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Guys I think I got my friend a little too drunk and I’m tipsy borderline drunk while watching the anime Demon Slayer for the past seven hours HELP

This is just ridiculous now, come on…

Liquor is already gluten free!

I’m drunk on bourbon, and I’m making some chicken tenders in my ninja to make some wraps with ghost pepper Mac n cheese, siracha mayo, and ranch with a lot of cheddar and mozzarella cheese on a tortilla. Yum or will I regret this in the morning?

When you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy (but only if you want to)! Then, send to the last ten people in your notifications (anonymously if you want). You never know who might benefit from spreading positivity ❤️

Okay, @lokimymuse, I’ll run with with.

1. Dogs at work (used to be mine at home but we had to say goodbye to him in August so now I get my puppy fix when customers bring them in shopping)

2. Starbucks (my boss proudly fuels my Starbucks addiction)

3. Bourbon hunting (the thrill of the hunt and joy at finding a limited release bottle is like nothing else)

4. Cooking with my mom (AKA experimenting on my dad and watching him enjoy the results of the shenanigans)

5. My chickens (flock of four, one of them likes perching herself on my right foot whenever I go in to feed them and collect their oversized eggs)

Considering I live under a rock, I’m not gonna be sharing this. Anyone who sees keep this going!

Acting your age, I think it’s a @luci-in-trenchcoats story! Read something like that recently again

I need your help finding a Jensen fic. It was about an original character, she was Jared’s sister. She dates and marries Jensen, has a little boy with him who’s born on Jensen’s birthday. If I remember correctly the character has an ex who shows up at one of the cons and tries to go after the character. I loved this fic and totally forgot to save it as a fave. Can you help?

Hi there! I remember reading that fic, but for the life of me I can't not remember the name. I'll tag some muts below and maybe they can help.

@dean-winchesters-bacon @deanwanddamons @holylulusworld @winchest09 @wonder-cole @jensengirl83 @deangirl93

Are my dad and I dumb, crazy, insane, or bored enough to go to the liquor store at six in the morning to get a bottle of limited edition bourbon each?

Side note: We’re decked out in full winter gear until they open around ten and it is current under thirty degrees and not even close to dawn

My parents took me, my bestie, and aunt and uncle to Hollywood Casino at Charles Town in West Virginia for the Melissa Etherifge concert last night and it was amazing. I just wanted to share one of the videos I took of her more popular and iconic songs, pardon the annoyances dancing and blocking the view of the stage and the crappy quality camera on my phone.

Last night we made the worst call of my life to the vet.

My little old muffin top, almost 17 years old and with us almost thirteen years, suffered two seizures when I was alone at home with him. I didn’t realize what they were, I thought he had fallen out of his bed wrong due to the horrifying howling, but I realized that he’d wet himself the second time.

I took him outside to sit on the porch to have some fresh air and prevent him from making any more messes in the house. He was just a little confused and had a hard time getting his back legs under control, so I thought he was going to be fine.

My parents got home, and ten minutes later he went down in front of my mom and I. My dad got on the phone with the vet, and they decided that we wouldn’t let him suffer anymore when I realized his accidents inside may not have been because we were gone too long over the past four months. I was a mess as soon as my dad asked what we wanted to have happen to him, and I didn’t stop crying for two hours.

I’m so grateful to the doctor and techs who stayed over an hour late so we could bring him in five minutes to closing. They gave me a bag of lean treats he snarfed down with great enthusiasm like his normal self. I had to have my dad tell the tech when it was time to sedate him, and we had a small family cuddle for those last five minutes with him awake. He tried so hard to stay awake to enjoy the cuddles, but I made this decision as we were coming up on an hour after the last seizure and I couldn’t put him through that again to be selfish. He went to sleep with his head nuzzled into my arm, and we took off his halter so he’d be more comfortable, and I was laying down next to him starting to lose it so I could stare at his face to say my goodbyes.

The lethal injection came and went, and I felt his last breath and knew he was gone before the doctor pronounced him. I completely lost it then, and I couldn’t bring myself to get up and leave him, my parents had to basically drag me away. I probably looked crazy when I walked into that place bawling my eyes out, but when we left I just stood in the parking lot crying into my mom’s shoulder for a few minutes before my dad got us to get into the car to go home. The only reason I stopped crying was because I was playing on my switch, but then I FaceTimed with my best friend to see her puppy and I lost it again when I saw her dog. I kept her up till 11:30 to just talk and take my mind off of what I’d had to do last night, and I thought I would be able to keep it together after a few more tears when I went to bed.

But then, I came downstairs to find the baby gate no longer on the stairs, and the bed that’s been taking up half of the kitchen floor wasn’t there, and I was just looking and listening for the sound of him snorting at my mom or breathing heavily on my mom’s leg and it hit me all over again. I’ve managed to not cry until I started writing this, and it’s hit me again and again all day that he’s gone. I missed him as soon as I was made to get up from the floor last night, but I miss him even more right now because I keep looking for him and reaching out for a dog that isn’t there next to me demanding pets or cookies.

