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Im Sad So Heres The Songs From My Current Sad Playlist And Why Theyre There:

I’m sad so here’s the songs from my current sad playlist and why they’re there:

(It’s called “Wine, Dine, and Cry” btw)

Pardon Me - He Is We

Purely for the whole “I’m slowly getting over you” aspect.

Fine! - Mal Blum

It has a calming, soft tune. The repeated lines of “You’re gonna be fine, you’re gonna be tip top shape and top in toes and fine” also helps me

Anxiety Song - Human Petting Zoo

I don’t have sacrifice myself for you, I don’t have to give up everything to make you pleased.

Interlude: I’m not angry anymore - Paramore

Not sure why, I just... sort of like it? “All of my worthless rage”

Not What I Meant - Dodie

A lot of her songs are pretty calming, but I have this one in my playlist for the line “I’ll do it if I have too.”

No Children - The Mountain Goats

I’m not a vindictive person, but sometimes I really just want to hurt you for what you did to us. It sort of.. reminds me of that thought

ART IS DEAD - Bo Burnham

Found it from Tiktok, I placed it in there for a couple lines, but the whole general theme of it just sort of... helps?

Sweet Hibiscus Tea - Penelope Scott

My anger is sweet and justified.

Bruno Is Orange

A sickly sweet sort of thing? The louder bit at the end can help me focus and ground me a fair bit.

My Mother’s Car - MX Makintosh

I really like the simple design of it, but also the line “I know that I’ll be alright, but I can’t really breathe so I’m in fight or flight.”

I’m tired and I hate this song - Cyberbully Mom Club

Not sure, but it’s nice.

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What? Projecting onto my Comfort Characters and OCs? NEVER

Anyways, remember when Carmen basically left all of her material possessions behind when she left VILE? That had to have hurt, let’s talk about that for five paragraphs

4 years ago

I’m bored so here’s how Team Red VS The Raza Crew would go:

Spoilers ofc

Player would probably get the upper hand over ONLY Five IF he had a gun and she didn’t. but considering how she’s trained and he isn’t, in any other situation Player would lose to her or anyone else.

That being said: both Player and Five are expert hackers and it’s doubtful Player wouldn’t try to talk, escape, or otherwise avoid a physical fight.

Basically: It’s unlikely Player would win a one-on-one fight, as only Five is close to his skill level with fighting. But, him and Five doing a whole hacker-war thing would put them on equal ground and skill levels. (Even if you add up that they’re technologies wouldn’t line up exactly.)

Ivy and Zack could probably take down One or Six if they worked together, but they’d have to take into consideration the fact that The Raza carries guns, but they don’t. Which means they’ll probably be being shot at, but they COULD overpower certain members of The Raza.

Next up: the ninjas. Shadowsan and Four are probably on equal ground skill wise from what we’ve seen in their respective shows. However, one key difference would make the fight more difficult: Four would most likely be aiming to kill, Shadowsan wouldn’t.

Despite this, I think they’d end up in a stalemate until either one of them can get the upper hand, or somebody’s teammates steps in. I can’t quite consider either of them winning, but I think Four might.

Two VS Carmen would be... a struggle. Carmen’s had an entire lives worth of training, but Two isn’t a human, she’s artificial. Because of this, I don’t think Carmen would be able to win a fight against her, but she would be able to put up a good fight.

In conclusion: The Raza would most likely win, mostly due to everyone’s training compared to that of Team Red’s members.

Team Red would also be at two other major disadvantages:

1. They don’t have guns, but it’s confirmed that The Raza’s crew almost always has guns on their person at all times.

2. The crew of the Raza would be most likely aiming to kill, Team Red wouldn’t.

That being said, if they could figure out a solid game plan, Team Red could probably get the upper hand. But, logically, Carmen and Two would most likely talk things out as their respective team leaders before letting it came to blows.


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4 years ago

So, gonna ramble about OCs here:

I have this one OC, Tip, who’s touch averse. Two of her family members are touch starved. (One flips between the two, so it’s common courtesy amongst them all just to ask before you touch somebody.)

Canonically, Tip goes out for long stretches of time to sell her goods as a trader, meaning that her adoptive family doesn’t see her a whole lot in any given few months.

The idea popped into my head that the younger touched starved person (Mint) would probably be the kind to try to tackle-hug somebody. (It wouldn’t work too well, considering he’s as light as a kitten.)

My point being: Tip arrives home, Mint rushes over and is barely able to skid to a stop in front of her because he almost forget to ask and he really doesn’t want to make her uncomfortable.

Tip rolls her eyes, nods, and then is immediately tackled to the ground.


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4 years ago

Okay, what’s up with your AUs?

hhng. thinking about my tts/toh crossover aus at late hours of the night once again. PLEASE send me asks about them. yes i have two seperate tts/toh crossover aus. this is what happens when i’m allowed to be interested in multiple things at once