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3 years ago

Why is making a masterlist such a hard task. I started one over a month ago and I still can’t force myself to finish it 😐


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3 years ago

Save yourself first

Mikey x gn!reader

Angstish, no comfort, SPOILERS for the newest chapters. Battle of Three Deities fight end spoilers and etc. Y’all know what I mean if you’ve read the manga. IF YOU HAVENT READ THE MANGA AND DONT WANT TO BE SPOILED DONT READ

You and Mikey were lovers, now exes. Reader is the second time leaper(?) traveler?

Character deaths mentioned, hospitals, passing out, fighting

You’re too busy saving everybody else, to save yourself

Save Yourself First

Eyes which were once full of life, stare into Mikey’s with emptiness. Your body was shaking from how worn out it was from fighting all sorts of gang members and especially from the fight against South that happened just a few minutes ago. “They look just like me” he thinks, as he stares at you, laying bloody on the ground, holding onto a wound that was deeper and far worse than he thought. It seemed as if all light that you once had, was gone. Like you finally gave up trying to save everyone. Mikey squats down and looks at your face up close. You had more scars now, he noticed. They were littering your skin, telling stories of the many things you’ve seen. You were taking deep and shaky breaths, fear was radiating off of you, but so was defeat, as if you were waiting for him to finish what South started. You were waiting for him to kill you. Get rid of you. As if you were a mere toy which was now useless. And as Mikey gets lost in his thoughts, taking in the way your body looks now, he feels himself slipping out of his mind. Something darker looming over his head. Taking over his mind, soul and body.

You close your eyes for a few seconds, trying to calm down your breathing. But it was all so hard. You were hurting inside and out. Tired from all of the fighting that you had to go through. You always put everyone else above yourself. Saving them from all of the bad things that were happening around all of you. In the end, you couldn’t manage to save three people. Your dearest friends Baji Keisuke, Draken and lastly - yourself. Though you didn’t really care about the last one. You felt guilt consuming your body, thinking about the two lost souls.

Grasping onto hope and believing that your friends would somehow realise that you need help too, you never tried to even help yourself. Save yourself from everything. Keeping yourself on the lowest pedestal. Hoping they would extend their arm towards you and lend you a helping hand. They never did.

Let it all go. The thoughts whisper. And Mikey does. He closes his eyes and feels his heart getting emptier by the second. Seeing you slowly close your eyes, slipping into darkness, his hand reaches his chest, the place where his heart should be and he lets out a sigh. He promised himself to save you one day. Repay for everything that you’ve done. But he failed to do that.

“Ken-chin.. I feel empty.”

Mikey loses himself to himself. As he blacks out, he doesn’t remember anything. He doesn’t remember killing South, hurting Takemichi, Senju disbanding her gang. He doesn’t remember holding your bleeding body in his arms. He doesn’t remember bringing you to the hospital. He doesn’t remember laying on the roof of the hospital, waiting for the doctors to tell him you’ll be okay. And he doesn’t remember going to the place he now has to call home, Kokonoi and Sanzu waiting for him inside.

And once you opened your eyes, body limp in the hospital bed, thoughts ponder in your head. Why did you come back once again? Why did Takemichi? What were you two thinking? Then memories come rushing back. You were killed by a Bonten member. A vivid memory of Kakucho holding up a gun to your head and shooting you, flashes in front of your eyes. A tear rolls down your face. This whole thing. Time traveling.. it was never a blessing. It was a curse. You lost yourself long ago. You were now just a mere shadow of who you used to be. And you grab onto the sheets that were on top of your body, keeping it warm in the middle of a, strangely, cold July’s night. You look to the left and notice a calendar hanging on the wall. July 9th. You were out for two days. Probably because of blood loss. You think to yourself and close your eyes for a couple of more seconds.

Mikey keeps looking through the window of his room. It was raining. Seemed the perfect weather for his mood. He looks down at the object that he was holding in his right arm and feels his heartbeat get faster for a second. A photo from a few years ago, lays there in his palm. You standing to his left, kissing his cheek and Draken standing to his right, holding up a peace sign. Suddenly his vision gets blurry and the picture gets wet.


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3 years ago

dandelions by ruth b with wakasa please!

MAKE A WISH

STOOOP THIS IS SUCH A CUTE IDEA I LOVE ITTT. WAKASA IS MY FAV FROM TR SO THIS MADE ME SO HAPPY

Wakasa Imaushi x gn!reader

SLIGHT ANGST AT THE END, but FLUFFFFFF omg so much fluff

Around 1k words

Dandelions By Ruth B With Wakasa Please!

And I've heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime

The first time Wakasa saw you was when he was walking around the empty streets with three of his new friends. He rolls his eyes as Shinichiro keeps complaining about another unsuccessful confession and smirks. “Loser.” He coughs and Shinichiro throws him a side eye.

“Shut up. You’re blessed enough to be lucky with the ladies.” The black haired teenager huffs.

“And not only ladies.” Benkei adds and that makes Shinichiro groan and Takeomi laugh.

“Yeah, but he declines every confession he gets.” Takeomi smirks as Shinichiro mumbles a quiet ‘can’t relate’.

“I’m not interested in relationships. Haven’t met the right one I guess.”

And I'm pretty sure that you are that love of mine

Their conversation was cut short as someone accidentally bumped into the unsuspecting blonde and made both of them tumble and fall down on the cold sidewalk.

“Oh shit, I’m so sorry!” A person with (y/h/c) hair suddenly lift their head and stood up, extending their hand towards Wakasa. And at that moment he realised why Shinichiro chases after every single crush of his. Just by looking into your eyes, he understands that he’d chase after you until the end of time if you wanted him to do so. Shinichiro recognises that look in his friend’s eyes and smirks.

Cause I'm in a field of dandelions

Wishing on every one that you'll be mine, mine

Wakasa groans and throws his head back. How clueless can one person be? He’s tried everything to make sure you know he likes you. Gifted you flowers, asked you on dates, complimented you every single day and you still acted as if you two were just friends. Maybe that’s how you saw him? Just a friend? And as he rubs his temples, his three friends look at him as if he’s an animal in the zoo.

“I think Waka is broken.” Benkei let’s out a laugh and rubs his neck.

“Another unsuccessful confession?” Shinichiro shakes his head, amused.

“Shut up.” Wakasa squints at him.

“Aww, poor you.” Shinichiro sticks his tongue out and the shorter blonde punches his shoulder.

And I see forever in your eyes

I feel okay when I see you smile, smile

Wakasa looks at you, as the both of you slow dance in the middle of a field full of flowers. The most noticeable ones were the dandelions, since whenever he’d twirl you around they’d be flying around you. And he wished he’d taken a camera with him so he could look back to this moment whenever he wanted.

“You look like a princess/prince.” His smile widens when he sees you blush at his words. Oh how he wishes that he could call you his. He’d never felt this way before. Whenever he sees you, he feels this pure joy and it makes his heart jump. Is this adoration..? No, it couldn’t be. It’s so much more. So is this love?

Wishing on dandelions all of the time

Praying to God that one day you'll be mine

Wishing on dandelions all of the time, all of the time

When the dance comes to an end, you suddenly squat down and pick two dandelions. You extend one towards Wakasa and he raises an eyebrow while taking it from you.

“What is this for?” He hums. He wanted to throw that dandelion away and keep dancing with you, but the way your eyes were shining as you looked at him.. It all felt magical. He would be the dumbest person alive if he ruined this moment. So he inspected the dandelion closer and squinted his eyes a bit in confusion. “What do you want me to do with this?”

“You don’t know?” You tilt your head to the side a bit and it takes everything in his will power to not grab your face and kiss you. You looked so perfect. You always did.

“No. What should I know?” You explain about how some people say that when you close your eyes, make a wish and blow on them, the wish will come true. If someone else had told him that, Wakasa would scrunch his nose and maybe even punch them for saying something so insanely stupid. But because you were the one to say it to him, he believed it with every fibre in his body. So he closed his eyes and wished for your love.

I think that you are the one for me

'Cause it gets so hard to breathe

When you're looking at me

I've never felt so alive and free

When you're looking at me

I've never felt so happy

Wakasa extends his arms and engulfs you in a tight hug, twirling you around in the air. That makes you giggle and him smile. His heart was beating extremely fast and he couldn’t stop the tears from leaving his eyes. The cheers from people around you two, snaps him out of his small day dream about your future together. He puts you down and looks at his two friends coming up to the both of you.

“Congratulations to the newlyweds!” Benkei pats Wakasa’s shoulder. “Man, I remember when you bumped into him. It looked like he malfunctioned.”

“Shinichiro would be extremely happy for the both of you.” Takeomi smiles. “Probably a little jealous, but happy nonetheless.”

Wakasa feels his heart tighten a bit from the mentioned of his passed friend, but keeps smiling. He couldn’t see it, but Shinichiro was standing right next to him, looking at the both of you with the biggest smile on his face. “Fucking finally.”


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3 years ago

ONE MORE LOVE SONG

INSPIRED BY MARC DEMARCO ONE MORE LOVE SONG PLEASE LISTEN TO IT WHILE READING I BEG

My first song fic I hope this isn’t bad. Sorry I disappeared for a while I had covid and felt like complete and utter shit

Sano Manjiro (Mikey) x gn!reader (around 1k words)

SFW! Comfort, fluff and then angst. Suicidal thoughts, a gun mentioned at the end, character death so SPOILERS

ONE MORE LOVE SONG

Another turn, another shift

Mikey thinks that life can’t get better than this. Driving around with his brother’s bike around Japan in night time. The city lights were shining bright and it all looked ethereal. It reminded him of a scene from a movie, that he watched with Draken not too long ago. Though no matter how beautiful everything looked, it couldn’t match with the way he was feeling right now. Your arms around his waist, as you hold on tightly, head put on his back.