I know this is what grief is, and that I was preventing him from suffering any longer as well as saving him from the painful confusion and embarrassment from his accidents, but now I know I’m gonna miss everything he did that annoyed us and even cleaning up his accidents. And it’s even worse because I keep hearing sounds every once in a while that make me think he’s in the next room over. How long does it take for the memory of losing someone you’ve loved and adored for half your life to no longer be so painful?

Rest In Peace, Kilo, my fuzzy little monster. I love you and I will come home to you again someday, just like I always promised to every time I left.

Thank you COVID-19 for shutting done the country for the quarantine, it gave me more than a year at home to spend with him that I wouldn’t otherwise have had.

April 2004 - August 17, 2021

My graduation cap, the labor of twenty four hours and finished fourteen hours before the ceremony.

I hope it pissed off or offended someone, that was half of the meaning behind the design.

I’m considering doing commissioned caps like this in the future. Thoughts?

It’s been almost a year since I had to move out of the dorms with about a two hour window. Why can I still not find so much stuff?

I think it’s sad that universities are sending these instructions out, including how to properly wear a mask. Why is it so hard to cover your nose and mouth? People who have their noses sticking out over their masks when I’m around almost get to hear my very unkind opinions on their intelligence.

Nose not covered = no mask

What is the point of bothering if someone doesn’t cover their respiratory zones. Hide your nose and mouth, it isn’t that hard

I get that people want everything to go back to normal and forget about COVID-19 and the phases of reopening the country like most of the rest of the world, but... this is likely never going to end. We have a new normal, and we are also divided on many fronts. We have too many options, differing opinions, and different ideals for the perfect world.

But why is it so hard for Americans to follow the example set by other countries in the response to the pandemic? We may be living in a capitalist country, but the tax money is misused by our politicians who would rather fund projects in countries that would rather see this country fall. We have minimal control over our political climate, and that has ruled how the government is responding after they spend most of the money on irrelevant projects.

We do have control over our own actions though. When we were little, we should have all learned about manners and common decency in society, to respect each other’s beliefs, and to accept each other despite our differences. Where did these lessons go? Why are so many people unable to respect that others make certain choices? Why can people not quietly comply with the new store policies or follow simple directions for proper procedures?

If you don’t want to wear a mask but need to go shopping, almost every store will allow you to order online and pick it up without needing to step out of the car. If you don’t want to wear a mask to enter any establishment that requires you to wear a mask inside, you can conduct your business over the phone or with an online conference service and get your physical items with a curbside pickup.

Americans have to wake up to the reality of this world. We have a system that has always been doomed to fail sooner or later and are plagued by people who are being overly sensitive about the most ridiculous subjects, many times witnessed in people with no connection or reason for what they are offended by.

People are dying from COVID-19, at least three of my relatives work in hospitals, and one of my relatives works in a lab where these tests are conducted. The lab workers are exhausted. The medical staff are exhausted. They are not able to keep up with these cases, they haven’t been able to from the start. They are burning themselves out by working overtime every day of the week to make sure the rest of us are taken care of.

The worst is that one of my aunts lost ten ICU patients in two days back in March when we went into quarantine. She has been keeping herself as distant from her children as possible to try protecting them from the virus in case she carried it home. I have only been able to track the county where she works, and she must have seen over a hundred people die from COVID-19 by now. She has said that she couldn’t do anything to help them after a certain point, and told us how suddenly her patients would change from lively and fine to crashing in the time it takes to duck out of their room for only a few minutes.

Why can’t so many Americans accept that we have to put physical social interactions on hold? Why is it so hard for people to wear a mask properly or at all? We could have ended this months ago if people just listened to these frontline workers by staying home, staying apart, and wearing the mask. Is it so hard to listen to these people begging us to do something so easy? Is a little discomfort so hard to handle for a short amount of time to protect ourselves and each other? Is it so hard not to shame those who do their part if they feel they are at risk of spreading the virus because of their workplace conditions? What has happened to us that we can’t be decent and calm in any given situation?

Why don’t people care about each other anymore? Why do people let history repeat itself instead of trying to move past these mistakes? Why have people chosen to ignore these lessons? Why can’t people look at the bigger picture and find a logical and acceptable reason for their actions? Why do we make everything about politics these days? Why do we let the corrupt remain in office to ruin us further? Why do we let our differences get in the way of the potential for success? Why do we have people rioting just because their party representatives lost an election and destroy their own homes and cities?

How many of us are embarrassed to be an American right now?

How do you say goodbye to your dog when you’ve had him for almost eleven years and always come home to him every time you leave the house? Does the pain of losing that kind of companion you’ve grown up with ever really get better?

Never knew I needed this until I saw it

Excuse me, this is a private matter! How did you break into my brain?!

Prequel is posted, titled Patron Gods

Story update

Fire and Fury has just had chapter seven added to it, refer to my earlier post to find it, or just google it with my username crazypandagirl.

Also, the poll I had on the profile has ended with a majority vote for a prequel crossover for this story. It should be up soon, since it just needs to be looked over one more time.

