And When The One You Love The Most Ignores You, The Reality Comes Crashing In, In This World Of Blooming

And when the one you love the most ignores you, The reality comes crashing in, In this world of blooming romances, You were always meant to be alone. ~ A.G.

I love the imagery of “blooming romances.” I love your writing A.G!

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so, about a year ago, i started talking to this guy. i started to fall in love with him and i thought it was mutual, but idk anymore because he stopped talking to me for the most part up until like a week ago. my friends say he likes me because he pays me special attention over other people (constantly looking at me, talking to me and ignoring everyone else) but i'm weary. should i give him a second try or not? i'm still so in love with him and i'm afraid it'll make me do something dumb.

Hmm, I would say wait and see if he has an ulterior motive. I’m not sure why he would stop talking and then randomly come back without an agenda. From my experiences, I’d be cautious and test out the waters before doing anything too hasty. I hope everything works out though and let me know how it goes! Hopefully, that helps you.

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What was the last nightmare you had?

I’m not quite sure, I haven’t had one in a little while. It was either my mom dying or having my teeth pulled out one by one.

“I wasn’t born a beautiful lover

like the ones you see in movies:

the ‘I would part oceans

and lasso the moon for you

just because you said to’ lover.

No, I’m much more flawed;

I’m violent and unrelenting

like the angry waves

in the middle of the sea

crashing down on a drown victim.

I’m as dry and life-sucking

as the surface of Venus

and as chilling as Pluto’s.

I’m the tortured haunting

heaving through the halls

leaving you awake and shaken

and lying stiff in bed.

I’m the tornado you see

on the horizon, hurling

towards you, only for it

to graze the outskirts of town.

I’m the mess your mama

always warned you about,

terminal and deadly,

but I was born the lover

you find only once, the

‘I will love you with everything’

lover.”

   -EL

Gosh, I adore your writing 😍 So so much. Hope you're having a glorious day!

Aw, thank you so much! And thanks for the follow! Hopefully it gets better. Haha

when & why did you start writing?

Hm, every once in a while I would write terrible, teenage-angst poems while in high school, but then I really got into poetry two years ago. I’m not sure why. Maybe because it was an easy outlet. A month or two after creating this blog I actually took a poetry class as an elective and it furthered my interest. (The poetry I post is so much better than what I turned in for that class, if you can believe it. haha)  So ever since then, I’ve just been trying to write.

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