*:the Night We Left *:

࿐ ࿔*:･the night we left࿐ ࿔*:･ﾟ

I think it's unfair how everyone gets a piece of you,but me

how this love doesn't make sense anymore,

but once I used to scream out loud enough that even heaven knew I was in love with you.

I don't get to hear about your day

and you don't get to hear about mine

Everybody gets to hear your voice,

the sound I promised I'd recognise

and if Romeo never found Juliet,

maybe we wouldn't be so doomed.

I think it's unfair how everyone gets a piece of you, but me

funny cause I used to have the most of you, and now I have the least.

...none to be precise!

-written by: ig@/laiba718

wrote letters from 13-22😭❤️.....MY HEART🫀🔪

when you crave academic validation but also live and breathe procrastination.

Me trying to decide if I am gonna stay calm or if I am about to undo all my personal growth and say something so mean that will stick with them forever.

When Charles Bukowski said,

"I loved you like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keep little photographs of."

(Love is a dog from Hell)

AND

"I want so much that is not here. And I do not know where to go."

I am headcanoning the two quotes being related to the concept of purest, innocent love; that 'keeping your love's polaroid photos with you everywhere you go' type of love, 'having eyes only for that one person who makes you weak in the knees' type of love, 'no one else catches your attention anymore' type of love, 'writing letters and poetry for them just because they exist' type of love and a whole lot of other sweet gestures that show how much you love them...but all that is not to be found here, not in these times and it makes me feel like I require so much that no one can offer and I do not know where to go and find it...I need me a Bukowski 🩵🥹

They're so pure and innocent and lovely and pretty and the best escape from reality but at the same time make you want to think deeply about everything ❤️🥹

““If you don’t know, or haven’t seen a Studio Ghibli movie. Then you live in a sad world, I don’t want to be a part of.””

— -Myself.