Final Results!! I'm Not Alone In This A Neither Are Alm Of You... Let's Enjoy This Season, More Than

final results!! I'm not alone in this a neither are alm of you... let's enjoy this season, more than likely next one is going be a bit more balanced (I hope 😋)

soooo i finally have an explanation about why I felt like 9-1-1 was jumping the shark aaaaaand it may not really be that...

after at least two days since the last chapter, after rethinking the events in the whole season, after reading all of your analysis and interpretations AND several talks with my husband (he helps me organize and articulate my thoughts... autism...) turns out that:

it might be the pace of the season ... yeah, to me it feels like too many things happened too quickly... felt like the events didn't really have time to develop... like... they were repeated patterns (and don't get me wrong, I know we love our parallels) that could have been better explained with more detail but since we only had 10 eps we got everything crammed and like pulled out of q top hat...

so there!!! apparently I still like the show, but hated the pace... maybe a rewatch will kind of settle everything? will let you know... but what about you?

I’m in that weird, mood? I guess, where I don’t want to read fan fiction … I want to watch it.

diet culture people make me feel like i’m going crazy. you want me to take an experimental pill that destroys my appetite?? you want me to remove part of my stomach??? you want me to stop eating bread and rice, two of the staple foods most inherent to humanity????? why exactly? because my stomach is big? because you don’t like the way i look, and you think it’s reasonable to tell me to carve pieces off of myself and try random drugs and ruin my own life so i can look more visually pleasing to you? and you somehow don’t see how absurdly cruel and selfish that is to ask of somebody???? while pretending you care about their HEALTH????????????????? FUCK YOU!!!!

Yes, I ship Buddie.

Yes, I ship Tevan.

Just thinking about Eddie, thinking maybe he’s dying, telling Buck that he lied. He remembers the shooting. He just couldn’t tell him that because telling him meant telling him how he felt during it - Scared but safe because Buck was there. Terrified that he was going to die and leave Chris but comforted by the fact that Chris would have Buck. Horrified at the blood on Buck’s face until he realized it was his own.

Telling Buck “I reached for you. I think I’m always reaching for you and you always manage to catch me. It’s okay that you couldn’t this time- I need you to know this isn’t on you. It’s not your fault. Just - please tell Chris - tell Chris I love him so much and I’m sorry. And Buck - I can’t die without -without you knowing. Knowing I love you. Just for who you are. ”

And then he passes out before he can hear Buck respond.

Only to wake up in the hospital an indeterminate amount of time later with Buck in the chair next to his bed.

“Saved me again.”

“I couldn’t have you dying without knowing I love you too.”

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