We Sometimes Think We Want To Disappear, But All We Really Want Is To Be Found.

We sometimes think we want to disappear, but all we really want is to be found.

(via matabangutak)

http://spacegenius.tumblr.com/post/85429616272/after-years-i-learned-that-theres-no-point-in

After years, I learned that there’s no point in trying to settle because no one ever sticks around. I learned how to live alone, and not to care anymore. Because these people, they’ll feed off your time and effort, abuse your hospitality, make use of your kindheartedness and when you’re washed...

I just need to vent this off my chest.

I have been through a lot of improbable(or so i thought) situations, challenges and disappointments, lately. Pakiramdam ko parang ang unfair ng universe sa'kin. Inisip kong unfair Ka sa'kin. Alam ko kung ano yung tama at dapat gawin, pero hindi ako sumunod kasi nagkaroon ako ng duda kung dapat ba akong magtiwala sa'yo. I had no one. Masyado akong na-overwhelm sa mga 'kamalasan' ko.

But You were there, as always.

Ilang araw/linggo ko din hindi ginalaw yung daily devotion ko. Hindi ako nagdasal. Hindi ako nagpasalamat kahit alam kong dapat, at kahit alam kong niligtas mo na naman ako. Please po, Lord, wag ka pong susuko sa'kin. I may not comprehend how things will work out, but I trust You. Sorry po.

Faith, self, have an unwavering pool faith.

Charles: I'm dying, right? Am I dying now?

Bailey: Yes. Yes, Charles. You are dying. But I don't want you to worry. I don't want you to be afraid, 'cause I am not going to leave you, okay?

I could not agree more. And I feel so guilty. :(