TW: Self Harm Relapse, Gender Dysphoria, Accidental Rant

TW: Self harm relapse, gender dysphoria, accidental rant

5 (five) years clean all down the drain. Worst part is that I'm making this post and I made the one before this and went on a walk. How fucking cliche am I? Make a post ranting about how much I want to die, go on a walk, die on the stairway leading up to the apartment, get put on the news. Headline would've probably been something like, "Trans teen pushed to suicide" or "is being trans causing suicide?" cause yeah, my gender dysphoria mixed with my depression really isn't a good fucking combo. I'm just so done with everything. There's only a few things keeping me going at this point and none of them are my biological family and that pisses me off. How can you be so horrible to family that when they think of reason not to FUCKING KILL THEMSELF, you aren't one. Fuck you. If you've read this far, or tldr, I'm okay, my SH is cleaned and covered, it was bleeding but not a dangerous amount. Take care. XX

no matter how terrible my day is. i can always end my day in bed imagining fictional characters making out sloppy style and fucking raw. and that's beautiful. there's some good in this world mister frodo and it's worth fighting for

What do you do if a villain is cunty?

:] please tell me I’m not the only one - more Pitch Black brain rot for everyone <3

CW: Rant/Vent

god im so tired, a tired you feel in your bones and in your gut when you're just trying to sleep or go through your day. it only gets worse nd worse until I break and I hate it. i hate it I hate it ih ate it I hat it I hate it iha te it I HATE ME I was doing so well, I was recovering. why are my thoughts spiraling again? It's been years I should be better now and I'm not and I hate that, I hate myself for that. it doesn't make sense, I was FINE A WEEK AGO and now all I can think about is jumping off the highway sp the cars below can run over the rest of my corpse. I was fine. Now I'm not.

i thought we all agreed that identity policing is wrong a long time ago, so why do so many people who consider themselves to be trans allies suddenly lose this energy for intersex people. intersex people do not owe it to you to explain their gender, condition or identity to you in any way, and they especially do not owe it to you to tell you if therye "AMAB" or "AFAB" and it is exceptionally strange to expect intersex people to neatly fall into TME and TMA categories when our bodies often do not meet societal expectations of gender and often face discrimination for not performing gender "correctly" in the exact same way trans people face