BPD Is Watching Yourself Destroy Things, Telling Yourself You'll Never Do That Again, And Then Doing

BPD is watching yourself destroy things, telling yourself you'll never do that again, and then doing it over and over again and the cycle continues for eternity.

“Happiness is like a butterfly, the more you chase it, the more it will evade you, but if you notice the other things around you, it will gently come and sit on your shoulder.” HENRY DAVID THOREAU

you’re losing me — t.s

It sucks that you have to keep yourself busy to feel okay.

I figured out the actual worst part of BPD... constantly hurting your loved ones over and over. That's the real worst part.

I was healthy, working out, yoga daily, skincare routine, balanced diet, all for 3 months but I still wasn’t happy so now I’m depressed again and not sticking to any of those things that I know are good for me. It’s so hard living like everything is a phase and nothing fills the void.

I dunno if any of these pieces are actually me or if they’re just the personalities of the people around me or in a tv show or movie.

Not knowing who you truly are is one of the quiet killers of bpd. I always feel so broken and empty.