One last kiss from her lips

As he finally reaches his destination, you hop off of the motorcycle and look at him with a bright smile and shiny eyes. And Mikey feels as if he finally unlocked the world’s biggest secret. He finally understood why everything exists and he was so glad it does. It all led up to this fairytale moment. It wouldn’t be the same if it weren’t for you. And as he build up the needed courage, Mikey gently puts his hand on your cheek and slowly leans forward. It was now or never in his eyes. So he did what his heart longed for. He kissed you.

Another dream you're putting down

You looked at Mikey as if he was your whole world. Everyone noticed it. And it was almost as if he was. It felt like he was. So you dropped everything whenever he needed help. Every night you went to bed later than usual, waiting for him to show up all bloody so you could patch him up. You skipped classes whenever he’d randomly show up at your school. Sometimes with Draken, sometimes alone. You were throwing away your dreams, because at that moment it all felt right. You didn’t want a future if Sano Manjiro wasn’t a part of it. So you didn’t care about grades, studies, or anything else. All that mattered was him.

After all this time, it turns out all you found

It was all perfect. Way too perfect. Fights between you rarely happened and when they did Mikey was fast to apologise. He stood at your door with flowers (that he actually bought and didn’t steal. He said they held more meaning that way) and waited for you. He always waited for you.

Is one more love out to break your heart

The news of Emma’s death broke you. But it broke Mikey and Draken even more. You tried to be there for him, tried to explain to the both of them that it was neither of their fault. No one expected for this to happen. But it didn’t matter. You didn’t matter to Mikey anymore. Nothing mattered to him anymore. You tried and tried. Whenever he pushed you away mentally, you always stood up and ran right back to him. Even if it was slowly killing you.

Set it up just to watch it fall apart

You knew this day would come. Your heart and mind were trying to warn you about the big upcoming heartbreak that was fated to get you. And they were right. You spent days, months, years trying to help him. Be there for him. You were so sure that you would somehow manage to help him fight his inner demons. He called you the light of his life. But all good things come to an end. So you could try and explain and lie to everyone that you weren’t expecting for this to happen. But you did. So did Draken. And as Mikey turned his back to you and everyone else, you were left just standing there. Feeling your heart break and emptiness filling the place where love once was.

Another try, another go

Never thought you'd feel this low

Mikey stood in his expensive penthouse. Looking through the glass windows. Japan looked beautiful at night time. It always did. But it didn’t bring the feeling of peace to him anymore. Now he just felt empty. He’d been feeling this way for the last twelve years. Manjiro wanted to turn back around and search for Draken, Mitsuya, Pah. He wished Baji was still here, Emma, Shinichiro. He hoped Kazutora was doing better now. And you.. Oh the things he’d do to see you again. He’d tear down the whole world to find you and kiss you again. But it was better this way for everyone. This was how he was supposed to keep everyone safe. From himself..

Another dream put to bed

After all this time, it turns all you had

As he lays in bed in the middle of the night, dead silence around him. He thinks about his life and everything he had to go through. Tears threatened to leave his eyes, but he tried to hold them in. He tried to hold everything in. A monster like him shouldn’t feel. After all, whatever he touched or loved - died. He was born just to ruin everything. His thoughts suddenly shifted to you and he felt his heart start to beat faster. He reminisces all of the moments with you. His hand slowly creeps towards his neck and he reaches the cold silver chain. His eyes travel down and he grabs a ring, which was hanging on the chain. He looks at the promise ring you gave him thirteen years ago. Turns out even a monster like him can’t actually hold his emotions back. Tears start to run down his face and he grabs a gun which was put on the bedside table. He slowly puts it to his head and closes his eyes.

And at that moment he realises something he should’ve realised sooner..

..It all leads up to you. It always does.

So he puts down the gun and starts to cry even more. He gets lost in his emotions for the first time in a while. He can’t leave you. He wants to see you bloom and reach your goals in life. Maybe after seeing that, he’d feel satisfied enough to gain the courage and pull that damned trigger.

Is one more love out to break your heart

Set it up just to watch it fall apart

One more love out to break your heart

Set it up just to watch it fall apart


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3 years ago

MY FAVOURITE BUG

The last part of BOYS WILL BE BUGS. You don’t need to, but you can read the other parts here: PART ONE and PART TWO

Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader

FLUFF, slight angst? 1.4k words

MY FAVOURITE BUG

"So? What happened next?" The girls eyes were shining in interest as she leaned forward, lips slightly parted.

"The week passed incredibly fast. I bought my dress/suit with my last money. I was saving up for more art supplies, so it was extremely painful to watch the cashier take all of my money." You let out a giggle and look at the kids sitting in front of you.

Emma was sitting to Draken's left, while Mikey was sitting to his right. Their new friend Takemichi was sitting next to Mikey and his girlfriend Hina was sitting next to him. Baji was sitting right next to the couch, on the ground for some reason. But he wasn't alone, since Chifuyu also joined him.

"Shinichiro was stressed. He didn't know which flowers to buy and he even thought of buying a ring for some reason? I heard the guys talking about it in the art classroom and they told him that the ring was unnecessary." You look at your right hand, the cheap, but beautiful ring was adorning your finger. "He did buy the ring.. Though he gifted it to me later on in life. On our one year anniversary. Said it was a promise ring and that in the future he'd change it into an engagement ring..." The teenagers look at the ring on your finger. All of them had soft expressions on their faces. Hina, Takemichi and Chifuyu never got the chance to meet the eldest Sano, but from all of the stories they knew that he was an amazing person.

Baji always felt guilty for what happened and he didn’t want to face you, stating that it’ll be better for you to not see one of the two boys that were at fault for your lovers death. But you awaited with open arms, saying that you could never be mad at him, you understood that he didn’t mean for it to happen. He was just a kid.

"How did prom go for the two of you?" Hina asked dreamily. She couldn't wait until Takemichi and her could go to prom together. Thinking of all the possible ways he will ask her out.

"Well.."

Standing in your room you looked at the mirror. Fixing up the last details of the look. Until you heard someone knocking on your door. As you run towards the door, you start to feel anxious. What if Shinichiro thought that it was a mistake to go with you? He did ask other girls.. What if one of them changed her mind? As you open the door, you see a scared Shinichiro standing in front of you. Shaking slightly.

"I'm so sorry!" He suddenly yells and your anxiety gets worse. "I bought these beautiful flowers, but I didn't think about the fact that they wouldn't live for long since I drove with my bike here.. Though a few of them survived the ride!" He shows you the bouquet of flowers and you stiffen a laugh. There were like three flowers that were left untouched. The main portion of the bouquet was just stems.

"It's the thought that counts?" You smile and take the flowers out of his hands. "Thank you, Shin." You give him a hug. And as you walk away from him to put the flowers into a vase, his jaw dropped. You looked so.. ethereal. You were always beautiful. But now.. He pinched himself to check if he wasn't dreaming, thinking you wouldn't see him. But you did. You started to blush and looked straight to his eyes, sending him a smile.

"He pinched himself?! What a loser." Mikey laughs, but you know it's not mean spirited. Emma and him missed their older brother. Even to this day, they would come to the house you once shared with Shinichiro, for sleepovers. You gave them a few of his sweaters so they would always have a piece of him with them.

“What kind of flowers were they?” Emma asks, putting her head on Draken’s shoulder.

“White camellias. I have them framed. Here.” You nod your head towards the three framed flowers. “I pressed them with a book. Didn’t think too much of the meaning at first, but a few days later I realised that white camellias symbolize adoration.”

“Here. Give me your hand.” Shinichiro takes your hand into his and helps you to hop off of his bike. You thought he’d let go of it as soon as possible, but he didn’t. He squeezed it a few times and you saw a red colour painting his face and ears. “You ready?”

“Yeah..” you squeeze his hand back and the both of you walk into school. Music was already playing and could be heard through out the corridors. As you get closer to the school hall, Shinichiro suddenly stops and let’s out a shaky breath.

“You..” he clears his throat. “You don’t regret coming with me, right?” He looks at you and in that moment you realised that he looked more like a lost puppy, than a gang leader. “If you.. It’s not too late y’know? You can go with someone else, I don’t mind! Actually-“

“Shinichiro.” You interrupt him and squeeze his hand once again. “I don’t like events like.. prom. Or places full of people and loud music. I would rather stay at home.” You put your other hand on his cheek, stroking it with your thumb. “But I wanna do this with you. And no one else. Okay? I feel like I’ll actually have fun today. And the main reason for that is the fact that you’re here with me. Thank you for giving me an opportunity to actually leave my house and that damned art classroom to actually have fun and socialise.” You let out a laugh.

“No..” Shinichiro leans more into your palm on his face. “Thank you, (Y/N). For everything.”

“I didn’t know he was such a romantic.” Baji comments and Mikey kicks him, making Baji fall to the floor from his sitting position.

“C’mon! He would always dream about love! What d’you mean you didn’t know he was into romance.”

