Hello! Im Back From My Little Break, But I Bet You Didnt Even Know Teehee. Todays Topic Is. (Drumroll

Hello! I’m back from my little break, but I bet you didn’t even know teehee. Today’s topic is…. (Drumroll please)… What Mitski song describes you? I mean, who doesn't love Mitski? Her music is honestly iconic. I throughly enjoyed doing the Neighbourhood post, so I decided to another one of my favorite artists. What's your favorite Mitski song? I think mine is either Nobody or Me and my husband. Ok and just like the Neighbourhood post, the album you pick doesn't mean that your pile will have a song in the album and this reading will be spilt into your life, your personality, and you in your truest form, except I'm gonna add something which will be how are you presenting yourself now.

To pick a pile, take a deep breath, relax, and pick an album cover.

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Pile one

Your life: brand new city

Some lines that stand out

-I think my heart is ready to die

-Honey look at me

-I think the ground is pulling me down

-And teach myself how to die.

Ok I know that that they lyrics do look morbid, but it’s not like that. I’m getting that life had it’s go at you. You’ve definitely have been through a lot, but you don’t let it get you down. You might actually look back at with a sense of dark humor. You may think that life is just passing you by and you don’t think that you’re doing anything meaningful. I’m thinking that there is a person that maybe broke you heart. It doesn’t have to be a romantic partner, it could be a friend or a parent/guardian. For some of you, you could’ve just recently lost a loved one.

Your personality: townie

Some lines that stand out

- And I want a love that falls as fast

- I want a kiss like my heart is hitting the ground.

- And change, change, change is gonna come, but when, when, when

I’m getting that you are a confident person. You have a very loving personality. You are a very tough person. You are the warrior of your life. You stand up for yourself and don’t let people take advantage you. You try to keep a positive mindset, but it can be hard for you. You seem like the type of person who’s always in a relationship or always wants to be (nothing wrong with that).

How are you presenting now: Pearl driver

- Dive, dive, deeper

- But hunter, you were human, don’t forget it and go safely

- And, I, I’ll live without you, though the struggle will be daily

Right now you could be doing shadow work, healing, and/or going to therapy. You’re admitting when you’re wrong and learning from your mistakes. You could be feeling like you’re stuck in a sort of “limbo” phase. Though I think that you were the type of person to stand up for yourself, I think that you’re getting even better at it. You’re breaking bad habits especially bad love habits.

You in truest form: working for the knife

- but I’m working for the knife

- I start the day high and it ends so low

- Now at 29, the road ahead appears the same

-I always the thought the choice was mine and I was right, but I just chose wrong

You in your truest form will not be afraid to admit when they are wrong. You will also be fine with not knowing what is going to happen. You in your truest form will not be afraid to let relationships go. You won’t care about pleasing anyone or making people like you.

Pile two

Your life: last words of a shooting star

Lines that stand out

- And I am relieved that I’d left my room tidy

- They’ll never know how I’d stared at the dark in that room

- And you’d say you love me and look in my eyes but I know through mine you were looking in yours

- I always wanted to die clean and pretty

Growing up you were always told that you needed to behave and look a certain way. You could’ve grown up with narcissistic guardians or guardians that wanted to live through you and you really struggled to give through that. You may have also struggled with distancing yourself from this people as you got older. Like even though you know it would be best, you love them too much. It could also be that you grew up in a less than accepting family and you had to hide you were. Now that you’re older, you can start to be yourself.

Your personality: First love/late spring

-lately I’ve been crying like a tall child

- please don’t say you love me

- And I was so young when I behaved 25

- one word from you and I would jump off this ledge I’m on baby

You could be a person who is not very trusting. You have a hard time letting people in and you build walls around yourself. You’re the type of person to smile through the pain and pretend like everything is ok. You tend to not care what people say about you. No offense, but you’re the type of person to get mad when someone complains about their childhood or problems because you think that they don’t have it as bad as you. You may do this subconsciously. There’s nothing wrong with that, but when you get these thoughts, catch yourself and realize that everyone’s problems are valid. You could also be the type of person to push people away.

