I Keep Thinking Ive Hit Rock Bottom Until I Find Out Theres A Deeper Pit To Fall Into. Its Like Im Constantly

i keep thinking i’ve hit rock bottom until i find out there’s a deeper pit to fall into. its like im constantly falling in a giant, deep, dark pit and i dont know where the end of it is. i dont know if i’ll ever get out. i dont know if i’ll ever stop falling.

hey you.

yeah you.

it’s okay to cry, it means you’re feeling.

It means you’re alive.

I’m not used to feel. So when I do, I feel things so deeply that I don’t know how to express it. It doesn’t matter if my feelings are “good or bad”, it’s so intense in my chest that I choke on it.

sometimes I wish I never could think because it’s all I do now. all day long it’s me overthinking about everything or just me thinking about things I really just don’t want to think about. my brain is like a swarm of flies that never goes away.