So many different type of emotions were clouding your mind. But most of the anxious thoughts were erased from your mind when you look into his eyes. Your hands were around his neck and his were around your waist. A slow song was playing, as the both of you felt like you were the only ones who showed up to prom. Slowly you put your head on his shoulder, breaking the eye contact and closing your eyes, finding comfort in his arms. It all felt too good to be true.

Was this the butterfly effect you were reading about not too long ago? An accidental meeting with a few random boys and giving them a key to an empty classroom led to this night. You gained four amazing friends, but also developed a crush on the awkward dark haired boy. What if that day you decided to skip art club? Whatever. That didn’t happen and that’s all that matters.

The song was coming to an end and you bring your head up from his shoulder and look at him. Shinichiro was blushing and smiling. He leaned forward a bit, his lips almost touching your ear.

“Can I.. Can I kiss you?” He whispers. It felt like you lost your voice. Your throat went dry and the only thing you could do was nod your head.

The both of you had your first kiss that night.

“What happened after that?” Hina asks. “When did he ask you out on a date?”

“That night he asked for me to become his significant other first. And after I agreed, he asked me out on an actual date.” You smile at the memory. “Remember the drawings I told you about?” They nodded their heads. “He actually got the bee I drew tattooed on his arm. On our three year anniversary.”

All of you kept talking for the rest of the evening. Even though he wasn’t there with you anymore, he lived on in all of your memories. And even though you couldn’t see him, Shinichiro was sitting right beside you, listening to all of the stories with a huge and proud smile.

BONUS:

Mikey runs around the unknown school. Damn Takemichi and him not answering his or Draken’s texts. A meeting was going to be held soon and they needed to get ahold of Takemichi as soon as possible. Mikey grabs the door handle and opens it with force.

Though he was met not with Takemichi, but with a girl who looked around his age. She slowly puts down the paintbrush she was holding and takes off her earphones.

“Uhh.. Can I help you?” She clears her throat. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you in the art club before. Or are you new?”


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3 years ago

Some ppl want a part 2 to YOURS where Draken gets with Y/N… hmmm 🤔

3 years ago

YOURS

f!reader x Draken x Emma

Unrequited love, angst-ish?, love triangle kinda. Draken likes (Y/N), Emma likes Draken.

YOURS

Emma was head over heels for Draken. It’s cliche, a “falling in love with your brother’s best friend” typical story. Hina, Takemichi and Mikey were all rooting for her, hoping that he feels the same about her. Takemichi was so sure that he did. He got the pink bear for her, he always looked after her and made sure she was safe. But it was when Emma first visited Draken’s room in the brothel, she realised it’ll never be her. She’ll never be his first choice, no matter how hard she tried.

The walls were full of pictures. Pictures of his friends, some of her, but most were of you. You smiling, looking at the sunset, you sitting on Draken’s bike, you and Draken together. It all made sense to her then and there. She could never compare to you. And it broke her heart. She really wanted to hate you, wish the worst for you, but she couldn’t. You were oh so nice. A total opposite from her. Of course, she wasn’t a bad person. But you.. You were like the sun. Always so warm to everyone, taking care of all the plants, animals, people you could. Everyone liked you.

When Emma and Draken started dating, you were one of the first people to congratulate them. You were smiling so wide, your eyes shinning as you hugged them both, wishing the best for both of them and their relationship. It all seemed so perfect. Draken was an amazing boyfriend, it was everything she ever wished for.

Except..

It seemed as time went by, random photos of you kept appearing on his walls, more than hers. She didn’t need to keep count. It was obvious enough. He didn’t even take that many pictures of her. He rarely took that damned camera with him, whenever they went on dates or anywhere else. But just a quick text from you to him, containing a few words like “hey! If you’re free today maybe you wanna go with me to the ___?” was all it took for him to grab that camera and stuff it into his bag.

There was always something good about you that he could talk about. How that day you saved a few kittens and Chifuyu helped you out, by finding a shelter for animals that would take them in. How you helped an elderly woman carry her bags. How you found a crying child in the playground who lost his parents and you stayed there with him, calming him down and helping him find his parents. How the girls in the brothel love you. All Emma could do was smile and listen, agreeing on how amazing you are.

One specific day though, Emma was walking around with Hina and heard Draken’s voice. He was talking to Takemichi about something. And as they neared them, they overheard everything.

“Y’know. Before dating Emma, I confessed and tried to ask out (Y/N) seven times. She rejected me every single time. Pathetic, right?” Draken laughed, as Takemichi let out a surprised gasp.

“Really?!”

“Yeah. She said that she saw me as a brother and it would be weird for her to date me. She also said that she respects and adores Emma. She knew Emma liked me and she didn’t have the heart to hurt her like that.” Draken let out a sigh and looked up to the sky. “If Emma didn’t have a crush on me, I would’ve been with (Y/N).”

“Wow.” Takemichi shook his head, shocked. “But you do like Emma, right?”

“Of course I do.” Draken smiled. “Though (Y/N) will always hold a special place in my heart. We were best friends since we were children.”

Emma’s suspicions were confirmed. But she couldn’t leave him. She knew she was being selfish and that Draken and you had feelings for each other. But after such a long time spent on chasing after him, in her opinion she deserved it. Ignoring Hina’s look of pity, she walked up to the two boys and sat on her boyfriend’s lap, acting like she didn’t hear anything.


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3 years ago

There will be one more part to this and that’s it. Prepare for fluff and angst

BEE BOY

Part two of BOYS WILL BE BUGS

Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader and platonic!Wakasa, Akasahi, Benkei x reader

Prom is coming up and Shinichiro still hasn’t got a date. Thought you don’t have a date either. A coincidence? Maybe, though I think it’s fate.

Fluff flufffff, Shinichiro being awkward

Around 1k words

BEE BOY

You let out a sigh and walk into the art club classroom. You had to fetch yourself a coffee, because you almost fell asleep while painting and were so close to ruining the painting you’ve been working on for weeks. Four voices catch your attention and a huge smile adorns your face, as you realise your favourite people finally came. One look to the left and you see that they’re already as comfortable as ever, the table filled with snacks. They smile and wave at you, telling you to sit down with them for awhile, before going back to the painting that now stood forgotten on the other side of the classroom. You sit down next to Shinichiro, Benkei sitting to your right, and take a sip of your coffee.

“What’s up, Sano?” You tilt your head slightly. “You look kinda.. off? What’s on your mind?”

“The guy still hasn’t got a date for prom.” Wakasa laughs.

“Oh? Is prom happening soon?” You furrow your brows and try to think hard if you’ve heard anything about prom. Not that you could remember, though you don’t really listen to stuff like that, not having much time to stress over what you should wear and who you should go with.

“You..You don’t know that prom is happening next week?!” Shinichiro’s eyes widen and his mouth hangs open.

“Close your mouth, Sano. Or else bugs will fly into it.” You smirk. “No. I don’t remember hearing anything about prom. Probably because I always sit in this damned classroom.” A sigh leaves your lips. “Not that I’m complaining. It’s kinda cozy here.” The guys nod, agreeing with it. They couldn’t disagree with you, they’ve been coming here for five months now.

“And nobody asked you out? Y’know, as their prom date?” Akashi raises his brow, confused.

“Uh, no? I’m not really.. good looking? And anyone’s type? I also just always sit in silence and don’t really talk to anyone else, besides you guys and the other members of the art and sewing clubs. Which consists of only girls who are way younger than me. I would be surprised if the others even knew that I exist.” You chuckle.

“Don’t you wanna go to prom?” Wakasa takes a bag of chips from the table and opens it. “Most people dream of it since they were children. And also stop lying to yourself. We all know you’re good looking.” He rolls his eyes.

“Why didn’t you go to the prom that your school held, huh, Wakasa?” You grab a candy bar that Benkei brought you. “You’re not the only one who doesn’t care about prom. And as I just said no one has asked me to go with them. So I’ll just stay at home, laying in my comfortable bed.” You let out a dreamy sigh. “Gahh, I wish I was in my bed right now..” The guys just roll their eyes at you and look at a pouty Shinichiro, who looks on the verge of tears.

“I’ve asked five girls! Five! And they all rejected me.” He hits the table, which causes Akashi to scold him.

“Do you really wanna go that bad?” You look at him shocked. You knew Shinichiro has been dreaming of having a love life for the longest time now. Thought he never really looked like that much of a romantic. And prom? For some reason you thought he would rather spend his time driving around with his bike and causing ruckus with the other guys.

“Yes!” He whines and slumps on the chair he was sitting on. He grabs the bag of chips from Wakasa’s hands and pours the remaining chips into his mouth. Wakasa hits him in the back of the head, causing Shinichiro to slightly choke. He pretends to actually seriously choke and starts shaking in his chair, which makes you giggle at his dumb antics. He sees you laughing and smiles, stars shining in his eyes. He couldn’t believe how beautiful you looked. He kept telling the guys how you look like a god/goddess of beauty. And how he wished he had your talent, so he could paint you. Thought that also wouldn’t fully show how gorgeous you are. In his eyes, no words, paintings or anything could actually show the beauty you hold. He wishes he was a poet so he could write a whole book of poems just about you. The other three guys just stared at him and shook their heads. Shinichiro was so dumb. He asked other people to go to prom with him, but not you.

“Well if you want to go that bad.. and you if you don’t get a date by then.. I could go with you?” You raise an eyebrow and throw a smile his way. “I’d keep you company.”

“Y..You would?” He gasps. “No!”

“No?” You repeat, confused. “You don’t wanna go with me?” You were slightly disappointed.