How are you presenting now: me and my husband

- and then I’ll be nothing forever

- so I bet all I have on that furrowed brow

- but when he walks in, I am loved, I am loved

You could have just met a new person and you are investing all of your energy into this new relationship. You kinda of just sit around and wait for things to happen instead of making them happen. Instead of investing all of your energy into other people, you need to start investing it in yourself. There’s nothing wrong with putting energy into your relationships, but you need to balance it out.

You in your truest form: I will

- I will take good care of you

- there’s no need to be brave

- cause all I ever wanted is here

You in your truest form will put yourself first and take care of yourself first. You will be able to be comfortable with yourself and know that your home is with you. You will not be so guarded and afraid of getting hurt. You will know how to love unconditionally both yourself and others. You will let people shower with you love and you will not push them away. You’ll love yourself first. And I’m not saying that you have to completely love yourself to love others and actually find good people for you will help you love yourself.

Pile three

Your life: fireworks

Lines that stand out

- and when I find that a knife sticking out of my side, I’ll pull it out without questioning why

- I will be married to silence

- I’ll hear fireworks outside, and I’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry

You enjoy having peace and quiet. You’ve always preferred being alone and getting away from people. You’ve always had a hard time expressing your emotions. You also could’ve been bullied before or have had people against you and you feel like that has made you strong. Though you may not like to admit it, you could be a romantic at heart. In the past, you could’ve had friends that turned on you for no reason or that were toxic.

Your personality: jobless Monday

- oh, I miss when we first met, he didn’t know me yet

- makes no difference where we’ll be

- But please under the light of day

You always had a hard time getting to know people. You’re the type of person who thinks that they don’t need anyone. You’re not the type of person who gives second chances and you also might be more pessimistic. You also might enjoy traveling and have always wanted to get away. Though may not think that you don’t need anyone, you have always wanted that special person in your corner. You always have felt like you don’t fit in with how your supposed to act.

How are you presenting now: fireworks (again)

Uh I don’t think there is a point to pick out lines haha

You’re presenting for very strongly. You don’t give up and you’re very resilient. “It’s over when it’s over” is your motto right now. You know that there’s no escaping your issues and others issues so you go through it all. If you’re not mentally not doing well, but you should always to rest mentally when you can and take care of your mental health. You have a hard time trusting especially in relationships. Whoever hurt in your past really left a bad mark on your life and mind. Though it may be hard, the only way to heal is to let it go and forgive, so you can move on and be happy. Though it’s weird to say, you’re too strong for your own good. You don’t deal properly with your emotions because you say you’re “strong” but you don’t have to be. It’s ok to feel your emotions and not be strong all the time. You don’t have to push everyone away in fear that they will hurt you, it’s ok to trust again.

Shhh, don’t tell the other piles, but I’m gonna give y’all some extra advice: you need to spend some more time looking within. You also need to take a reality check, is that person really not trust worthy or are you being paranoid. Follow your intuition.

You in your truest form: working for the knife

- I guess ‘cause I wish I was making things too

- I always thought the choice was mine, and I was right, but I just chose wrong

Ok so you in your truest form would know that they are able to do whatever they want without making excuses and without needing anyone’s approval or validation. You would feel better about meeting people and not automatically not trusting them. You would able to find true love and friendship. You would start attracting them. You won’t be ashamed to show the world your true self.

Pile four

Your life: fireworks (wow this song is popping up A LOT. If you feel called to pile three, check it out)

Lines that stand out

- I’ll keep going to work and he won’t see a change, Save perhaps a slight gray in my eye

- and I’ll listen to the memories as they cry, cry, cry

- but you know, oh you know in the quiet he holds, runs a river that’ll never find home

For some of you, you were really praised as a kid for something that you were good at. Like sports, academics, etc. This made you feel like that people didn’t care about some of the other things that you were interested in. You could’ve also felt like that people didn’t care about how you felt. You might be the type of person who falls for someone very quickly.

Your personality: last words of a shooting star

- they’ll think of me kindly

- carefully I was going to live

- quietly it was told to believe

- I’ve always wanted to die clean and pretty

You’re a people pleaser and you only want people to think highly of you. You may have a hard time with differentiating friends from acquaintances. You also could be the type of person who gets irritated when people don’t do their share of work. You probably don’t like when people worry about you and you don’t like sharing your feelings.

