I Had A Dream Of A Very Handsome Bread Man . Miss Him Very Much :,(

I had a dream of a very handsome bread Man . Miss him very much :,(

Venus Rx ended on January 29 y'all

I did dream of a man with black hair and blue eyes so if you look like this dm me immediately 🙂

I worship 3

Uh about 7-8 months

Uh idk there’s a lot I like 😅

Yes, I’ve like Greek mythology since a kid …

I have 3 technically

Since I did like Greek mythology since forever when I found out about Hellenism, you can’t imagine how excited I was.

I do :3

Uh I kinda believe in the underworld, but I really have my own vision of the afterlife

I do

Dionysus technically 😃 I mean he’s one I complain to the most

I try, my devotional necklace I had for Dio broke so I’m going to get a new one… plus I wanna get some for Lord Ares and Lady Aphrodite

Not really, though I do enjoy baking cookies for my deities

Dionysus

Ares

Nope

Hmm I don’t know. Maybe Apollo

No ones ever asked me, but if they did, I would just lie because I live in a conservative Christian state and it’s not worth it

Hmm kinda. I guess the thing it has affected the most is how I prayed at the beginning of my practice

Hellenism Asks ☀️🕯

Which deities do you worship?

How long have you been practising Hellenism?

What's your favourite myth?

Have you had a liking in Greek mythology since you were a kid? If so, does it influence your practice?

Do you have an altar?

What drew you to Hellenism? What made you choose it over anything else?

Do you believe in past lives?

Do you believe in the Underworld? If so, do you think about it literally or as a concept?

Do you listen to devotional music?

Which deity do you turn to most in times of trouble?

Do you wear any devotional jewellery?

Do you have any food or drink recipe that is spirituality important?

Who was the first deity you started worshipping?

Who is the most recent deity you started worshipping?

Is there a deity you tried worshipping and working with, but it didn't work out?

Is there another deity you are considering worshipping?

When people ask you what religion you belong to, what do you say?

Has Christianity/Catholicism affected your practice or your views about your practice at all?

Feel free to ask me these or repost this yourself. Remember that you don't have to answer any questions you're uncomfortable with ☀️

Happy black history month to all my fellow black people :)

Hey sluts ❤️

Black Lives Still and Always Will, Matter.

Pass it on. 🌸

Hello! I’m back from my little break, but I bet you didn’t even know teehee. Today’s topic is…. (Drumroll please)… What Mitski song describes you? I mean, who doesn't love Mitski? Her music is honestly iconic. I throughly enjoyed doing the Neighbourhood post, so I decided to another one of my favorite artists. What's your favorite Mitski song? I think mine is either Nobody or Me and my husband. Ok and just like the Neighbourhood post, the album you pick doesn't mean that your pile will have a song in the album and this reading will be spilt into your life, your personality, and you in your truest form, except I'm gonna add something which will be how are you presenting yourself now.

To pick a pile, take a deep breath, relax, and pick an album cover.

Warning ! Warning! Remember, tarot readings are not the end all be all. So if there is something that you don't like or if it doesn't resonate, don't take it! Second, don't take tarot readings as replacement for professional advice, I beg of you. Finally, I'm dyslexic, so if something is... Off, either call it out or ignore it and move on with your life-respectfully.

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Pile one

Your life: brand new city

Some lines that stand out

-I think my heart is ready to die

-Honey look at me

-I think the ground is pulling me down

-And teach myself how to die.

Ok I know that that they lyrics do look morbid, but it’s not like that. I’m getting that life had it’s go at you. You’ve definitely have been through a lot, but you don’t let it get you down. You might actually look back at with a sense of dark humor. You may think that life is just passing you by and you don’t think that you’re doing anything meaningful. I’m thinking that there is a person that maybe broke you heart. It doesn’t have to be a romantic partner, it could be a friend or a parent/guardian. For some of you, you could’ve just recently lost a loved one.

Your personality: townie

Some lines that stand out

- And I want a love that falls as fast

- I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground.

