep, intense and strong. You have the feeling that you share the same soul and secrets that are only yours. You two are very private about relationship. You find them very attractive in every way. You feel almost possessed by this person's love. You trust only them and give yourself completely to this relationship. Forever kind of love. Drunk in love. They always come back to each other and cannot be without each other. Sometimes u feel like you lose a part of you in that person. This house hits different the other houses so when you break up with that person it feels like someone dies. You cannot move on and it's very emotional and it's very hard.

🦋9th house synastry- this relationship feels like the fulfillment of a wish you've been wanting for a long time. Also very meaningful love, you find meaning in that person. You two can also find the meaning in life through this relationship. You and your partner have a special place that is only yours & where you like to spend time together. You always look forward to seeing each other. This relationship can both bring a lot of luck in life.

🦭10th house synastry- with this person you feel like you are very grateful for their presence. This relationship feels like a habit and something that is stable. They love each other for all the positive things they have brought to each other's lives. You feel like you are destined to be with this person and share this journey with them. The biggest supporter in this life is the person in your share 10th house synastry with. They will always stand by your side and support you in everything you. You two can also create some business with each other. Relationship is also very public.

💚11th house synastry- this relationship is very unique and different from all the others you've had. You feel as if your long-awaited dreams and goals have come true. You like how free you feel with this person and how the person gives you exactly what you want. This relationship is independet and rebellious. When you lose them you don’t feel like you only lose a lover but a friend too.

🧚🏼‍♀️12th house synastry- this relationship is often subconscious, you don't know why you are attracted to this person but you are. You feel a deep connection, which is usually shown through the signs that appear. Or you think of that person and then they think of you at the same time. You usually always meet these people through life or something related to them. This house can also feel like person can save you.

-Unfortunately, it is not possible to publish more than 10 pictures, so I couldn't post for the last two😒

-Rebekah🦭☁️🩶

kinda bored…

Scorpio moon in composite is not for the easy breezy folks

Composite Scorpio moon

I’m experiencing composite Scorpio moon for the first time and it’s genuinely one of the craziest experiences. 

It kinda feels like Bella and Edward, like I want him so bad and I don’t know why, and I can’t understand why he wants me but we’re magnetized toward each other. It feels too intense like I want to escape but I also crave this kind of intimacy. He’s definitely intense too. And it’s so sexual. The eye contact got me going crazy!

As a disclaimer we have a lot of Pluto influence in our synastry his Pluto is exactly on my 8th house trine my mars square my Venus and moon in his 4th

And my Pluto is opposite his sun Mercury and mars but that’s generational.

Additionally he’s got Saturn and Jupiter in my 12th which I can also really feel so this a very watery synastry.

I’m obsessed and I can’t even stop myself because he so easily fans the fire I’ve read into our synastry and honestly it’s probably not so good it’s more neutral but when I am with him, when I talk to him… god it’s just like everything

The tension is palpable we’ve gone to parties and everyone around us points us out even if we don’t talk it’s just like intense eye contact and everyone knows.

Being around him makes me so… Farrell … like all I want is to touch him and I’m never close enough

It’s almost animalistic like I want to devour him I love biting him and when he bites me.

I can tell that if we had sex it would change the relationship completely and probably for the better because this built up tension literally makes me act out but omg I really like this guy so much and it terrifies me. Every time he calls me and we talk I cry afterward just because he’s so perfect for me and I feel so intensely about him. There’s definitely themes of possessiveness and commitment, and we can never do anything causally. We met the first day and I went off on him for something really stupid and I was being totally possessive over a made up scenario I conjured but I really sent it and we didn’t talk for months and when we started talking again he got a dog and immediately called me after calling me the puppies step mom. Foreplay feels as intense as my best hookups and we haven’t even had sex.

The tension is like unbearable I’m realizing now that it would probably be different if we had sex but I’m afraid I’d literally just fall in love with him if we did and I know this one would fuck me up. I’m in my healing era but this man’s about to make me risk it but I don’t even know if it’s a risk because he is probably really good for me and what I need but I keep fighting it. Bottom line I’m scared.