How you’re presenting now: real men

(Also this song says nothing about your gender, dw)

- and real men suck it in

- little boys cry and look around for comfort

- and tell me, “well done girl, you’re looking good.”

- oh I’m gonna be a real man

So you are presenting as the type of person who seeks external validation and doesn’t show emotions in public. You always act calm, cool, and collected. If someone is unnecessarily rude or tries to walk all over you, you’ll just suck it in. You could be feeling every lonely right now. You try not to dream that much and stay in reality. Which is really sad btw,,, it’s never a bad thing to dream and actually it’s very important to have hopes and dreams. You try to be the very refined person. Instead of following your own dreams, you follow the dreams of other people or what people say is stable. Like say you wanted to be a musician growing up, but someone told you that you should be something more “stable” and be like a doctor instead. So that’s what you would do. But you need to listen to yourself and your heart and do what you want.

You in your truest form: heat Lightning

- though I’ve held on, cant carry it much longer

- so, I give it up to you, I hope that’s ok

- well I’ve held on but feel a storm approaching

- Can I give it up you? Would that be okay?

You in your truest form would be able to live out their dreams. You may have held on to other people’s expectations, but you’ll know that you don’t have to do that no longer. You’ll be able to speak to other people about how you feel and you’ll not feel like you’ve burdened them. You’ll be able to have intimate relationships with people. You would be able to ask for love you deserve and not settle for less. You would see the hope in the future. You wouldn’t forget all the good things out there in the “bad” moments.

Pile five

Your life: crack baby

Lines that stand out

- blank open eyes watch the moon flower bloom

- crack baby, you don’t know what you want

- but you know that you had it once and you know that you want it back

Ok so in your childhood you probably had people that invalidated your feelings. Because of this, you had a negative a perception of people and the world and you also thought you had to do it all by yourself. Despite this, you always try to be as loyal as possible to the people that are in your life. Also growing up and even now you may have been told that you were a lot better than others at certain things, so you may have gotten a big head,,, you may also be quite stubborn towards change and you accept things as they are.

Your personality: a pearl

- sorry I don’t want your touch

- it’s just that I fell in love with a war

- sorry I cant take your touch

- it’s not that I don’t want you

Ok so like I said in the life part, you probably have a very big ego. I also get that you’re very hardworking. Also, if you want to, you should check out pile 3 and 4. You’re very prideful. Some people might also call you arrogant. You’re very stubborn and won’t take no for an answer (not in the gross weird way, I hope,,, always ask for consent plz and respect it) I’m getting that you’re a very masculine energy which doesn’t mean that you have to identify as masculine, it’s just your energy. I also get you can be very intimidating.

How you’re presenting now: nobody

- And I don’t want your pity

- And I know no one will save me

- And still nobody wants me

You’re presenting as the type person who is very confident and knows what they are doing. You are also presenting as the person who doesn’t want love, help, and maybe even friends. Your probably not interested in finding a long time partner and are only interested in hookups. Though deep down you probably want to find someone to settle down with. You’re presenting as the type of person who is a “realist” or just basically a pessimist. You see things as the way they are and not as they could be. You’re not the type of person who gives out second chances.

Your truest form: first love/ late spring

- wild women don’t get the blues

- so please, hurry, leave me, I can’t breathe

- Tell me “don’t,” so I can crawl back in

While I get that you’re confident now, you’ll be more confident in things like talking about your feelings and stuff like that. You will be able to correctly express yourself in a healthy way and you’ll have healthy relationships. You’ll be more satisfied with your life. You’ll realize you’re the ruler of your life and no one can dictate that. You’ll be able to change even though it will feel uncomfortable but you’ll be ok with that. You’ll be able to see things as the could be and you won’t just accept and expect the worst.

Thank you so much for reading! And I hope you enjoyed this reading :) I hope you have a wonderful day, night, or evening

Tw for abuse!

Omg, so my mom is like super abusive to me (DW I’m okay) yesterday I was like super mad at my mom, like the most mad I’ve ever been at her and this morning she comes in room and tells me she had a nightmare.

