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I would do anything just to be a kid once again.

I think, one day, things will be fixed.

I'll wake up back in my princess PJs. In my pretty pink childhood bedroom. My dad would make me smiley face pancakes with chocolate chips and strawberries. My mom would brush and plait my wet hair.

I would be excited for school, excited to see my friends and teachers. Lunch would fill my belly and energize me for recess. My favorite swings would be there waiting, the ones that go extra high.

My grandma would pick me up from the bus stop and we would bake together, I could lick the batter off the spoon as long as I didn't tell mom. My grandfather would read to me until I fell asleep, warm by the fire.

I think that's what's waiting for me on the other side.

A Girl You Might Know

Okay so I hope he won't read this but he knows I write everything here so who cares.

My BOYFRIEND

Or the man I loved more than anything did apparently see me the same way I have seen him.

He has been talking to other girls or at least one other girl who I HAVE no idea how someone could ever want to be arround she is so god damn mean?! Oh my fucking godddd

She has been so rude to me while I was crying my eyes out.

And was like "well he obviously did not love you" and stuff

I dont know what to do!

I'm just son TIERD!

According to my grandma EVERYTHING I do Is wrong.

I eat to much.

I eat to little.

you don't do anything.

You don't say anything.

Be quiet.

And apparently it's better that I start smoking (obviously she doesn't know I already do) then sit or lay down a lot.

Like WTF?!

She says stuff like that as if I never do anything else but just lay down and eat.

I mean yes I like food for better or for worse but I don't eat all the time and I almost never eat sweets

Wanna know why? Because most of the time just the thought of it makes me want to claw my face of.

And just a few minutes ago she started talking about my ex and why we broke up?! And she did not except my awnser when I said I don't want to talk about it!!!!

She is my grandma but please I just want to go home, home to my parents that UNDERSTAND that you don't want to do everything every day and they except my diagnosis and what it some days does to my mood and such!

I just want to go home...

I'm watching mandolorian with my family... why is he hot though

And his voice! Oh my god