“That’s not what I mean!” He groans and hides his face in his hands. “I was supposed to y’know.. do a promposal or whatever they’re called! I do wanna go with you, but I didn’t even ask you properly.”

“You didn’t even ask me, dumbass.” You facepalm. “I just did.” You stood up from the chair and stretched a bit. “So are we going together, or no?”

“Yeah!!” He excitedly answers and them clears his throat, and makes his voice deeper. “I mean yeah, sure.” You let out a laugh and put on your earphones, walking towards the unfinished painting.

“I’ll be waiting for the prom then, bee boy.”

3 years ago

BEE BOY

Part two of BOYS WILL BE BUGS

LAST PART MY FAVOURITE BUG

Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader and platonic!Wakasa, Akasahi, Benkei x reader

Prom is coming up and Shinichiro still hasn’t got a date. Thought you don’t have a date either. A coincidence? Maybe, though I think it’s fate.

Fluff flufffff, Shinichiro being awkward

Around 1k words

BEE BOY

You let out a sigh and walk into the art club classroom. You had to fetch yourself a coffee, because you almost fell asleep while painting and were so close to ruining the painting you’ve been working on for weeks. Four voices catch your attention and a huge smile adorns your face, as you realise your favourite people finally came. One look to the left and you see that they’re already as comfortable as ever, the table filled with snacks. They smile and wave at you, telling you to sit down with them for awhile, before going back to the painting that now stood forgotten on the other side of the classroom. You sit down next to Shinichiro, Benkei sitting to your right, and take a sip of your coffee.

“What’s up, Sano?” You tilt your head slightly. “You look kinda.. off? What’s on your mind?”

“The guy still hasn’t got a date for prom.” Wakasa laughs.

“Oh? Is prom happening soon?” You furrow your brows and try to think hard if you’ve heard anything about prom. Not that you could remember, though you don’t really listen to stuff like that, not having much time to stress over what you should wear and who you should go with.

“You..You don’t know that prom is happening next week?!” Shinichiro’s eyes widen and his mouth hangs open.

“Close your mouth, Sano. Or else bugs will fly into it.” You smirk. “No. I don’t remember hearing anything about prom. Probably because I always sit in this damned classroom.” A sigh leaves your lips. “Not that I’m complaining. It’s kinda cozy here.” The guys nod, agreeing with it. They couldn’t disagree with you, they’ve been coming here for five months now.

“And nobody asked you out? Y’know, as their prom date?” Akashi raises his brow, confused.

“Uh, no? I’m not really.. good looking? And anyone’s type? I also just always sit in silence and don’t really talk to anyone else, besides you guys and the other members of the art and sewing clubs. Which consists of only girls who are way younger than me. I would be surprised if the others even knew that I exist.” You chuckle.

“Don’t you wanna go to prom?” Wakasa takes a bag of chips from the table and opens it. “Most people dream of it since they were children. And also stop lying to yourself. We all know you’re good looking.” He rolls his eyes.

“Why didn’t you go to the prom that your school held, huh, Wakasa?” You grab a candy bar that Benkei brought you. “You’re not the only one who doesn’t care about prom. And as I just said no one has asked me to go with them. So I’ll just stay at home, laying in my comfortable bed.” You let out a dreamy sigh. “Gahh, I wish I was in my bed right now..” The guys just roll their eyes at you and look at a pouty Shinichiro, who looks on the verge of tears.

“I’ve asked five girls! Five! And they all rejected me.” He hits the table, which causes Akashi to scold him.

“Do you really wanna go that bad?” You look at him shocked. You knew Shinichiro has been dreaming of having a love life for the longest time now. Thought he never really looked like that much of a romantic. And prom? For some reason you thought he would rather spend his time driving around with his bike and causing ruckus with the other guys.

“Yes!” He whines and slumps on the chair he was sitting on. He grabs the bag of chips from Wakasa’s hands and pours the remaining chips into his mouth. Wakasa hits him in the back of the head, causing Shinichiro to slightly choke. He pretends to actually seriously choke and starts shaking in his chair, which makes you giggle at his dumb antics. He sees you laughing and smiles, stars shining in his eyes. He couldn’t believe how beautiful you looked. He kept telling the guys how you look like a god/goddess of beauty. And how he wished he had your talent, so he could paint you. Thought that also wouldn’t fully show how gorgeous you are. In his eyes, no words, paintings or anything could actually show the beauty you hold. He wishes he was a poet so he could write a whole book of poems just about you. The other three guys just stared at him and shook their heads. Shinichiro was so dumb. He asked other people to go to prom with him, but not you.

“Well if you want to go that bad.. and you if you don’t get a date by then.. I could go with you?” You raise an eyebrow and throw a smile his way. “I’d keep you company.”

“Y..You would?” He gasps. “No!”

“No?” You repeat, confused. “You don’t wanna go with me?” You were slightly disappointed.

“That’s not what I mean!” He groans and hides his face in his hands. “I was supposed to y’know.. do a promposal or whatever they’re called! I do wanna go with you, but I didn’t even ask you properly.”

“You didn’t even ask me, dumbass.” You facepalm. “I just did.” You stood up from the chair and stretched a bit. “So are we going together, or no?”

“Yeah!!” He excitedly answers and them clears his throat, and makes his voice deeper. “I mean yeah, sure.” You let out a laugh and put on your earphones, walking towards the unfinished painting.

“I’ll be waiting for the prom then, bee boy.”


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3 years ago

Hello. Your platonic brother Haitani and sister reader was so cute. Can I ask headcanons with them at school and they see their sweet 6 years old sister popping in the empty classroom they're hanging out during lunch time. She wanted to see them and walked from her school to them (the school are 2 train stations apart. Thanks!

Shenanigans of the youngest Haitani

Thank you sm!<33

Haitani brothers x younger sister!reader

Fluff

Hello. Your Platonic Brother Haitani And Sister Reader Was So Cute. Can I Ask Headcanons With Them At

Ran hits Rindou in the back of his head and grunts about how they can’t miss school again. Rindou just rolls his eyes and sits back on the chair of the classroom they were hanging out in. They were both angry at the world and pissed off at each other. Not only were they forced to go to school, they forgot to pack lunch and forgot to take money with them. And now they couldn’t beat anyone up for lunch money, because they surely will get thrown out of their school.

The Haitani brothers have been skipping a lot of classes and rarely showed up to school. The principal called their parents and threatened to expel them. That led to their parents screaming their heads off at the two brothers and causing a ruckus. Ran and Rindou had no choice, but to start going to school again. And, because of all the skipping, they had to write exam after exam and take a lot of tests. It was a headache and a nightmare.

Their sister started to feel lonely. She didn’t see her brothers anymore. Not even in the evening. They would sit in their room and study. And when they weren’t studying, they were running around Roppongi. And her days weren’t any better than theirs. Their parents yelled at her too for no reason at all. And her brothers weren’t there to comfort her! School was going bad too, since she was getting bullied by a couple of girls in her class.

That day she had enough. She left school without saying anything to the teacher (It wasn’t uncommon, she usually left alone, or sometimes her babysitter would accompany her). She just had to think of something. What could she possibly say to her brothers to justify what she was doing right now? She was walking towards their school, which was way farther than hers. Thought luckily after twenty minutes of walking, she bumped into her babysitter walking with her friends. That escalated to the babysitter grabbing the little girls hand and walking besides her, leaving her friends behind.

She was listening to (Y/N) vent about how she misses her brothers and how they were giving her none of their time.

“Y’know. I can give you some of the cupcakes we baked yesterday! I packed them for lunch, but I already ate with my friends. You can give them to your brothers. That could justify as a reason for why you came to see them, right?” The older girl let go of her tiny hand and searched for a little box, packed with six cupcakes and gave them to (Y/N). “We’re here. I’ll wait for you outside, okay? And then we can walk back home.”

(Y/N) ran into the school, looking for her two older brothers. Which were found in an empty classroom, sitting alone and glaring at each other. Their souls almost left their bodies after seeing their six year old sister in their school. Ran quickly stood up, the chair he was sitting on falling behind him, and grabbed (Y/N)’s hand softly.

“What are you.. How did you even get here?!” Rindou stood up as well, his heart racing.

“Don’t worry! (Babysitter’s name) walked with me! I was having a bad day and missed you two. You weren’t spending time with me at all this past week!” She pouted. “Oh and here! Cupcakes we baked yesterday. They’re really good!” She handed Ran the box.

And as much as they wanted to be mad at her, their crumbling stomach spoke otherwise. They knew that they were ignoring their sister for way too long. They engulfed her in a big hug and promised to give her as much attention as possible, once they were back home.


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3 years ago

tysm for the black dragons content ily 💘

Thank you for reading it!!<33 ilyt! I don’t think I did them any justice with that fic, but I will write about them more 100%. They deserve more attention and I hope Ken Wakui will give more backstories about the first generation of Black Dragon. If anyone wants to request anything to do with Black Dragon’s first generation, please do!! I’ll gladly write about them, after I finish writing the other requests

3 years ago

Boys Will Be Bugs

1.5k words

The first generation of Black Dragon meet an artist!reader at school and slowly become friends.

