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I love being picked up like im nothing <3 like he doesn’t even have to think about it, he just picks me up and spins me around so easily
"ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏsᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴡᴇɪɢʜᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɢᴏɴɴᴀ ʙʟᴏᴡ ᴀᴡᴀʏ"
-My mom
i actually need to lose weight it's not even funny😭
Like I've been stuck and shit but I need fat to be gone or anything at this point I can't be stuck at the same 3-5 pounds bro😭😭
✧* weed-tobacco + vape-diet coke combo goes crazy *̥˚
⚠️ TW - E/D CONTENT + DRVG USE
mixed some Δ8 flower and rolling tobacco together :3
also got a new vape! and diet coke!!
the pics I took after hitting my bowl ♡〰♡
damn do I look stoned af?? ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ
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Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal dairy for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
food blog :3
Heyy, I am from Germany and you can call me Sema (18 y/o) ^^
MINORS PLS DNI
some infos about me🎀:
•pansexual girlyyy (she/they)
•I have bulimia with anorexic tendencies, currently really bad binge restrict cycle ;-;
•I really love reading, art, music, writing (poetry, short stories) and gathering mostly useless information🎀
I am currently trying to keep track of my eating habits so I will just post my stuff here!!
I'd love to text with moots and just talk about random things or be accountability buddies, hmu if interested <33
my stats:
height: 165 cm
HW: 79,8 kg
CW: 72,6 kg
GW 1: 70 kg (until 20/10)
GW 2: 65 kg (until school begins after autumn break)
GW 3: 60 kg (to celebrate my bday in november:3)
I do not intend to romantisize e@ting d!sorders so please click away if this is triggering and could lead to a relapse.
Do not report, only block please, this is my way of coping !!
today was a fruit, snack-ish kind of day to prevent binging and it worked SO well omg.
I think I'll change it to a veggy + protein day tomorrow tho because I don't want my muscles to vanish :3
cals: 967 (didn't binge tho so that's good!!!)
burned: 287 (not much as usual but I'm having trouble sleeping these days so I physically cannot do anything, it's either school workload or physical workout :( )
total: 680
having a mental breakdown, thinking about ending it all lmao (dw I won't do that I'm too afraid of death and missed opportunities but still)
Well on the other hand, crying makes me tired so maybe I'll sleep more than my average 3-4 hours :3
my teacher is somehow really annoyed but the class just started so it couldn't be us but it makes me and my stomach upset..
guess I won't be able to eat now tho wohoooo
edtwt is so confusing and wild ngl
the €d urge to str!p for the sc@le after $h!tting
anyways enough depressive episode in previous posts lol, today I had around 900 cals but I'll round it up to 1000 bcuz I had to estimate a little.
Burned: 471
Total: 529 :3
gotta lock in next week!!
I've been so inactive againnnnn it makes me sad.
Anyways I'm watching thewizardliz rn and I am building my highest self, she is disciplined asf and doesn't stuff her body with unnecessary food 🎀
I'M BACK AGAIN I WILL HAVE A 500 CAL RES TMRW I AM SO EXCITED MY HONEYMOON PHASE IS BACK
24 h fast today yes or no chat
i think i will be able to text him if I lose 5 kg in 2 weeks so when he sees me after autumn break I will be prettier and he will be interested in me (I'm in love with someone I never talked to)
how to undo certain actions no glue no borax