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Spy School Body Type Headcanons

TW: Body Issues, Insecurity in general, Gender Dysphoria

Honestly, I’m just making shit up in this one

I’m just going off of the little voices in my head

Ben: A lil chubby, mostly in his thighs and tummy, everyone finds it cute, but he’s really insecure about it…

Erica: Works out. A lot. Ben has been encouraging her to get a heartier, more fulfilling diet so she can get stronger. And everyone finds her muscles hot (Especially Ben and Zoe)

Zoe: She’s chubby, and she doesn’t have a problem with it! She knows she’s cute!

Mike: Had a bad habit of pressuring himself to look fit, because he thought that was the only way girls would like him

Murray: He got his top surgery, but whenever he looks at his scars, he’s reminded of what he used to be, and of a very bad part of his life

i couldn’t go to bed last night so i ended up drawing pim

and then i kinda shifted to matthew self projecting vent art ???

!TW!: mentions of chronic illness, gender dysphoria, depression, suicidal thoughts

I've been battling with awful thoughts this year, being diagnosed with a chronic illness isnt good in any kind of way. I feel how my entire body burns every day, i get to feel my heart clench in my chest for hours and there is no solution to it i just have to live with it and with that thoughts of just fucking dying are my only source of comfort next to my 24 hour playlists to which i listen while self loathing. I don't even know what my name is and i hate my boobs and i don't want to have my period every month. I wish i knew at least one trans person irl so i can cling tightly to them so i can find some kind of peace for my never ending grief. Since i was fucking born I've felt like my body shouldn't have existed, it's as if it was a failed version yet i was the unlucky motherfucker to end up in it. I barely even sleep at night, i hate how I'm so fucking useless that i can't even bring myself to get up from bed, I'm a weight on everyone's shoulder. I worry my friends that i might die and my parents think I'm a manipulative asshole, they say they love me but i haven't felt loved in so fucking long that it even feels wrong when someone other than my family says they love me. I need real help but my fucking therapist died and all the other psychiatrists and therapists i see are fucking useless because i lie to them and they dont realise it. It's so frustrating knowing I'll never be painless even if i do everything right and the worst thing is that i have to put up with idiotic schoolwork because im still a fucking minor. I wish i could just fucking close my burning eyelids and wake up somewhere else, somewhere peaceful without my parents screaming at me when they know i can't talk because my throat closes itself. I want to tell this to my friend but i don't want to bother her with all of my feelings because she has enough fucking problems and i don't want to be another one on that list. It's just been an awful year, please if you could just give me name ideas so i at least feel alright with one thing in my life I'd really appreciate it. I'd like something that sounds like Noah or Mason but still femenine like Vera i just dont know what to do.

Simon having gender dysphoria and questioning his gender is something I am living for right now /hj

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TW: Self harm relapse, gender dysphoria, accidental rant

5 (five) years clean all down the drain. Worst part is that I'm making this post and I made the one before this and went on a walk. How fucking cliche am I? Make a post ranting about how much I want to die, go on a walk, die on the stairway leading up to the apartment, get put on the news. Headline would've probably been something like, "Trans teen pushed to suicide" or "is being trans causing suicide?" cause yeah, my gender dysphoria mixed with my depression really isn't a good fucking combo. I'm just so done with everything. There's only a few things keeping me going at this point and none of them are my biological family and that pisses me off. How can you be so horrible to family that when they think of reason not to FUCKING KILL THEMSELF, you aren't one. Fuck you. If you've read this far, or tldr, I'm okay, my SH is cleaned and covered, it was bleeding but not a dangerous amount. Take care. XX

Small Rant/Vent

Cw/Tw/Mentions: Genitals in a Nonsexual Manner + Gender and Species Dysforia

Aaghhhhh this is probably going to sound really weird but I genuinely think I would prefer to have a more realistic werewolf sheath (with or without a shaft nub I don't care) packer than I would a usual humanoid realistic packer.

I've been getting pretty bad bottom dysforia lately and one of the things that has been comforting me is calling my bottom growth my sheath and my tip because of the way it feels in my hands. And that makes me feel so much better because it makes me feel way more like a t-fueled werewolf that's growing his sheath in rather that a sad human with the wrong set of genitals (even though I am technically both a sad human and a happy werewolf).

Plus the idea of having more werewolf oriented genitals gives me both gender euphoria and species euphoria, as someone who is both transgender and a canine!!

But it's not like I'm saying that I wouldn't be over the moon with a typical packer!! Quite the opposite actually, the idea of having a normal penis is still very appealing to me, hence why I plan to get bottom surgery in the future ^_^

Sorry if this rant(vent?) was weird or offputting, I just really needed to get my thoughts out of my head!!

P.S: If anyone knows where I could get something like I described please let me know!!! I probably will end up making my own at some point but It'll take a lot of work and sewing on my part-

Before he met Circe, there was just one other time where Roman fell in love. It was with his father’s suits, how extravagant each of them were and how he found them so much more appealing than the dresses and other feminine outfits his parents made him wear as a child. He despised them all, feeling as though he were shrouded in a skin that wasn’t his own so at times he would sneak into his father’s walk-in closet and ‘borrow’ an old suit he was sure the man wouldn’t miss, just for a little while until he felt like himself. He got away with this for a couple of years, dressing in secret until his mother dropped by unexpectedly one day, shrieking like a demon possessed upon catching her child dressed in one of her husband’s old outfits instead of the high-end dresses intended for his use.

Black Mask

general.

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  strength 7

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆  —  offense 9

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  defense 6

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  speed 7

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆  —  durability 8

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★  —  accuracy 10 

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  agility 7

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆  —  stamina 8

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  teamwork 7

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  stealth 6

specifics.

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  close combat 7

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆  —  bladed weapons 9

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆  —  blunt weapons 8

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆  —  ranged weapons 9

☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  superpowers 0

★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  traps / setups 4

★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ★    ☆    ☆    ☆    ☆  —  medic 6

lasting injuries: none

scars. surgical scars from chest surgery along with old scars from cutting his flesh as a teenager. subtle, faded scars here and there over the years as a result from fighting batman and rival gangs/henchmen. a few bullet wounds in non lethal areas such as shoulders and hips. severely burned face beneath the mask (non-removeable at this point) fighting style. ( bold any that apply. italicize any that sort of apply )

commander / duelist / honorable / dishonorable / would have others do their fighting / stealthy / long - ranged / mid - ranged / melee / technological / sorcery / superhuman abilities / has fought in a tourney / a lover of fighting / a hater of fighting / cowardly / reckless / strategic / uses underhanded tricks / renowned for their skill / trained / untrained / keeps skills a secret / won a battle / lost a battle / ruthless / merciful.

Roman is a very bold man, but he is self conscious about his chest scars. It’s a very rare occasion when he’ll let somebody look at them let alone actually touch them. They’re one of the few remaining areas of his body that still retains sensitivity so he’ll be a mess if anybody gets their hands on them.

(Princess of Gender Dysphoria) A dream.

Applejack's plea with the manufacturer (God, Hasbro, and me?) Alternatively, an expression of my past relationship trauma.

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