His eyes are so dark when he talks to me and he can be so serious and it’s so sexy. we can literally be in a room full of people and it feels like it’s just us and everyone at the party was annoyed about it.

The funny thing about how we met is that my friend went to a party to meet his friend but his friend was flirting with every girl there so I was death staring his friend trying to show him I see what he was doing but he was too busy looking at other girls so I looked over at him (the guy I like) and glared with a passion trying to convey a “your friends so messed up for this” kinda look and the random girl I was with said he was giving me “the eyes” and I think that details funny because I was so mad at him and his friend. We ended up going downstairs to talk with my friend and me and him ended up by the balcony looking over the city and immediately I knew the girl I was with was right about him being into me but I thought that was funny cause I was glaring. but she came over to talk to him and he put his arm around my waist and I was sold on him. Taht immediate loyalty I’m only into you was so freaking sexy. Even when I went off on him he said I don’t understand why you think I was treating you like an option I was all up on you in front of everyone and was just overall understanding.

Everything he does evokes a reaction out of me, and part of it is from trauma but he’s uncovering all these fears I didn’t know i had.

I read somewhere that these people need to take breaks from time to time cause it just gets too intense and I feel that but honestly I can never tell if it’s just a break. Or at least for me it’s that and I fixate on if I’ll ever see him again. We’re not talking again, but I needed a little break from the intensity anyway.

Astro Observation

Idk how to explain this but when I meet someone my immediate instinct is to find out their natal chart just to figure out a pattern in my feelings. So here are some things I have figured out over the years.

-If someone has a mixture of Sag, Scorpio, and Capricorn placements even if just one of each, I tend to be more emotionally affected by them. I figure it’s because of my fourth house being in Scorpio and my sixth house in Capricorn. Sag is kind of of a mystery to me but I figure it’s cause of my mars and Pluto in sag which are both in my fifth house. Then I looked at my mother’s chart and damn bruh. I knew she had a sag sun but she also has a Scorpio mercury and a Capricorn Venus. Of course I do not really talk to my mom because of other reasons…I’m just saying my moon is in Virgo and my fourth house is in Scorpio so I’ll leave that up to interpretation…

My personal ranking of the mars placements by sign

Signs not included (due to me not really meeting much so it seems unfair to really rank something I'm not really aware of ya know?): Cancer, Virgo, Libra, Pisces. I am pretty sure I would love any libra placement but ehh...

Alright let's get into it

Now let's divide this by modality to figure out which is the most prominent for me then I'll go by element and such and so on.

Fixed (from most to least I guess): Leo, Scorpio, Taurus, and Aquarius. My reasoning and thought process: I put Leo first because every Leo mars I have met are just so fucking fun to talk to. Of course keep in mind that I am a sag mars so it might have something to do with that ya know? Anyways I think the main reason I put Scorpio before Taurus is because I have met a lot more Scorpio mars as opposed to Taurus mars. They are both great, it's just that Scorpio mars are more or less like a home to me. Fourth house in Scorpio for me makes sense though. Now Aquarius mars is only last because I know only a couple and they vary a lot for me. I love them for their mind but yet they are the most close minded open minded people I have ever met. moving on tho...

Mutable: Sag then Gemini...the bias is strong isn't it lol. I love them both very much with sag mars only taking the winning spot because of it both being in my fifth house but also because of that sweet sweet mars conjunct Pluto possible aspect happening. I both love and hate this aspect but I'm pretty sure it's cause most times I am the mars person idk tho. I find this aspect the best for me personally when it comes to Pluto aspects in synastry.

Cardinal: Capricorn then Aries. I know I know there is a possibility with conjunction with the Aries mars but I'm sorry but I prefer someone who doesn't have my anger issues thank you. It's not out of disdain, I just love Capricorn mars a bit more.

Now time for the next level of the rankings

Most to least: Sag, Leo, Gemini, Scorpio, Taurus, Capricorn, Aquarius, and finally Aries. Again I don't hate Aquarius or Aries mars. I just love the rest more and I haven't had that same spark with Aries and Aquarius like I have had with the rest of the mars signs.

I would love to hear you guys thoughts and your experiences with the different mars placements. This is an incomplete ranking since I didn't include all of the mars placements in this post