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LET’S FOLLOW ON YOONGI’S WORDS

I really hope that we become a fandom where everyone gots everyone’s back. Where we help each other when we are sad. Where we hold the hands of those who are cold and alone. I hope just like what Yoongi said we will open up more to each other. That we will create the kind of environment that makes it possible. 

Reblog if you too have a blog where people can come to your ask box and tell you about their pain, joy, loneliness, love, emotions, state and so on. A blog full of help. A blog full of humanity. 

Reblog if you say "fuck" more than 5 times a day.

-rules: once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a post with 82 truths about yourself

I was tagged by @iamsonotaslinthead ; I hope i do this right :D

MOST RECENT:

drink: Sport drink

phone call: Dad

text: My boyfriend

song you listened to: Happy song by Bring me the Horizon

time you cried: hmm... it´s been a while...

HAVE YOU EVER:

dated someone twice: Nope

been cheated on: Yes -.-

kissed someone and regretted it: No

lost someone special: Yes

been depressed: more like really sad

been drunk and thrown up: Yes and i am not proud about it. -.-

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

made a new friend: Yes, a lot of friendly people :)

fallen out of love: No I´m still happy ^^

laughed until you cried: often

met someone who changed you: Everybody changes you a bit

found out who your true friends are: Found that out years ago

found out someone was talking about you: yes

kissed someone on your fb list: No

EXTRAS:

how many people from your fb list do you know irl: Don´t have Facebook

do you have any pets: Yes a dog and a cat :)

do you want to change your name: No i think I am fine.

what did you do for your last birthday: went out with my friends to a lokal bar. we played billiard and eat pizza :)

what time did you wake up today: 09:34 pm

what were you doing last night: Came home late from a Role Play Convention

name something you can’t wait for: hmm... this is difficult... meet my friends? have some alone time to finish the books i want to read? the next time i can eat sushi? the next time i vistit my family? and there is a lot more...

have you ever talked to a person named Tom: to a Thomas...

what’s getting on your nerves rn: ?

blood type: 0+

nickname: My relatives call me Maykie. Thats it...

relationship status: I have a boyfriend and i am happy most of the time :D

zodiac sign: I’m libera ;)

pronouns: she, her and all that kind of stuff ?

favorite tv shows: The Walking Dead, Fear the Walking Dead, One Piece...

height: 1,65cm

do you have a crush on someone: Yes

what do you like about yourself: Uff... maybe that i have a lot of people i can count on?

right or left handed: right

first surgery: never had on

first best friend: Her name’s Mehle (her Nickname)

first sport you joined:  Karate

first vacation: At the Nort somewehre in Germany with my familie

RIGHT NOW:

eating: nothing but after this maybe...

drinking: water

i’m about to: get ready for the day

listening to: The rain.... no really it´s raining

WANT:

kids: not the next 5 Years or so...

get married: when Im older, maybe

career: I study to be a Teacher  

WHICH IS BETTER:

lips or eyes: eyes

hugs or kisses: HUGS

taller or shorter: taller for lots of reasons

older or younger: doesn’t matter 

romantic or spontaneous: spontaneousss, but I like a of both

sensitive or loud: both considering the situation

hookup or relationship: relationship

troublemaker or hesitant: neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

kissed a stranger: no

glasses/contacts: glasses

had sex on the first date: nope

broke someone’s heart: not that I’m aware of

cried when someone died: yes

fallen for a friend: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

yourself: I have to :D

miracles: Yes that would be nice

love at first sight: Yes but more like attraction at first sight

heaven: I hope not!

kissing on a first date: not necessarily

I don’t have any idea of what to do know...so I’m just gonna tag some of my followers who might or might not do it and I’m sorry if you’ve already been tagged, but I tag @noot-noot-newt, @theyoungbloodindeathvalley, @thegirlwith-theauburnhair 

Beyond [Part 1/10]

Hello,

this is my first fan fiction written in english, so i am sorry for mistakes.

This is a self-insert Maze Runner fan fiction, and is also Newt x Reader.

The previous chapter is more or less a Prolog.

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“So Y/N, your little friend alright? Saw you guys being all girly and shit.”

“Yeah, Lizzy is fine. She is just a little bit overprotective.”

“So you didn´t tell her how close it really was?” The elder guy with fire red hair chuckled.

“Oh shut up! As if you are always so honest with your friends at the experimental department, Jake.”

Instead of an answer the elder boy only grunted. Your talk with Lizzy laid some days back, but you never told her, that you guys just barely made it out the last time. Those cranks were scary but you couldn´t leave Wicked. That was just not an option, even if you knew how fucked up the world was, but you didn´t want to creep Lizzy out of her mind by telling her what you experienced every day. She would only worry more than she already did.

You and Jake just finished checking the equipment for your next mission. So now you could spent some time with your friend. Lizzy worked at the laboratory. Something about developing half organic, half metal weapons to fight against the cranks. In the future those weapons would replace you and the other defense members in order to protect the city and the citizens. That was also a reason why Lizzy worked so hard. She wanted you to leave the active fighters. You couldn´t find her at her normal work space. It took you a while but you found her at one of your hiding places. One you hadn´t used since her brother went into the Maze.