Platonic!Wakasa, Benkei, Akashi x gn!reader and slightly romantic Shinichiro x reader

I don’t really like this (I don’t like this at all) but I already wrote it so I decided to just post it lol

Pt 2 BEE BOY

Pt 3 (last part) MY FAVOURITE BUG

Boys Will Be Bugs

Shinichiro sighs and looks around, searching for an empty classroom. Letting his friends meet him at his school was already a mistake, since the principal isn’t very friendly towards people from other schools. If anyone snitches to the principal, he’s dead. His grandfather won’t let him live this down and on top of that he’ll get detention. Wakasa, Benkei and Akashi surely make other’s heads turn towards them, because of their scary aura. The fact that they’re well known delinquents doesn’t make it any better. Shinichiro glances through a little window on a door and the classroom seems empty. They walk into it and he let’s out a sigh, feeling relieved.

The guys sit down on a few chairs that were in the classroom and start talking about gang business. Though the eldest Sano’s joy was short lived. The classroom door opens and you walk in, holding your tote bag full of art supplies. With earphones on and deep in thought you don’t notice the three scary looking delinquents and their stressed leader staring at you. You put down the bag and turn around to walk towards your unfinished painting that was left in the classroom. That’s when you notice the four guys that look so out of place, it was funny. Your lips part a bit and you raise your eyebrows out of surprise.

“Uhh.. Can I help you?” You clear your throat. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you guys in the art club before. Or are you new?”

Shinichiro quickly stands up, blush covering his whole face. He was embarrassed, but also feeling shy, because he just saw the most beautiful person ever. How are you even real?

“Oh.. Sorry. I thought this club was over already and we really needed an empty classroom.” He explains, hoping you won’t turn around and walk to the principals office to snitch on him. You let out a hum.

“The art club should start in like ten or fifteen minutes.” You notice his face drop. “But the sewing club just ended twenty minutes ago and no one should be in the classroom by now.”

“Is the classroom unlocked?” Akashi asks, looking at you. The look he gave you made shivers run down your spine, but you shook it off quickly.

“Oh right.. I can give you the key. And once you guys are done with whatever, you can just bring it back to me. I can trust you, yeah?” Shinichiro quickly nods. “Okay so, when you come here to give me back the key, if I’m not the one to open the door, just tell them that you need to talk to (L/N) (Y/N).” You grab the classroom key from your bag and give it to Sano.

“How come you have your own key?” He asks.

“I go to the sewing club and most of the time I’m the last one to leave. Sometimes even hours later..” you blush a bit. “So they just gave me a key, so I can stay for however long I want.”

They say a quick thanks and leave the art club. But that wasn’t the last time they saw you. For a month straight, every Tuesday, they would walk into the classroom before art club started and you would give them the key. You even considered to make them one of their own, but quickly crossed out that thought. It wasn’t your place to do that. The teacher and principal trusted you, and you didn’t want to loose the trust.

But one day, the sewing club lasted way longer than expected. You were all alone in the art club classroom and they walked in, a bit slumped.

“Here’s your key.” Wakasa dropped it on your table. “The club isn’t over and they should be there for a few more hours.”

The guys almost walked out of the class, but before they could, you lowered the music you were listening to and let out a sigh.

“You could stay here y’know that right?” The paintbrush you were holding, was dipped into water. “I’m listening to music with earphones on. I won’t hear whatever you all are talking about. Plus I put all of my attention to painting, so no need to worry. It’ll be like I’m not even here.”

And they did stay that day. And the next week. And the next.. Slowly, but surely you all became friends. They would bring you snacks and would tell you to take a break from painting, since you would stay in one place for hours. You got to know them and they got to know you. Though when painting you would still put on your earphones and listen to whatever was playing from your playlist, as loud as possible.(sometimes they would talk so loud, you would still hear them, no matter how loud the song was. But your full attention was on painting, so you wouldn’t know exactly what they were talking about, just a few snippets here and there).

One day they walked into the classroom and it seemed like nothing was out of the ordinary. Except for Shinichiro’s hair. He ditched the hair gel. You thought it looked better that way. You were having an art block and couldn’t paint anything and on top of that, you forgot your headphones. They didn’t mind if you heard what they were talking about. Shinichiro even stood up and did a few fighting moves (they looked more like dance moves, but you didn’t want to ruin his mood by saying that) while talking about the latest fight they were in. An idea crossed your mind and you went straight to work.

A week later they barged into the classroom, and found you drinking coffee, while looking at a huge painting you were working on. That day you didn’t forget your headphones and were once again listening to music. They gave you whatever snacks they packed for you and sat down to talk. Your presence was calming for them. They had no need to come back to that classroom (Wakasa, Akashi and Benkei especially. They didn’t even go to this school. By the looks of it, they showed up to your school more than theirs), but they did. It felt cozy. They even changed up their schedule and came to that classroom after art club was over, knowing that you’ll stay there for a few more hours.

But that day you left earlier than usually. You left them the classroom key and a big envelope. They opened it as soon as you left and found portraits of them. Every single portrait had a different bug drawn on it. There was a butterfly flying around Wakasa, a bee on Sano’s nose, a dragonfly sitting on Akashi’s shoulder and a grasshopper on Benkei’s head. They furrow their brows and look at each other’s drawings. As they turn them around to see if there’s anything there, they notice handwritten notes.

“Sano Shinichiro, bees are not designed to be able to fly. I read it somewhere on a newspaper and it NEVER left my mind. But they really wanted to fly and adapted so they could. Can you imagine that?? How cool. Bees also symbolise hard work and dedication. You remind me of a bee. You work so hard for others. (I also didn’t think you’re “designed” to be a gang leader, but it seems like all is going well. I’m happy for you.) But like a bee, you need to sometimes stop and look at the pretty flowers (they suck the nectar, but I don’t think I want to see you trying to suck nectar from flowers). By that I mean, stop and look around. Life is great. Spend some time with yourself, or just go do something fun! You overwork yourself.”

“Wakasa Imaushi. Butterflies are not only beautiful, but also have mystery and symbolism. They are a metaphor representing transformation, change, hope and life. I know it was hard for you to change your ways and drop your own gang. But maybe it was time for a change? I notice how happy the guys make you. You just try not to show it, huh? Your “I’m too cool to give a fuck” face doesn’t work on me. Butterflies also remind us that life is short. So live your life to the fullest. You’re a cool dude.”

“Akashi Takeomi. To a warrior, a dragonfly tattoo represents agility, power, speed, victory, and courage. You remind me of a warrior. You’re this big scary guy (you’re not actually THAT scary..) and most people fear you. You have this strong aura around you. (You remind me of the God of war Ares. But better, because you’re a very nice guy. Thank you for always buying me drinks! I never thought I’d like that brand, because they seemed too sweet for my liking, but now I’m hooked.) Dragonflies encourage people to get rid of their doubts and live life to the fullest. You remind me of a dragonfly for some reason.”

“Arashi Keizo. Grasshoppers are interesting bugs. Their carefree life is a reminder to enjoy the pleasures of life. (I hope you’re enjoying your life, I think you’re a really great and friendly guy. Thank you for the snacks, you somehow always bring my favourite snacks?? Wizard.) Having the grasshopper as your spirit animal means that you have a lovely personality and people tend to enjoy your company. (I enjoy your company. And the other’s as well. Thank you, Sano, Akashi and Wakasa for always keeping me company. I now realise how lonely it was without you here.)”

Shinichiro starts to blush and realises you just screwed him over. The small crush he had on you, just turned into a way bigger one. They all smile and share the little notes they got with the portraits. And as they were trying to put the drawings back into the envelope, so they could safely bring them back home, they notice something written on it too.

BOYS WILL BE BUGS


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3 years ago

hi there!! Can i ask if bubblegum bitch will get a part 2? It was amazing! I love all ur works 💖you're one talented hooman

Hey!<33 Yeah, I’m thinking of writing a part 2, but idk what kind of ending I should do. So if any of you have suggestions, I would love to hear them! Also thank u sm<3

3 years ago

you are amazing 😩

AWWW<33 thank you sm!! This made me so happy skdndjb I hope you have a great morning/day/night!

3 years ago

Bubblegum b*tch

Is it really a relationship if both sides are unfaithful?

Toxic!Haitani Ran x toxic!gn!reader (though makeup and high heels are mentioned. But in my opinion anyone can wear whatever they want no matter the gender so..)

Cheating, toxic relationship, both Ran and reader are assholes and players lmao. Kind of suggestive?

Around 1k words

Bubblegum B*tch

Actual dating and serious relationships never crossed your mind. It felt like a complete waste of time and all you ever cared about was yourself. Manipulative men, time consuming relationship acts such as going on dates, spending days and nights together, having to miss out on fun times with your girl friends, jealousy and many more boring and stressful things, were just not what you were looking for. Instead you spent all of your time on yourself. Getting your nails done, spa days, makeup, fashionable clothes, fun night outs with friends. That’s what you were into. After all, we all die alone, right? So why waste your time on things that don’t matter?

That all changed after you found out both of your best friends got cheated on. The teary eyes and nights they spent alone in their rooms, crying their hearts out, not wanting to spend time with anyone, angered you. And there was only one thing on your mind. Make them regret it. And that you did do. Acting all lovely, cute and dumb just to get their attention and make them fall for you. Without them knowing, you lured them both into your trap and dated them at the exact same time. They fell for you. Hard. Following you like lost puppies and doing whatever you wanted them to do. You had them on a leash and it made you feel powerful. It was when you asked them out on a romantic date, at the exact same place and hour and ghosted them, that your ego was fed even more. They met each other, talked it out and realised what was going on. Now what was the fun part, is that they weren’t mad at you. No. They fought each other and tried to get you back. But you already moved on and tried to find a new target for your fun little game. You never played with nice and genuine guys, you were looking only for the fuckboys that were breaking poor people’s hearts, to make them get a taste of their own medicine. That’s how you met Haitani Ran. He was agreeably eye candy. One look at him and you knew why most people fell for him. He was tall, lean, had a hot lazy smirk and his beautiful purple eyes could easily hypnotise anyone. But sadly, not you. You knew how many guys and girls he hurt and you knew what you had to do.

