If Nicocado Avocado Can Do It, So Can I

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

“you’re more than a number”

actually no! my mood depends on it every day.

just came home from a 10 hour shift as a part time cashier next to school.. I'm soooo tired and if I have been born only 2 months earlier I would have been done with german high school (Abitur for those who know) and I would be studying my passion rn.

Anyways this busy schedule kept me from binging tho, I tend to binge more when I have free time so a win is a win??

I ate under 1000 calories the whole time in school now, maybe I'll eat 1200 cals tomorrow for metab who knows :3

But at the same time I don't want to lose my streak with staying under 1000 chat send help

it's currently 1.30 a.m in Germany rn, I was organizing some pinterest boards when I felt like a failure while looking at my vision board for the future lol. There were soooo many study motivation, th!nsp00, and career motivation pics on it, I felt guilty for not acting like I should so I got a headache and went to the kitchen to drink some water.

Now here it starts: I go down, remember we have leftover food and eat it, even though my streak was soooo good!! Then I felt worse and binged on sweets?!!?!?

I feel horrible rn but technically it's okay for me to do that little binge if I treat sunday as a normal day, not a metab day..

So I will heavily restrict when I wake up and do lots of sports to make up for it and lose a few kgs until next week :33

my teacher is somehow really annoyed but the class just started so it couldn't be us but it makes me and my stomach upset..

guess I won't be able to eat now tho wohoooo

ohh okayyy, am glad to hear that, take careee <3

@fatbitchonalifelongdiet yeah I’m fine it was just sooo embarrassing lmao