Darkforestdreams - A Wannabe Creator

AHH SUBNAUTICAAAAA~! <3

The rock texture, the creepvines in the background (and the seed clusters), the changing water color, Sun and Moon being graceful underwater boys, and the "camera" movement... IT'S ALL TOO BEAUTIFUL!!

Happy Mermay!

Here's an animation I worked on as a final project for my animation class. No one in class knows it was Sun and Moon ',:)

wish I could've added more inbetweens as this is mostly on threes and fours BUT I ran outta time and finished what I could. I also had to cut some details on the designs to simplify them more but I still like how it turned out.

Subnautica au my beloved <333

Oh, Sunny...

I wish I knew what to say, but I don't...

Hi, Sun, Moon, and Lunar, it's so nice to finally meet you.

My first question is for Sun and Moon. How are you boys doing since the 'incident'? Like how are you feeling Moon, is your head feeling better? I wishbI can give you a kiss on the head to help you feel better, but I know you'll won't like it, so I'll just give you a Hersey chocolate kiss instead.

(Gives Moon a chocolate kiss)

As for Sun, how are you doing? Are you feeling ok?

(Gives Sun a chocolate kiss too)

Finally, Lunar. Are you a little troublemaker? Do you like to pull pranks on people?

(Also gives chocolate kisses to Lunar)

Have a great day you three.

Go on, boys...if you feel ready.

...Sun?

*sigh* And Lu-

shoutout to slow creators!

i know it can be disheartening to work so slowly when it seems like everyone around you works so fast and churns out great content left and right. i know it's easy to get frustrated with yourself for having to spend so much time on one thing and sometimes it's hard to stay motivated long enough to finish. but the things you make are so good, and taking lot of time on something isn't a bad thing. creation can be a very painstaking process, but the amount of love and care and effort and attention you pour into your work bleeds through. people can feel it. they appreciate it. they see how hard you try and they see how your thoughtful approach to creation affects the quality of the end product. speed is definitely a skill you can develop and chances are as you practice more and get more comfortable with things, you'll be able to work faster. but no matter what, the things you make are worth waiting for. keep creating! you are wonderful!

I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for flipping out a few days ago, screaming and swearing and saying "f**k the world".

I'm just so tired of real life after having family members struggle for two-and-a-half years. My grandmother, a prisoner in her own body, treated like trash in a place that was supposed to help us take care of her. My grandfather, now a widow and succumbing to dementia with my family being forced to watch because he's physically healthy (sort of) but losing his memories in a slow burn.

And that family member being affected the most by it all; struggling with a disease, alcoholism, and turning into a shadow of their former self. They were the person I felt closest to and, after drinking, they become apathetic and just... they're "taking care" of themselves in the least healthy way. AND they're stubborn as hell and don't want to get ACTUAL help!

It doesn't help that I don't have my driver's license yet because, during the time I should have used more time to learn, but I was depressed as hell and scared to even leave the house at the time.

And now I'm trapped here. Every day. Do you know what it's like having chronic anxiety and almost never getting a day's break from them dealing with a disease so drastic and unpredictable?

Earlier this week they seemed to be willing to try, but I don't even know anymore because just a day or two later was hellish. They can't remember any of it, but I can. I remember it all, and they officially broke me AND THEY HAVEN'T EVEN SAID THEY'RE SORRY!

Funny how they always apologize for relapsing, but they have yet to even acknowledge that they put my other family member and I through hell. Even if they don't remember the details they KNOW they relapsed, so them not knowing is not an excuse.

Next week they and my other family member are going on vacation for a week and I can't tell you how much we all NEED a break from our shoddy "routine". I used to have the house to myself several days a week to unwind and practice voice acting and singing without worrying about someone walking in on me. Now I'm lucky if I can even get a single day of the week to myself for just a few hours.

Call me selfish if you want, but my family and I have given so much to them and get so little in return. I don't even know if they're on board with getting help anymore, and everything has become so obscure and painful that I've run out of hope. All I can do is keep myself buried in fantasy and worlds that actually make sense.

So many of us have become attached to Security Breach's characters and I wouldn't have it any other way, personally.

God the DLC is gonna rip our friggin' hearts out. I can't wait~!

"Moon, we're not alone anymore..."

Bonus for emotional pain:

If you thought I would've reacted indifferent to the Dlc's teaser you are wrong. I've been silently suffering and thinking about things. Share my pain with me.