Walking out of the grocery store, you “accidentally” bumped into him. Your black high heels, black pants and black turtleneck looked so good with the red coloured lipstick you were wearing. He caught you so you wouldn’t fall and eyed you up and down, eyes lingering on your lips. His infamous smirk adorned his face soon after he let go of you. A couple of minutes later, your eye batting, sweet smile and dumb flirty pickup lines worked magic on him. But you didn’t expect anything else, that asshole asked out any living being that held eye contact with him for longer than a second.

Ran most of the time lasted a week or two in relationships, before leaving them heartbroken in the middle of an empty street. Not even sparing a second glance at the crying individuals. But with you he already stayed in the relationship for two months. Of course, he wasn’t faithful. He thought you didn’t notice the hidden hickeys or his text messages with other people, but you did. You weren’t dumb, but he surely was. He didn’t know you were seeing other people, he didn’t know you were leading him on and he surely didn’t know how smart you actually are.

He would boast to his brother how he still had you stuck to his side, after sleeping with countless other people and Rindou would laugh, not even pitying you. “What an idiot.” were his exact words after seeing you go on another date with his older brother. It was going on so well in both of their eyes. Ran even made jokes with Izana and other members of the gang he was in, how successful his unfaithful relationship was. He showed them pictures of your beautiful face and they all agreed that you were extremely good looking. But brainless. Because, how did you not notice the lipstick on Ran’s clothes? The hickeys? The dates he ditched just to see someone else? He was a filthy cheater, but deep inside he knew that you had him hooked. He never met anyone like you.

Now what none of them expected was to see you, holding onto someone else’s hand. Walking besides them, with your pretty red lipstick on and oh.. those black iconic high heels. Ran watched you kiss the guy goodbye as he walked off to what Ran guessed was his work place. What else he didn’t expect, was for you to notice him standing not too far away from you. He also didn’t expect for you to, instead of crying and apologising, just give him a huge smirk, blow him an air kiss and to wink at him, and his friends. He marched up to you, demanding for an explanation on what was going on. But you just grabbed him by the collar of his shirt and looked at the hickeys he hid “oh so well”.

“Aww..” you batted your eyes at him, fake tears going down your face. “I can’t believe you, Ran.. I really, really liked you.” You then wiped off your tears and smirked at him, the same way he would smirk at you. “Well. Now that you figured me out. We’re over, Haitani. You were kinda boring anyways.”

Ran watched your figure get smaller, after you walked off. But instead of hurt, his eyes were shining with interest. You were better than he imagined and he had to have you again.


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3 years ago

ideas?? giving shinichiro kisses randomly because after seeing that panel of him last night my heart has been warm againn🥺 it can be nsfw or sfw anythingg

Kisses

Heyy! Thanks for requesting <33

Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader

Fluff

Ideas?? Giving Shinichiro Kisses Randomly Because After Seeing That Panel Of Him Last Night My Heart

Shinichiro was stressed. And it was understandable. Uniting the two gangs and befriending their leaders took a lot of time and energy, and of course it wore him out. Taking care of his two younger siblings wasn’t doing him any justice either. And to add to that, his grandfather was fast on his tail, talking about his grades and how he still doesn’t know how to fight. All Shinichiro wanted now was to rest, but even that seemed impossible.

You found him after walking out of the shop, not finding what you needed in there. Your boyfriend was leaning on a brick wall, smoking a cigarette. His bike stood nearby. You softly smiled to yourself and walked up to him. He was so deep in thought, he didn’t notice your figure nearing to him. He was brought out of his thoughts when he felt your arms snake around him. He chuckled slightly and threw the cigarette to the floor.

“Hey, babe.” You look up to him and give him a smile.

“Hey, cutie.” He hummed.

Looking around you noticed that there wasn’t a person in sight. And then suddenly you let go of him and put your palms on his cheeks. You slowly brushed them with your thumbs. He leaned into your palms and let out a satisfied sigh. You took that as a sign that he wasn’t as tense as before and quickly brought your lips to his face. Pecking his chin, forehead, nose, cheeks and then lastly you kissed his lips.

Shinichiro’s hands were still on your waist and he used that to his advantage, bringing you closer to him and deepening the kiss. After a while you heard people coming close to you two and leaned backwards a bit, breaking the kiss. Your noses were still touching. You noticed he was pouting and you rolled your eyes.

“Let’s go back home, you big baby. You’ll get plenty of kisses there.”

Shinichiro never thought he’d be glad for getting rejected so many times. But looking at you now he was silently thanking every single girl for rejecting him, because otherwise he would’ve never met you.


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3 years ago

Hey!! How r u?? Can ya do hcs for wakasa or ran w a bilingual s/o? And don't forget to eat and stay hydrated 😁😁

Wakasa Imaushi and Haitani Ran with a bilingual/multilingual!reader

Hi! I’m good! Hope you’re doing well too! Thank you for requesting<33 this was so much fun to write since I’m multilingual

Crack? Idk this mentions fights, but not serious ones

Also GN!Reader

Haitani Ran

Hey!! How R U?? Can Ya Do Hcs For Wakasa Or Ran W A Bilingual S/o? And Don't Forget To Eat And Stay Hydrated

•Ran liked finding out new things about you. He always looked into your hobbies and listened to you ramble on the things you enjoy or dislike.

•He remembered them all and would buy stuff to support you and your hobbies. Let’s say if you enjoy art, he would buy supplies he knew you needed from one of your rambles.

•He was a great and supportive boyfriend. But his cocky personality led to most of your disagreements. And of course it’s normal, every couple fights from time to time.

•Now what he didn’t expect is for you to start cursing him out in another language. He didn’t understand a word you said and stood there baffled, his hand on his chest and stuff. He was so dramatic.

“Excuse me?” Ran raises his eyebrow and parts his lips a bit. “What did you just say?”

“I said that you’re a fucking idiot.” Your frown deepens. “Did you not listen to me or something? Here I was talking about how I feel and you missed out on half of the conversation! I can’t believe you, Ran.” Your arms were flailing around out of anger.

“Babe, I was listening to you. You know I always listen to what you have to say. You just.. Started talking in another language?” He clears his throat.

“Oh..Sorry.” you sigh and then repeat everything you said again, so he’d understand every good and bad thing you said about him and this fight that was happening between you two.

Ran was very impressed, but he’d have to wait for another time to ask you questions about what other languages can you speak in. And of course, he’d learn as many curse words as he could so he could curse out his brother, or gang members without them realising it, whenever they got on his nerves.

Wakasa Imaushi

Hey!! How R U?? Can Ya Do Hcs For Wakasa Or Ran W A Bilingual S/o? And Don't Forget To Eat And Stay Hydrated

•He would surely be interested in the language/languages you know and talk in. He would look uninterested, since his face just looks like that, but Wakasa would enjoy learning new things about you.

•He’d probably know about the fact that you’re bilingual from the Black Dragon days. Not because you told him or anything. No. Shinichiro did something dumb and that was the last straw for you. You got so mad you switched languages unintentionally.

•He found it funny at first, but then later on asked you many questions about it. After you calmed down of course. He didn’t wanna be in the same situation Shinichiro was in.

“Shinichiro you..(many curse words in whatever language you want it to be).” You were walking around the room, stressed out and angry. But nothing could compare to how scared Shinichiro looked. He was standing there in shame, but also trembling a bit.

“Are you.. putting a spell on me or something?” That earned him a slap on the head from Wakasa, laughs from Benkei and Takeomi, and more angry yells from you.

“Did you just call me a witch?!” You pointed a finger at him. Then you let out an angry sigh. “Y’know what. I’m done.”

After that you walked out of the building, still talking to yourself in another language, while Wakasa was tailing right behind you.


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3 years ago

HELLO how are you?

wanna request a fic or scenario (what you prefer) of haitani brothers patching up reader not because they fight but because reader takes care of animals and they injure themselves a lot because the animals can be wild and scratch the reader

you don't need to write if confusing, thank if you do; have a good day!

Be careful next time

Hello!! I’m doing good and I hope you’re doing good as well^^ Thank you for requesting, this was fun to write. You didn’t specify if you wanted this to be romantic, or platonic so I didn’t really mention anything that would describe the relationship. So this can be platonic and romantic!

The Haitani brothers x gn!reader

HELLO How Are You?

“How dumb are you?” Ran sighs and looks you up and down. You hands, legs and face were bloody because of the scratches from the wild kittens you had found and saved. They were now dropped off to the vet for a check up.

Rindou was glaring at you behind his older brother, his death stare making shivers run down your spine. You look down to the ground in shame and clear your throat.

“I saved six kittens.” You clear your throat again and look up at the brothers who were staring you down, listening to what you have to say. It was kind of funny, because they looked like disappointed and concerned parents. “They were stuck and in need of urgent help, okay?! I had to do something, I couldn’t just let them be.”

“You could’ve called the vet or someone else.” Rindou rolls his eyes and takes out the med kit out of their bathroom shelf.

“Did you not hear what I just said, Rin? Urgent help. They needed to be saved as soon as possible.” You stick your tongue out. Ran motioned for you to stand up and you took his hint. You walked up to the sink and rinsed the wounds with water, while the brothers were looking for the gauze.