- And change, change, change is gonna come, but when, when, when

I’m getting that you are a confident person. You have a very loving personality. You are a very tough person. You are the warrior of your life. You stand up for yourself and don’t let people take advantage you. You try to keep a positive mindset, but it can be hard for you. You seem like the type of person who’s always in a relationship or always wants to be (nothing wrong with that).

How are you presenting now: Pearl driver

- Dive, dive, deeper

- But hunter, you were human, don’t forget it and go safely

- And, I, I’ll live without you, though the struggle will be daily

Right now you could be doing shadow work, healing, and/or going to therapy. You’re admitting when you’re wrong and learning from your mistakes. You could be feeling like you’re stuck in a sort of “limbo” phase. Though I think that you were the type of person to stand up for yourself, I think that you’re getting even better at it. You’re breaking bad habits especially bad love habits.

You in truest form: working for the knife

- but I’m working for the knife

- I start the day high and it ends so low

- Now at 29, the road ahead appears the same

-I always the thought the choice was mine and I was right, but I just chose wrong

You in your truest form will not be afraid to admit when they are wrong. You will also be fine with not knowing what is going to happen. You in your truest form will not be afraid to let relationships go. You won’t care about pleasing anyone or making people like you.

Pile two

Your life: last words of a shooting star

Lines that stand out

- And I am relieved that I’d left my room tidy

- They’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark in that room

- And you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but I know through mine you were looking in yours

- I always wanted to die clean and pretty

Growing up you were always told that you needed to behave and look a certain way. You could’ve grown up with narcissistic guardians or guardians that wanted to live through you and you really struggled to give through that. You may have also struggled with distancing yourself from this people as you got older. Like even though you know it would be best, you love them too much. It could also be that you grew up in a less than accepting family and you had to hide you were. Now that you’re older, you can start to be yourself.

Your personality: First love/late spring

-lately I’ve been crying like a tall child

- please don’t say you love me

- And I was so young when I behaved 25

- one word from you and I would jump off this ledge I’m on baby

You could be a person who is not very trusting. You have a hard time letting people in and you build walls around yourself. You’re the type of person to smile through the pain and pretend like everything is ok. You tend to not care what people say about you. No offense, but you’re the type of person to get mad when someone complains about their childhood or problems because you think that they don’t have it as bad as you. You may do this subconsciously. There’s nothing wrong with that, but when you get these thoughts, catch yourself and realize that everyone’s problems are valid. You could also be the type of person to push people away.

How are you presenting now: me and my husband

- and then I’ll be nothing forever

- so I bet all I have on that furrowed brow

- but when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved

You could have just met a new person and you are investing all of your energy into this new relationship. You kinda of just sit around and wait for things to happen instead of making them happen. Instead of investing all of your energy into other people, you need to start investing it in yourself. There’s nothing wrong with putting energy into your relationships, but you need to balance it out.

You in your truest form: I will

- I will take good care of you

- there’s no need to be brave

- cause all I ever wanted is here

You in your truest form will put yourself first and take care of yourself first. You will be able to be comfortable with yourself and know that your home is with you. You will not be so guarded and afraid of getting hurt. You will know how to love unconditionally both yourself and others. You will let people shower with you love and you will not push them away. You’ll love yourself first. And I’m not saying that you have to completely love yourself to love others and actually find good people for you will help you love yourself.

Pile three

Your life: fireworks

Lines that stand out

- and when I find that a knife sticking out of my side, I’ll pull it out without questioning why

- I will be married to silence

- I’ll hear fireworks outside, and I’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry

You enjoy having peace and quiet. You’ve always preferred being alone and getting away from people. You’ve always had a hard time expressing your emotions. You also could’ve been bullied before or have had people against you and you feel like that has made you strong. Though you may not like to admit it, you could be a romantic at heart. In the past, you could’ve had friends that turned on you for no reason or that were toxic.