But! The weird thing about this dream is that is was about animal crossing (which is one of my current hyper fixations) and basically it was like my villagers and blathers and everyone else telling her to like leave me alone 😭 Also it was Eunice that was the main one tormenting her, but she said that she wasn’t calling her Eunice but something that starts with a U. And think about it Eunice sounds a lot like Universe (at the start at least 😅)

So basically, my spirit guides and stuff got my back. 😂

Today's topic is.... (drumroll please).... Yes/no! Yep that's right, the pressing answer to your questions! I mean you could ask as many questions as you want, but make sure that you pick different piles for different questions,,, but I'm sure you know that! Welp, there's nothing else to say, let's get into it! Also, happy new year!

To pick a pile, take a deep breath, relax a pick a lovely landscape painting!

Warning ! Warning! Remember, tarot readings are not the end all be all. So if there is something that you don't like or if it doesn't resonate, don't take it! Second, don't take tarot readings as replacement for professional advice, I beg of you. Finally, I'm dyslexic, so if something is... Off, either call it out or ignore it and move on with your life-respectfully.

Last but not least, I'm offering free readings as long as they are not too long! Just DM me!

Pile one

Hello!

Your answer is yes... But be careful. Obviously this isn't going to speak to all people, but whatever this is, it seems dangerous. Not dangerous like you're going to die, but dangerous as in risky. Think it through. If you're not careful, I feel like you'll get hurt emotionally. Think; will it be worth it down the road? Is this a long term thing?

Pile two

Hello! Let's get into it,,

The answer to your question is no! Stay as far as way as you can from this thing! I don't know what this is, but it is not good! I feel like you'll get extremely hurt if you do this thing. You're probably not wanting to do this because you want to, but because you're trying to prove something. Do something because you want to!

Pile three

Hello, hello!

The answer is leaning more towards no, but it could possibly happen. Think this through. Is this what you want? Or is this what society wants? What ever this situation is, it's probably something that you have a past with, or that you have struggled with for a long time. For some this is an "in the moment thing." Will this be good long term? Think about it.

Pile four

Hello, hello, hello!

The answer to this question is yes, but no,,, um, I don't know what's going on here, but this seems like a very weird, convoluted, confusing situation. For a lot of you, this has to do with a person. You might like this person a lot (not just romantic liking), but they have a questionable past or made questionable decisions. This might be frustrating to hear, but you just need to think about this. Be careful. Also, just to add, you might have a lot of anxiety about this person!

Ok, that ends it! To be honest, I was surprised at these answers. Thank you for reading and sorry for any mistakes!

I worship 3

Uh about 7-8 months

Uh idk there’s a lot I like 😅

Yes, I’ve like Greek mythology since a kid …

I have 3 technically

Since I did like Greek mythology since forever when I found out about Hellenism, you can’t imagine how excited I was.

I do :3

Uh I kinda believe in the underworld, but I really have my own vision of the afterlife

I do

Dionysus technically 😃 I mean he’s one I complain to the most

I try, my devotional necklace I had for Dio broke so I’m going to get a new one… plus I wanna get some for Lord Ares and Lady Aphrodite

Not really, though I do enjoy baking cookies for my deities

Dionysus

Ares

Nope

Hmm I don’t know. Maybe Apollo

No ones ever asked me, but if they did, I would just lie because I live in a conservative Christian state and it’s not worth it

Hmm kinda. I guess the thing it has affected the most is how I prayed at the beginning of my practice

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Which deities do you worship?

How long have you been practising Hellenism?

What's your favourite myth?

Have you had a liking in Greek mythology since you were a kid? If so, does it influence your practice?

Do you have an altar?

What drew you to Hellenism? What made you choose it over anything else?

Do you believe in past lives?

Do you believe in the Underworld? If so, do you think about it literally or as a concept?

Do you listen to devotional music?

Which deity do you turn to most in times of trouble?

Do you wear any devotional jewellery?

Do you have any food or drink recipe that is spirituality important?

Who was the first deity you started worshipping?

Who is the most recent deity you started worshipping?

Is there a deity you tried worshipping and working with, but it didn't work out?

Is there another deity you are considering worshipping?

When people ask you what religion you belong to, what do you say?

Has Christianity/Catholicism affected your practice or your views about your practice at all?

Feel free to ask me these or repost this yourself. Remember that you don't have to answer any questions you're uncomfortable with ☀️

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Hello, hello! Today's topic is... (drumroll please)... Your life's porpoise 🐬... Get it? Cuz the pictures are of porpoises ? (Crickets) ok uh moving on 😅 yep yep, your life's purpose ! Now just because this is your life’s purpose, doesn’t mean that you have to follow it! If you see something and your like “nah,” then that’s ok! But knowing your life's purpose could really help you out.

