HOLY SHIT MY FUCKING LEGS HELP ME

HOLY SHIT MY FUCKING LEGS HELP ME

The mind numbing anger of chronic fatigue is getting irritable because you're so fucking tired but you really feel like you SHOULDNT BE.

You SHOULD be able to sit at a desk and do work. You SHOULD be able to just watch a freaking YouTube video. You SHOULD be able to just eat fucking lunch.

But you can't. Because your eyes are closing and it's like temporary death is taking you.

breaking: local bitch with adhd is STILL not doing the chores they've been saying they'll do tomorrow for the past 3 days. more at 10

I hate the look on able-bodied people's faces when you can't do a thing that you could do the day before. The look of disappointment, confusion, the "Oh but you could do it before. Are you SURE you can't do it?" Like yes, Brenda, I'm sure that I am in too much pain to function/move from my bed right now so going for a walk when I could move 50 feet yesterday without my cane IS too much.

Sometimes I wonder why I’m exhausted all the time then I remember that I wake up a bajillion times every night feeling extremely nauseous and in so much pain that I can’t sleep for several hours

POTS really just is like microdosing death sometimes, feels like someone clicked restart