Your personality: jobless Monday

- oh, I miss when we first met, he didn’t know me yet

- makes no difference where we’ll be

- But please under the light of day

You always had a hard time getting to know people. You’re the type of person who thinks that they don’t need anyone. You’re not the type of person who gives second chances and you also might be more pessimistic. You also might enjoy traveling and have always wanted to get away. Though may not think that you don’t need anyone, you have always wanted that special person in your corner. You always have felt like you don’t fit in with how your supposed to act.

How are you presenting now: fireworks (again)

Uh I don’t think there is a point to pick out lines haha

You’re presenting for very strongly. You don’t give up and you’re very resilient. “It’s over when it’s over” is your motto right now. You know that there’s no escaping your issues and others issues so you go through it all. If you’re not mentally not doing well, but you should always to rest mentally when you can and take care of your mental health. You have a hard time trusting especially in relationships. Whoever hurt in your past really left a bad mark on your life and mind. Though it may be hard, the only way to heal is to let it go and forgive, so you can move on and be happy. Though it’s weird to say, you’re too strong for your own good. You don’t deal properly with your emotions because you say you’re “strong” but you don’t have to be. It’s ok to feel your emotions and not be strong all the time. You don’t have to push everyone away in fear that they will hurt you, it’s ok to trust again.

Shhh, don’t tell the other piles, but I’m gonna give y’all some extra advice: you need to spend some more time looking within. You also need to take a reality check, is that person really not trust worthy or are you being paranoid. Follow your intuition.

You in your truest form: working for the knife

- I guess ‘cause I wish I was making things too

- I always thought the choice was mine, and I was right, but I just chose wrong

Ok so you in your truest form would know that they are able to do whatever they want without making excuses and without needing anyone’s approval or validation. You would feel better about meeting people and not automatically not trusting them. You would able to find true love and friendship. You would start attracting them. You won’t be ashamed to show the world your true self.

Pile four

Your life: fireworks (wow this song is popping up A LOT. If you feel called to pile three, check it out)

Lines that stand out

- I’ll keep going to work and he won’t see a change, Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye

- and I’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry

- but you know, oh you know in the quiet he holds, runs a river that’ll never find home

For some of you, you were really praised as a kid for something that you were good at. Like sports, academics, etc. This made you feel like that people didn’t care about some of the other things that you were interested in. You could’ve also felt like that people didn’t care about how you felt. You might be the type of person who falls for someone very quickly.

Your personality: last words of a shooting star

- they’ll think of me kindly

- carefully I was going to live

- quietly it was told to believe

- I’ve always wanted to die clean and pretty

You’re a people pleaser and you only want people to think highly of you. You may have a hard time with differentiating friends from acquaintances. You also could be the type of person who gets irritated when people don’t do their share of work. You probably don’t like when people worry about you and you don’t like sharing your feelings.

How you’re presenting now: real men

(Also this song says nothing about your gender, dw)

- and real men suck it in

- little boys cry and look around for comfort

- and tell me, “well done girl, you’re looking good.”

- oh I’m gonna be a real man

So you are presenting as the type of person who seeks external validation and doesn’t show emotions in public. You always act calm, cool, and collected. If someone is unnecessarily rude or tries to walk all over you, you’ll just suck it in. You could be feeling every lonely right now. You try not to dream that much and stay in reality. Which is really sad btw,,, it’s never a bad thing to dream and actually it’s very important to have hopes and dreams. You try to be the very refined person. Instead of following your own dreams, you follow the dreams of other people or what people say is stable. Like say you wanted to be a musician growing up, but someone told you that you should be something more “stable” and be like a doctor instead. So that’s what you would do. But you need to listen to yourself and your heart and do what you want.

You in your truest form: heat Lightning

- though I’ve held on, cant carry it much longer

- so, I give it up to you, I hope that’s ok

- well I’ve held on but feel a storm approaching

- Can I give it up you? Would that be okay?

