Guys Idk How To Tell You This But I Just Really Like Music

guys idk how to tell you this but i just really like music

hey guys this is the real bela lugosi i am not dead i need €70 to come back and be dracula...

"i have crawled so far sideways i recognise dim traces of creation" // moody living room pix? hmm

void

some people are brought up as voids

and when you're not sure how to build a person out of that void, you try filling it instead

with short-term poison-anesthetics; like sharps, or pills, or relationships, or pretend, or food—

or starving that void until it gapes enough to consume even it's own destruction

and the void is always screaming, and so are you, but anyone who hears it loses their mind

i don't know how to be a person, and it hurts. and i'm learning to express that pain with my words, not my body, but it's difficult to detach something that's built into the foundations

how can i describe it when you're a person in all the ways that i'm not?

by the way! we recently hit 100 followers, 50 posts, 500 likes and 25 reposts!! i will try schedule a total fashion show, or an early draft reveal soon to celebrate?

im not oblivious to the fact that a large majority of my audience are older men, fetishists. but for the few people who appreciate my writing, and my fashion — not only my body — you guys r pretty cool

im trapped in a hospital with nothing but poorly written fiction and my headphones. shall i ever see the light of day again? probably. the window is terribly large. (second)sotd is anesthesia by type o <33