You then sat down on the side of the tub, while Rindou and Ran patched you up. The younger Haitani was bandaging your legs, while Ran was working on the arms. While they were doing that, they were also lecturing you about your recklessness. You were looking at them and smiling like an idiot. This was one more memory with them that you’ll never forget.

You were so glad you had the Haitani’s in your life.


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3 years ago

Can i request plantonic Haitani Brothers x lil sister reader (she is 6) and them just doting on her and cuddling and just beeing softies 💕💕💕

Sunshine

Haitani brothers x younger sister!reader

Hey! Thanks for requesting <3 this is such a cute idea. Since we don’t know anything about their parents, I just wrote whatever I envisioned lol

Can I Request Plantonic Haitani Brothers X Lil Sister Reader (she Is 6) And Them Just Doting On Her And

Having a younger sister was not an easy thing for the two delinquents. Their parents weren’t frequently at home, always working. And if they were home, they would only glance at them and ask how their day was. But even that wasn’t out of genuine curiosity. And the Haitani brothers weren’t free most of the time, watching after Roppongi and fighting others. But they wouldn’t change it for the world.

Gang fights, sleepless nights, business in Roppongi took a toll on them. They were stressed out and tired. But at the end of the day, whenever they got back home, they were always greeted by their six year old sister. She would always come running to the door with the biggest smile on her face, happy that her two favourite people are back. Sometimes she would greet them without anything, but most of the time she would run to them with a plate full of cookies or cupcakes that she baked with the babysitter that took care of her.

“Won’t you look at that.” Ran smiles and looks at Rindou. “Our sunshine was waiting for us, huh?”

She nods her head eagerly and extends her arms towards them, holding a plate of cookies. Ran takes the plate out of her hands with a soft smile.

“Thank you! These smell so good.”

“C’mere, angel.” Rindou lifts her up and hugs her tightly, spinning her around. They walked into (Y/N)’s bedroom and Rindou plopped onto her bed, while Ran put the cookies on the table and then joined them. She fell into the middle of them and they both hugged her. Ran was playing with her hair, while Rindou was looking at the ceiling, decorated with glow in the dark stars, thinking of what story he should tell her tonight.

Having a younger sister was something they didn’t think they’d enjoy at first. Especially Ran, since he had to take care of Rindou while they were growing up, and now he has to take care of her. But all of those thoughts flew out of the window the moment they saw her. They swore to protect her with their lives. The Haitani brothers would never let anything bad happen to their sunshine.


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4 years ago

Forget me

Shinichiro finally realises his feelings for you, but it’s too late.

(Sano Shinichiro x gn!reader x Akashi Takeomi)

Drabble? Kind of? Around 700 words.

Angst from Shinichiro’s side of story, fluff from Takeomi’s

Forget Me

Falling in love with Sano Shinichiro was easy. It felt like a cold blast of wind in the middle of an extremely hot summer. It was refreshing at first. You didn’t think too much of it. Shinichiro was an easy guy. Falling for every girl who even looked at him for a second. But for some reason, it was always someone else. And never you.

You thought you made it obvious. Throwing hints at him, that you indeed felt some romantic feelings towards him. Giving him Valentines day gifts, always giving him your full attention whenever he spoke, always smiling when he’s around. You even asked him out on a date and he agreed. You got your hopes up, but at the end of the day you realised he thought that this was just a friendly date. To just spend time alone, since you were “forced” to spend time with his other three friends Benkei, Takeomi and Wakasa.

Loving Sano Shinichiro felt like a form of self destruction. It was bittersweet. Always seeing how he tried his best to get the attention of girls that weren’t interested in him at all. It hurt. He got rejected time after time and he always came back to you with the biggest frown on his face. He would spend nights at your room crying, asking you what’s wrong with him and why does this keep happening to him. But you couldn’t do anything about your own feelings. You just hugged him and whispered encouraging words, trying to comfort him while your own heart was breaking.

Falling out of love with Sano Shinichiro was hard. The bone crushing hugs he always gave you, the way he said your name with so much joy, the way that he tried to make sure you never felt left out and always tried to cheer you up, even if it meant that he’ll have to make a fool out of himself, didn’t make it easier.

Slowly, but surely, you fell out of love with your best friend. You no longer cried yourself to sleep, or felt depressed. You started to enjoy the company of Shinichiro’s, and now your, friends. You especially enjoyed the company of Akashi Takeomi.

Falling in love with Akashi Takeomi felt right. It felt like it was just meant to be. The way he always looked around whenever someone mentioned your name, hoping that you’re somewhere near. You thought you were insane, but your other friends noticed that as well. It made your heart flutter. He knew your orders from your favourite restaurants or cafes and whenever you felt sad, he would show up to your house with your favourite food and drinks. Takeomi would only show his soft side to you.

Loving Akashi Takeomi felt like a fairytale. Romantic dates, dances and kisses in the rain, him always taking care of you, holding you close whenever you two were behind close doors, playing with your hair as you fell asleep laying on him, kissing the crown of your head. You took care of him as well, always patching him up, making sure he ate, drank water and got enough sleep. His kisses, short or long, were always full of love. And the soft looks he gave you, always made you blush.

Falling out of love with Akashi Takeomi didn’t even feel like an option.

Sano Shinichiro felt like beating himself up. How dumb was he? Once you left his grasp, he realised his emotions towards you. He wanted fo be selfish. He wanted you to leave Takeomi and come back to him. But he saw how happy you two were and couldn’t bring himself to do anything.

After all.. It’s his fault for letting you go.


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4 years ago

Unrequited love

And it's all fun and games/'Till somebody falls in love/But you already bought a ticket/And there's no turning back now

We all have seen fanfictions about toxic relationships with the TR boys. But what if it was a bit different? Reversed? Instead of you chasing them, it’s them chasing you. No matter how toxic you are.

18y/o(Haitani Ran/Smiley/Haitani Rindoux gn!reader)

Toxic!reader, a bit suggestive in Ran’s part?idk one night stands are mentioned.

Unrequited Love

Haitani Ran

Unrequited Love

Ran had always been cocky and had an inflated ego. But who could blame him? With his good and unique looks, tall height, lean, but muscular body figure, he was a love interest for most. Girls were crushing on him and his younger brother.

But that’s all it was. Crushes. He never gave a chance to anyone, deeming himself way too good for the lowlifes chasing after him. One night stands were the usual for him. Getting anyone he wants with just a few pick up lines and flirty looks. And he was completely fine with all of that. Why should you stress over a relationship, when you can have a one night stand whenever and then move on with your life as if nothing happened.

But that quickly changed, when a new student strutted their way into his school. Your head held high, a huge smirk adorning your face. (L/N) (Y/N) was a sight to behold. You looked like fine art, that everyone enjoyed to look at, but were too afraid to touch. It was obvious. One look at you and they could see it in your eyes. You were out of everyone’s league.

After just a few months, (L/N) (Y/N) was given the title of the school’s biggest heartbreaker. But the students still tried, hoping that they somehow have caught the attention of the beauty known as you.

Ran had to agree. You were breathtaking. But it was after his brother had been rejected by you, that he decided to try asking you out by himself. Used to getting whatever he wanted, he walked up to you and gave you a cocky smile, and a wink. But instead of being greeted with a smile, or a shy wave, he got greeted by a glare and a scoff.

“Not interested, Haitani.” Was all you said before turning around and walking away, leaving Ran standing in the middle of the hall alone and confused.

Ran had never felt rejection in his life. He always got anything and everything he wanted. And that’s all it took for him to completely fall for you. After that, he kept running after you, even after you pushed him away, warning him you’re not interested in a relationship.

And when you finally started flirting back with him, he felt as if he was in heaven. Walking like a dog on a leash after you. Even when his brother warned him, that the school’s heartbreaker was leading him on, he didn’t care. Loving the small bits of attention he got from you.

It was when (L/N) (Y/N) got bored of him and found another plaything to lead on, he finally got back into his senses and realised what was actually going on.

That was the first time Haitani Ran realised what a heartbreak felt like.

Smiley/Kawata Nahoya

Unrequited Love

His friends warned him. They saw all of the red flags from the start. Hearing stories about the infamous (L/N) (Y/N) and how they used whoever they thought was interesting, until they got bored.

But Nahoya never once listened to them. Thinking he knew you better than anyone else. It was him dating you after all. Not his friends. They didn’t know about the intimate moments you two had. The cuddles, long kisses, dancing in the kitchen of the Kawata household while cooking a meal for the both of you.

Of course, there were moments when he saw some toxicity in your actions, dismissing it with a “we all are a bit toxic.”. Even after you said you needed a break from him, after a small argument. Even after you threw around comments that one day you’ll leave him. He just didn’t care.

“Have you heard the quote ‘all red flags look like regular flags when you’re wearing rose coloured glasses’?” His brother asked him one day.

“No.” Nahoya answered and turned his back to Angry.

Their friends were supposed to come over soon, after hearing the news from his brother through a text message. Nahoya caught you kissing another person and all you did was throw him a small smile. After he broke up with you, you just shrugged your shoulders and walked away, not even trying to explain anything. You didn’t beg for forgiveness, or even apologise.

“Guess you should’ve listened to your friends.” Was all you said, before walking away.

Nahoya knew that he won’t forget you. You were his first true love. And he knew that one day, he’ll come crawling back to you, begging for your attention. You were unforgettable. And he had hope that one day, you’ll love him as much as he loves you.