You in your truest form would be able to live out their dreams. You may have held on to other people’s expectations, but you’ll know that you don’t have to do that no longer. You’ll be able to speak to other people about how you feel and you’ll not feel like you’ve burdened them. You’ll be able to have intimate relationships with people. You would be able to ask for love you deserve and not settle for less. You would see the hope in the future. You wouldn’t forget all the good things out there in the “bad” moments.

Pile five

Your life: crack baby

Lines that stand out

- blank open eyes watch the moon flower bloom

- crack baby, you don’t know what you want

- but you know that you had it once and you know that you want it back

Ok so in your childhood you probably had people that invalidated your feelings. Because of this, you had a negative a perception of people and the world and you also thought you had to do it all by yourself. Despite this, you always try to be as loyal as possible to the people that are in your life. Also growing up and even now you may have been told that you were a lot better than others at certain things, so you may have gotten a big head,,, you may also be quite stubborn towards change and you accept things as they are.

Your personality: a pearl

- sorry I don’t want your touch

- it’s just that I fell in love with a war

- sorry I cant take your touch

- it’s not that I don’t want you

Ok so like I said in the life part, you probably have a very big ego. I also get that you’re very hardworking. Also, if you want to, you should check out pile 3 and 4. You’re very prideful. Some people might also call you arrogant. You’re very stubborn and won’t take no for an answer (not in the gross weird way, I hope,,, always ask for consent plz and respect it) I’m getting that you’re a very masculine energy which doesn’t mean that you have to identify as masculine, it’s just your energy. I also get you can be very intimidating.

How you’re presenting now: nobody

- And I don’t want your pity

- And I know no one will save me

- And still nobody wants me

You’re presenting as the type person who is very confident and knows what they are doing. You are also presenting as the person who doesn’t want love, help, and maybe even friends. Your probably not interested in finding a long time partner and are only interested in hookups. Though deep down you probably want to find someone to settle down with. You’re presenting as the type of person who is a “realist” or just basically a pessimist. You see things as the way they are and not as they could be. You’re not the type of person who gives out second chances.

Your truest form: first love/ late spring

- wild women don’t get the blues

- so please, hurry, leave me, I can’t breathe

- Tell me “don’t,” so I can crawl back in

While I get that you’re confident now, you’ll be more confident in things like talking about your feelings and stuff like that. You will be able to correctly express yourself in a healthy way and you’ll have healthy relationships. You’ll be more satisfied with your life. You’ll realize you’re the ruler of your life and no one can dictate that. You’ll be able to change even though it will feel uncomfortable but you’ll be ok with that. You’ll be able to see things as the could be and you won’t just accept and expect the worst.

Thank you so much for reading! And I hope you enjoyed this reading :) I hope you have a wonderful day, night, or evening

Hello! Today's topic is...(drum roll please) messages from the one, the only Ares! Yes that's right, we're back with another devotional post !! Now, now, Ares is definitely a deity who gets a VERY bad rep and like the good worshipper I am, I shall defend him to the ends of the Earth! Remember, deities are not exactly like their myths! Ares is very kind and fatherly (honestly better than both my parents /lh) and wholesome!!! 🥺 Stan Ares 2022. If you want, think of this as messages from your dad

To pick a pile, take a deep breath, relax, and pick which ever uh weapon you’re drawn to, teehee.

Warning ! Warning! Remember, tarot readings are not the end all be all. So if there is something that you don't like or if it doesn't resonate, don't take it! Second, don't take tarot readings as replacement for professional advice, I beg of you. Finally, I'm dyslexic, so if something is... Off, either call it out or ignore it and move on with your life-respectfully.

Last but not least, I'm offering free readings as long as they are not too long! Just DM me!

Pile one

Hello, hello! Let’s get into your messages!

You all have been going through a lot of anxiety and stressful situations. For some it's about family situations. For the people who have kids, it might be a custody battle. For others, you might be struggling with friends or family. Maybe some bad habits (either yours or theirs) are popping back up and you're really struggling with that. For some it might be substance abuse (it doesn't have to be that serious for everyone). You might struggle with taking control in your life.

