You Know, Going Over To Rewatch The Third Season Of Only Murders In The Building, The Context Of Scenes

you know, going over to rewatch the third season of only murders in the building, the context of scenes with loretta make more sense right down to episode one because you immediately get why she is so nervous, it isn't because of the play, it's because of dickie.

yeah, I just honestly find it all so interesting their dynamic because it's really a circumstance with both individuals really seemed eager to try and work through their issues but on otto's end all his care went into misguided actions of general manipulation and being pushy to know about the candleman, the dreams, and neglecting her health the more he went on a downward spiral and I really like looking at both aspects of him and noone I do hope you or anyone else doesn't take this as me generally going ' oh he's such a good person ' because to me he's more of a person who tries to do good but is really failing to do so because he's too caught up in the past to look at what harm he's inflicted on the present, he's got a lot of layers to me and I find them all interesting and more or less consider him really sad more than anything /gen my document put it best, if you want to give it a read because I wrote something down after someone asked about my opinions on him. https://docs.google.com/document/d/1M41vWw3GWgsVhK2PEMDSrZss9rjhieDjEbHozyhhYgM/edit?usp=sharing also gonna edit this rq and say I really don't mind and even get why so many people really do hate this man bc for what its all worth, he is an absolute piece of shit, I just have a lot of brainrot on him and he's a hyperfixation and I see him in a much diff lense than other people /gen

I think ch3 also triggered some of Otto's trauma or smth....? I mean, look how he reacted right after listening Noone's story. You know at the end of her dream The PA screamed scarily “Everyone needs someone. Don't leave me alone!” and sobbed when the Candleman took her, “Don't take her. Not this one too.”

A few seconds of silence and you can actually listen how unsettled he is for a moment. How his breathing slightly shuddered.

No wonder why he hugged her so tightly after that.

But then the mirror fell off and was broken bcs he held her too tight. I love how they put this kinda subtext in the podcast. The uneasiness of it. The writings on the wall... He also smacked a moth flying around the light, the little creature that fascinates Noone.

also also I think I might do some doodles of jester and rusty + six and mono bc I really wanna get a hold of them

" my stone , my shield, my steady hand. hold your light, to the darkness in my head. put your ear to my heart or set your teeth against my throat. give me something to wear beneath my blood-stained clothes. my darling, the devil knows my name. " the garden by the crane wives

finished up a soft doodle of otto and I gotta' say the one thing I feel so kind of weirdly genius of is the idea on purple and yellow and figuring out that the rain coat girl is very much just cici / cece ( idk how to spell it ) makes me so fucking happy because I always intended otto's eyes to have the significant meaning of being really doodle-ish, like they're always frantic because he's looking for his sister. so I like to think now in his wardrobe he makes it a choice to wear yellow clothing because it gives him comfort. like his sister is still here even though she is very much Gone. that and yellow is often representative of many things but the big few for otto to me has always been cowardice, betrayal, caution, hope, philosophy, dishonesty, jealousy, covetousness, deceit, illness, hazard, and especially friendship and I'm latine and it's specifically a thing that bright marigold yellow is meant to be associated with death in some parts of mexico from what I read up on it. so, there is so much you could gage. also people talk about otto but y'all do realize this man might be german because otto is short for otfried or otmar. so, I'm now accepting that in my own headcanons of him ( yes I know cici is often short for cecilia which is a latin name in origin, but also in my hc given noone did point out that cici and otto looked NOTHING alike, it highly implies to my knowledge that otto is very much adopted )

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oh yeah, slightly old-ish art but this was a massive render I did of the 2023 barbie movie's ken which I really figured I'd post because this thing flopped hard when I posted it previously so holding it up again