Definitely. Not Proud Of It, But I Do Get That Urge. Just One Bite Is All I Want

Definitely. Not proud of it, but I do get that urge. Just one bite is all I want

Okay, this is gonna be a weird question...

But do any other ND individuals feel the need to self-harm during a sensory overload episode?

Get this dog away from me right fucking now

Has anyone else’s mom ever just made a major decision that affects the whole family without consulting you? Only to put the majority of the responsibility on you? Even though she did it?  But you’re the asshole for complaining about it.

Oh to Have Certainty

The only thing that feels worse to me than realizing that abuse has occurred is the doubt. Maybe it wasn’t as bad as I thought. Is it actually over now or is it just less frequent and less obvious because of other people in the house? Would it have been better if I’d behaved better?

Glass Emotions?

Is it normal to feel like just wallowing in your sadness every time the tiniest thing upsets you? Like I know I should just let most things pass and move on and forget about it, but... I could cry and sleep all day instead. My mom got mad at me for smiling and walking around earlier while I was supposed to be doing dishes, and I tried not to cry. It did not work. That interaction sapped almost all of my energy instantly. I wanted to listen to my sad playlist and lie under some blankets, crying for the rest of the day and it took a lot to resist that urge. What the hell is going on and why? Is anyone else like this?

Job interviews suck

I have an interview with a shitty corporation in like 2 days. Why can’t they just give me the job? It’s not like this is the most prestegious place on earth. I do not wish to see you and answer several questions. Just let me work. I just want money to get tf out of here and start transitioning omfg.