To pick a pile, take a deep breath, relax, and pick whichever porpoise you’re drawn to!

Warning ! Warning! Remember, tarot readings are not the end all be all. So if there is something that you don't like or if it doesn't resonate, don't take it! Second, don't take tarot readings as replacement for professional advice, I beg of you. Finally, I'm dyslexic, so if something is... Off, either call it out or ignore it and move on with your life-respectfully.

Also, if you enjoy my readings and you want to, you could donate and support me! I would appreciate it a lot!

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Pile one

Hello, hello pile ones!

Your life purpose is to be surrounded with people! You're not really meant to be "alone." This could mean starting a family, but it doesn't have to be. You are more or less supposed be the decision maker. You're like the person that everyone relies on, (not in an unhealthy way). You have a very loving and kind energy. You are meant to share you wisdom with the world!

How to follow your life's purpose: don't carry anyone else's burden. Don't get caught up in the past or in bad habits. Admit when you need to change. Stop worrying too much. Embrace change.

Advice: don't give up on your goals. Don't micromanage things. Let things come to you.

Pile two

Hello pile twos!

You are meant to help people. You have this energy that heals and helps people. You are an incredibly wise person who gives amazing advice. Now you don't have to help people through a spiritual practice like reading tarot, but it could something like a teacher, therapist, doctor, etc.

How to follow your life's purpose: seek out more divine wisdom, like a spiritual teacher, though don't feel like you have to. Work on yourself. Work on healing yourself first before trying to help anyone else.

Advice: don't feel like you need to step up into some kind of position don't feel you owe anybody anything.

Pile three

Hello pile threes!

Your life purpose is to be freeee. Ok that may sound weird, but you are not meant to held down or shackled. You are not meant to hide who you are. Life's too short to not be who you are.

How to follow your life purpose: Be yourself! Don't care what anyone says about you ! Be as weird as you want! You are a very unique person. Speak up and don't hide yourself!

Advice: be confident in yourself. Bring your plans to life! Don't just keep them in your big, beautiful head. Be bold! And lastly, don't doubt yourself.

Pile four

Hello pile fours!

Your life purpose is to be bold! You're not meant to just sit back and let things happen. You are meant to be outspoken and confident. Your kinda like that friend that everyone needs because you tell it how it is and don't take no BS.

How to follow your life purpose: learn many things! Don't just be a one trick pony. Take action! If you're sure about something, follow it! Don't do anyone's bidding. Stand up for yourself.

Advice: be confident in yourself. Don't let anyone walk all over your for any reason. Be independent. Like I said don't just stick to what you know, learn new languages! Don't be scared of talking.

Pile five

Hello pile fives!

Hmm, well you certainly are the romantic type. Ok, well this may sound weird, but in a way you are meant to be someone's dream person. Now, now, I don't mean that's all you have to be, like being a house spouse (tee-hee), but being romantic is like in your nature.

How to follow your life's purpose: keep on dreaming. Really never stop dreaming! And then put those dreams into action! Work on finding the perfect person for you, cuz they're out there! I feel like some of you have given up on love, well don't 😡 Jk I'm not mad, but for real, don't give up, ok?

Advice: Don't let people treat you like a toy! If someone is not willing to commit, drop 'em! Don't change yourself for anyone, like if you're not someone's type, that's fine! You're still attractive and someone out there thinks so too!

Pile six

Hello pile sixes!

You are meant to help people. This could be as simple as giving advice, getting someone out of a slump, or saying hi to someone on the street! You have a very healing energy. You are meant to live by your own rules. Don't change yourself to fit in and don't let anyone change you! You are meant to be you!

How to follow your life's purpose: Love yourself. Be defiant. Like I said, don't let anyone change you or hold you down. Don't let anyone keep you in a box.

Advice: Dont be afraid to tear things down, like old standards! Be careful or cautious of the people you're around! Don't let people into your circle unless you know they are for your highest good!

Thank you for reading ! And yes, I know that advice and the how to and kinda the same, but leave me alone 😭 I like giving advice!