“Hey Lizzy, what´s wrong?” You creeped closer to your friend. You could hear her sniffing as if she were crying.

“He… he…“ But your friend couldn´t say anything more before another whine left her.

“Hey shhh, everything is fine Liz. I am here, I will protect you ok? Now breathe. I can´t help you if I don´t know what´s going on.”

She did what you told her. Lizzy breathed slowly in and out. When she tried to talk again her big brown eyes were teary from all the crying.

“He is going to kill himself.”

Your body froze. Kill himself? Who? And when? That didn´t make sense! Why would she be so sad instead of doing something? Oh no…

“Y- You don´t mean him, him? Who told you this?!”

“A… a friend. I… I needed to know. They never said anything specific. I just needed to know. … He will try to kill himself. The cameras recorded him talking to himself about it. He made a plan! He will do it the next time they send someone up, when everybody is distracted! ”

She was nearly screaming at the end. You were shocked. What should you do? Your friend was at the brink of a panic attack. And all because of this stupid Brit! Shit! You needed to do something! But… what could you do? You hadn´t many options. All you could do was try and calm her down but that wouldn´t work. You had known Lizzy long enough to realise it wasn´t worth trying. Your mind went into overdrive. Before you could come to a solution the blonde Brit grasped your hands with a force you never knew she had. Her eyes seemed to pierce into your soul.

“You need to get him out! You need to look out for him! Please I am begging you! Help him!”

It took you a moment to realize what she was asking you. She wanted you to run and ruin one of the few experiments that might produce a cure for the flare.

“Lizzy I… I can´t…”

“Please! Y/N I´m begging you…!”

You stopped her right there. It wasn´t that you didn´t want to go and save her brother. You genuinely wanted to help him but…

“Stop! Lizzy stop. Even if I could just walk into the maze, straight to him and I then… I don´t know what. Tell him everything is fine or take him out of there? That what he is doing might help hundreds of people? He wouldn´t know who I am and you know it. They erased their memories! It was necessary in order to build a community and strengthen their ambition. I don´t even know what they else do to him and the others, but Ava would have my head for ruining something so big! Not to mention that there is no way for me to get into the maze.”

“My friend can do it. He can get you in. He is smart! We could arrange wrong delivery papers. Make it look like you were sent to the wrong maze. He will cover for you. They already broke Newt, please don´t let them kill him as well! You are the only one I can turn to. Help me.”

The whole time you were kneeling before Lizzy. But after she said that, you had to sit down. Perhaps she - or her friend - could smuggle you into the maze. Maybe you could save him.

No no it was good ^^ Not a single mistake :) Thank you :)

Hey can i request a Newt x Reader? Around the time they are at the Lab with Wicked? Newt starts to get close to some of the girls but a new group of people come to the Lab and Newt thinks he knows the Reader? Some jealousy, fluff and maybe even smut? I hope it was understandable :) Greetings from Germany

Aber natürlich kann ich das tun (don’t judge my german haha, i try) Xx

Beyond [Prolog]

Hello,

this is my first fan fiction written in english, so i am sorry for mistakes.

This is a self-insert Maze Runner fan fiction, and is also Newt x Reader.

This chapter is just the introduction.

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Before

“Hey, how was your mission?“

“Ah, don´t ask! It was fine. What happened when I was gone?”

“Don´t change the topic Y/N! You know what you and your guys are called nowadays?” The girl with fluffy blond hair had an angry look on her face as she scolded her friend.

Since her brother was sent off to the facility six month ago she hadn´t had heard a single word from him. The only thing she ever heard about him was the weekly report about the test subjects generally and there wasn´t anything out of the ordinary. She missed him dearly and now her stupid best friend seemed to try to get herself killed. The girl next to her just rolled her eyes.

“What?”

“Team Beyond Suicidal! The TBS for short! Bloody hell Y/N you need to be more careful. You can´t just go into an area and start to clean it out! You need to think before you and your unit move or you will die!”

Tears started to fall and Y/N watched her friend cry silently. She knew her friend hadn´t had it easy since her brother was taken. Hell, she herself missed that stupid brat, a little. But that was something she would never admit. The three came to Wicked at the same time and her brother was the same age as Y/N. They had a few classes together and she grew fond of the siblings.

A sigh escaped her and she stopped walking through those endless corridors.

“I am sorry Lizzy., all right. I will be more careful the next time. I promise. You know I wouldn´t be out there if I couldn´t handle myself.”

“Really? I… I couldn´t bear to lose you as well.” Her tears fell freely now but she didn´t care.

“Hey don´t say that. Your stupid brother will be fine. Heck, I´m sure his Maze will be the first to finish the tests.”

“You… You think so? Really?”

“Yes, or else he owes me 20 bucks!” This comment made Lizzy chuckle.

It wasn´t uncommon for the people from the defense squad to place bets on the experiments. With this, the defense member and the laboratory assistant went to the dining hall. But it was the true. Y/N´s squad was called Team Beyond Suicidal for a reason. They were the first to run straight into danger. All squad members had special combat and medical training, but Team 13 were mad like the Cranks they fought themselves.

Hello

Just my first post in a language i´m still learning, at a website that i still try to figur out. :) (and i don’t understand that # thing)