For some advice, try your best to take control because once you do it, you will be majorly successful. Try to be real with yourself and look at what's important in your life. Treat your self and go out with friends! Remember you are in charge of your own life!

Song for you:

Pile two

Hello, dear pile 2s... Let's get into your readings !!

First,, I'm seeing that y'all might be getting bored with your field of work/ school or that you feel like that your not getting what you deserve there. Because of this situation, you want to do something new. And you need to act! Of course think hard about this and make sure that your still be able to support yourself and stuff, but you cannot stay in this situation and be happy/ content. You need to have courage and take action with this situation!

For advice, think deeper about what you want for your life. Where do you want to be in 10-20 years ? Same thing for pile 1, but you need to treat your self! Also ground yourself!!!

Song for you:

Pile three

Hello, pile threes! Let's hear your messages!

Sweetie... You need to speak up! You probably feel out of control with your life because you can't say what you need to say! Speak up and set some boundaries! Some of y'all struggle with self esteem issues and see yourself in a negative light! You struggle with asking for help and support! And when you do, you feel guilty about receiving help,,,

For advice, ask for help! Please! Find balance in your life and trust the universe. Take a break dearie. Treat yourself, now!/ Lh. But seriously, you need to treat yourself right! Clean your space also! Whether spiritually or physically (even both). Drink some tea!

Song for you:

Ok so this is crazy but Every. Single. Pile got sweat treat and look into the stars from the self care cards! I guess papa Ares is big on that (yes I just typed out papa Ares). Anyways, thank you so much for reading and sorry for any mistakes!

Today's topic is... (Drumroll please) self care from spirit! Everyone deserves a little (or a lot) of self care. Today's reading is going to tell you some ways you can practice self care this could help if you are struggling with self care (like me *eyebrow wiggle*) There are 3 piles and the numbers are on the bottom of the pictures. <3 enjoy the reading!

To pick a pile, take and deep breath in and relax. Then pick which relaxing bath you're drawn to!

Warning! Remember, tarot readings are not the end all be all, if you hear something you don't like or if something doesn't resonate then don't take it! Also, tarot readings are not a replacement for professional advice. Finally, I'm dyslexic ☹️ so if you see some kind of mistake, don't hate me (please)! Just call it out or move on with your life- respectfully.

Lastly, I'm offering free readings as long as they are not too long <3 Just Dm me!

Pile 1

Hello, lovely pile ones! This reading is going to be split into two parts! Things you have been doing well so far and then things you can do for self care!

The things you have been doing well are taking things slow! You have been doing things with intention and you have been healing past wounds.

What you should do for self care are not taking the lead on everything, let go of things that need to be let go of, take care of your needs, and prioritizing the things that need to be done or that you want to be done!

Words of empowerment: today's the opportunity to build the tommorow you want.

Song for you:

Pile 2

Hello, pile 2s! This reading is going to split into two parts, things you're doing well and the self care! Enjoy!

Things you are doing well are not being attached to what happened in the past. You are growing and moving on. You're looking for the positive in everything and making your inner child proud!

What you should do for self care is resting a bit more! You're so focused on doing things like healing that you're forgetting to rest. You should make sure to ask for more help with things, don't try to shoulder it alone! Treat your self like royalty because you are!

Words of empowerment: go for everything they said you couldn't have.

Song for you:

Pile 3

Last but definitely not least! Hello pile 3s, how are y'all? This reading will be split into two parts, things you are doing well currently and the self care!

Things that you are doing well are taking better care of your mental health. I can tell you folks are opening up to people about how you feel! I'm extremely proud of you for that!

Things to do for self care are if you can, maybe get a plant! It would be extremely healing for you! Take things slow and don't rush the process. Dont worry about things, everything will end up alright. Honor your feelings!

Words of empowerment: never apologize for being a powerful person.

Song for you:

Thanks everyone for reading! Sorry for any mistakes 🥺 and remember I'm offering free readings!