
Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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He Could Not Wash Dishes. He'd Get A Rash On His Hands ( Possibly Eczema Or Psoriasis). No Solutions
He could not wash dishes. He'd get a rash on his hands ( possibly eczema or psoriasis). No solutions would placate him. He only ever had problems, never solutions.
Ruined Weekends
He often complained that I “robbed” him of his weekend when he kicked me out of the house. That was because he’d have thrown me out before I had the opportunity to do his dishes and clean his house. And he couldnt go out or do things if his house wasn’t clean.
My fault.
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Ditto receiving oral sex. Is that product of being with a man with whom I did not feel comfortable or confident, and did not put things like my pleasure in a position of priority? Or do I just plainly not like it?
I'm an adult. I feel very distressed that I don't actually know the answers to these questions.
This worries me.
I can’t tell if I don’t like kissing in general or if I just don’t like kissing him.
Hazard of being with someone who crushes you every day of your entire adult life.
This worries me.
I can’t tell if I don’t like kissing in general or if I just don’t like kissing him.
Hazard of being with someone who crushes you every day of your entire adult life.

Texts on deck
I’m still going through old texts; I have a ton to share.
I have avoided capturing my responses thus far. In all frankness, they are humiliating. I wish it wasn’t me. It doesn’t really feel like me. However, it was me. Part of healing is forgiving yourself (mon dieu), and I don’t think I’ll be able to do that unless I release them.
Depresh has consumed me since looking through these things, so I am barely keeping up with essentials. I can’t release anything right now. But I will, periodically.
This is me being brave.