Story update

Fire and Fury has just had chapter seven added to it, refer to my earlier post to find it, or just google it with my username crazypandagirl.

Also, the poll I had on the profile has ended with a majority vote for a prequel crossover for this story. It should be up soon, since it just needs to be looked over one more time.

New story

I have just published a new monster of a one-shot on my FanFiction account, you can google me as crazypandagirl or find me on fanfiction.net

The story is called Breaking the Cycle, it is a Legend of Zelda and NCIS crossover. The summary is crap but... well, I’m really bad at summaries. It’s over 33k words and about 53 pages, so read at your own discretion. I’ll figure out how to post it here if anyone wants me to, but no promises.

Check out my other stories too, my crossovers seem to be fairly popular.

So it’s not just me?

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Lily: (loses James in a crowd)

Lily: I'm in love with Severus Snape!

James: LIKE HELL YOU ARE!

Lily: Found him.

But what about Claire?

When they find out you are in danger: [Resident evil preference]

Leon: When he finds out you are in danger, nothing will stop him from jumping in head first into the situation to save you and when he does, all hell will break loose on the people who did this to you. When he finds you, he would immediately help you out and even add a bit of sarcasm to lighten the mood. “Did you tell them I was gonna come for you?” “Well, yeah but apparently they didn’t listen…”

Chris: When he finds out you are in danger, he would immediately rally his team, even if his commanders don’t allow it. Whatever consequences he has to face, he will think about it later. You are the priority and he has to ensure your safe escape from the dangerous situation.

Piers: He is ready for everything to save you, even disobeying orders and venturing alone to help you. When he finds you and safely escort you out, he would hug you tightly and promise to never let you get in such a situation again.

Jake: He would be outraged and nothing and no one can stop him from going on a rampage to rescue you, punching and shooting anyone who gets in his way. When he finds you, his rage would quiet down and all he thinks about is getting you out of there.

Wesker: He would do everything to find you and would go rescue you without second thought. When he finds you, he won’t have mercy on the people who kidnapped you and would make sure their deaths are slow and painful.

Ada: She would thoroughly think of a plan to sneak in and get you away from the place by drawing as little attention as possible. After all, she isn’t crazy to charge headfirst into an area with an unknown number of enemies.

Helena: She would be very worried and at first wouldn’t know what to do. She will most likely ask Leon for backup to go and rescue you. The moment she sees you, she would hug you tightly and tell you she is sorry and that everything will be alright before helping you get out.

Sherry: She would be super scared and stressed and would most likely need someone to talk some sense into her. When she calms down, she would think of a plan to save you. She would become rather ferocious to the people who kidnapped you and wouldn’t hesitate to kill anyone who gets in her way until you are safely out of danger.

Um, can we get this in a two-player Legend of Zelda, please?  This is gold, and I need this in my life.  Imagine going through a rough patch with your significant other or best friend.  Take turns being Zelda and find all the ways to screw over Link to work through the frustration.  I would 100% buy this if someone can make this happen.

Concept: a Legend of Zelda game where the “dungeons” are part of an ancient Hyrule-wide defence grid that’s been corrupted by Ganon’s magic. While Link goes about doing his thing, Zelda is holed up in a fortified shelter under Hyrule Castle that serves as the network’s command centre, and is able to remotely manipulate each dungeon’s layout, as well as the surrounding geography once full control of the dungeon in question has been reestablished.

Gameplay would involve flipping back and forth between Link doing his usual thing, and Zelda god-moding the terrain to solve higher-level puzzles, with ample opportunity to accidentally squish Link or drop him into bottomless pits or whatever if you screw up. Or, you know, just for fun. It’s okay – he gets better!

Additionally, early on Link would pick up a cute little drone that Zelda can teleoperate when a more direct hand is needed. It’s not combat capable, and to start with it can only flip switches, fit into small spaces that Link can’t, and be thrown by Link to deploy it into unreachable areas, but there’d be a series of upgrades over the course of the game that let it plant bombs and teleport and such. There’d be puzzles that would specifically require repeatedly switching between Link and Zelda (teleoperating the drone) to open paths for each other, Lost Vikings style.

(I would like to claim that this concept is meant to explore ways to give Zelda a more active role without just turning her into an ersatz Link, but in all candour it’s mostly aimed at manufacturing an excuse to have Zelda at some point say <hackervoice>”I’m in.”</hackervoice>)

Fanfiction

Read some of my fanfictions, and for the incomplete stories, leave some ideas.  I’ll block or delete particularly rude reviews, and maybe mention you.  Some people will bash you if I do, as has already occurred with one of my newer stories.

https://www.fanfiction.net/u/6236485/crazypandagirl

Fanfiction

Read some of my fanfictions, and for the incomplete stories, leave some ideas.  I’ll block or delete particularly rude reviews, and maybe mention you.  Some people will bash you if I do, as has already occurred with one of my newer stories.

https://www.fanfiction.net/u/6236485/crazypandagirl