Haitani Rindou

Unrequited Love

His brother shook his head, looking at his frowning younger brother. You two were fighting again. He could tell with his older brother senses. He tried to make Rindou break up with you, but he couldn’t. He wouldn’t.

It was a matter of time when you would do that yourself. Because they both knew you will. The charming smile you gave to anyone who looked your way, your flirty manners and an outgoing personality, clashed with Rindou’s. He disliked the fact that you were flirting with other men and women. But you always angrily shifted the blame on him.

Saying things like ‘oh you don’t trust me?’ ‘I thought you knew that I could never cheat on you!’ ‘I might flirt with others, but at the end of the day, I’m still dating you, right? I’ll always come back to you. Or did you forget already?’

He knew you were toxic. He knew that from the start. The way you held yourself higher than anyone else. Judging anyone crossing your way and then sending them a fake smile and a wink. He saw the way your personality shifted when you finally got bored of using someone. The way you would snap your fingers and snarl at the person, saying mean comments about them and how boring they are.

Rindou knew, that one day you will be doing that to him. But for now, he was hoping that you’ll change. For him, preferably.

He took the phone out of his pocket and wrote a quick message, before sending it out to you.

“I’m sorry. It’s my fault. Can we meet up? I miss you.”


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4 years ago

Info

Right now, I don’t really know what I’m doing with this blog. This is the first time I use a Tumblr blog for writing, so I still have to get used to it and figure it out.

I write for TR right now, but I will slowly add other manga/anime to my writing list.

I’m not sure if I take requests? You can send me ideas and if I feel like it’ll be fun to write about, I surely will! I just don’t want to promise anything, since I don’t think I can write something I’m not really interested in.

If you just want to talk, I will gladly talk with you! Just message me, or send an ask.

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Do not interact if you are homophobic, racist, pedo, or just a horrible human being in general. Thank you!

If you don’t wanna see me rant, or talk about stuff block the tag g0kotta.rants

4 years ago

Classic

Classic and stupid horror movie scenes (Mikey, Rindou, Sanzu)

English isn’t my mother language

Gore/a tiny tiny bit suggestive on Sanzu’s part, but not NSFW/blood/knife use/guns/alcohol use/death

Classic

Mikey

A classic “I’m in the shower and can’t hear someone enter the bathroom, until it’s too late”

Classic

Maybe it was the alcohol running through your veins, or maybe it was the loud music playing from the speaker that you connected to your phone, maybe even a mix of both, but it felt as if you were somewhere else. As if you were flying around in the skies, feeling as free as ever. Like you were a young bird, that finally left it’s nest.

But not much later, the euphoric feeling turned into something else. The feeling of freedom and happiness, turned into a disgusting headache that you couldn’t shake off and everything in your view started spinning even more. It made you want to vomit every drop of the alcohol you drank.

Somehow you ended up in the shower, the speaker now laying on the side of the sink. You don’t even remember when you walked into the bathroom. Warm water was running through your face and body, slightly washing off the feeling of being drunk. But it still didn’t completely sober you up. You slowly lifted you hand up to your face and slapped yourself.

“Sober up, dumbass. C’mon.” You whine. And as the song was coming to an end, you heard the bathroom door close.

Your body froze up. Goose bumps ran through your body and your breathing became harder. You live alone. And no one should come over or visit you today. Even if they did, what kind of freak would walk into your bathroom?

Maybe you’re hallucinating? You did drink a lot.

But before you could even move a muscle, the shower curtains were pushed to the side, revealing a masked man standing in front of you, holding a knife in his hand.

A loud scream was blocked out by the loud music, as you were pushed down in the shower, hitting your head in the process.

The clear water turned red and in the last thing you saw before blacking out, was the man taking off his mask. His black and emotionless eyes boring into yours.

“Mikey..?” You whisper as everything turned dark.

“Good to see you again, (Y/N).” He smiles slightly. “I warned you, didn’t I? If you ever try to leave me, I’ll kill you.”

Rindou

A classic “dumb cheerleader runs away from the killer and somehow ends up tripping over nothing and falling down.”

Classic

At first you thought it was a stupid joke, or a prank. You had no need to worry, downing another bottle of beer. Your friends tried to reason with you, explain in a hurry that there’s a killer somewhere in the house, but you just laughed at their faces and waved your hand around.

“I’m not that stupid.” You smirk at them and they all share a look, deciding to just let you be.

You don’t believe them. Not until you hear a horrifying scream from one of your friends, who just left the house. As you look through the window, you see them getting stabbed. There’s already a blood puddle forming around them and you see the light leave their eyes more and more after every stab.

You slowly walk backwards and the killer lifts his head, turning it towards you. He tilts it to the side a bit and menacingly waves.

You turn around and start running, adrenaline in your body making you even faster than usual. You see a house phone on a table and you grab it, dealing 911. Your hands were shaking and so was the rest of your body, the memory of witnessing your friend being stabbed multiple times and dying, still fresh in your mind.

Unlucky you. There’s no service.

You throw the phone and start running towards other people, but they were too drunk to even move. Others already ran away from this damned house.

If only you listened to your friends.

You run out of the house and go towards the dark woods, hoping that the tall trees can hide your body from the killer. It was night time already, so it’ll be easy to hide, right? You hear footsteps behind you and that makes you move even faster, the want and need to live running in your thoughts. You were too young to die. Too pretty.

But suddenly you trip over something and your body hits the dirt. And as you try to stand up again, someone grabs you and holds you to their chest. A knife was placed to your neck.

“Move an inch and I’ll fucking slit your throat.”

That voice.. You’ve heard it before. And your eyes widen in realisation. Haitani Rindou. The younger of the two infamous Haitani brothers. They were always known as the trouble makers of the school. Neither of them had friends, since everyone was scared of them.

“What a dumb bitch.” He continues. “A cheerleader dressed up as a bloody cheerleader for halloween.” He takes off his mask with one hand, the other still holding the knife to your throat.

He then leans towards your ear and whispers.

“Ironic don’t you think?”

Sanzu

A classic “Oh wow, a house in which many murders happened? That’s crazy. Let’s check it out.”

Classic

You walk towards the abandoned house, that was barely standing. It was all over the newspapers, and the news on the old TV in your home. Killings happened here a few months ago and the killer still hasn’t been found. There have been people who visited this place and went home, not finding anything cool, except for the dried up blood on the floor, walls and even ceiling.

After trying to talk your friends into going with you, which was unsuccessful, you decided to just go alone. Your bag was hanging on your shoulder, it had a couple of cameras, a butterfly knife and some pepper spray in it.

The plan was simple. You walk in, hide the cameras, leave. Then you’ll come back after a few days and look if you got anything interesting. You won’t even take longer than fifteen minutes there.

You walk into the building and stand still for a few seconds. Not hearing anything suspicious you start walking again. Looking around the house and trying to figure out what places were the best to hide the cameras.

And as you take out the first camera and put it down, you feel something metal touch the back of your head.

“Move a muscle and I’ll fucking blow your brains out.”

You freeze up.

Shit. Why the hell did you think this was a good idea again?

He grabs the back of your shirt and throws you on the floor.

A tall guy, with symmetrical scars on the sides of his mouth and pink hair was staring at you. Smirking.

“Well, well..” he let’s out a fake sigh. “Isn’t this just sad. You saw my face. I’ll have to kill you.”

“Please don’t..” you mutter. “I won’t tell anyone! I promise! Please, I’ll do anything..”

His smirk gets wider.

“Anything?”


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4 years ago

Tapes

Wakasa Imaushi x gn!reader (1.1k words)

Angst

Just an fyi, English isn’t my mother language

Years after (Y/N)’s and Shinichiro’s deaths, grandpa Sano finds tapes filmed by his passed grandson.

Tapes

The three men sat on a couch, looking straight at the black screen of the TV. They have been in that exact position for about ten minutes now. Not one of them daring to move, not wanting to disturb the silence.

Akashi Takeomi's house was big and had a lot of space. It felt too empty for Wakasa's liking. He enjoyed plants, shelves full of books, pictures hanging on the walls and other stuff laying around the house. He actually preferred smaller houses. It felt more like.. home. This felt more like an expensive hotel that you would usually stay in for a week or less while traveling.

It felt especially empty now since Takeomi only lived here with his younger sister. She was out shopping and the guys decided that now was a perfect time to open the box that was given to them about a month ago. The box itself was a bit torn in a few places. It also had a lot of dust on it. They knew that grandpa Sano didn't open it. He didn't feel the need to. He himself had said: "It's written on the box. 'Memories with friends'. It's for you to see and remember, not me."

None of them were mentally ready for what they'll see, but they knew they wanted to hear the voices of their passed friends once more. And if that meant to look through old tapes, that haven't been touched in years, then so be it. Benkei took a random tape and put it in the old VHS player that Takeomi found in his basement. Music started playing and a few seconds after that, static reached their ears. But quickly after that a video started playing.

"Shin what are you doing?" A quiet voice was heard.

"I decided to start filming memories. We can look back at these tapes like fifty years later when we have amnesia or something." Shinichiro giggles and as he turns the camera towards himself, his messy, black hair taking up half of the screen. He then puts the camera down and turns it towards two other people.

(L/N) (Y/N) was laying down on Shinichiro's bed and looking at the screen of their phone, a small smile and blush adorning their face. Benkei was sitting on the ground near the bed. He tilted his head as he looked at Shinichiro. But as soon as (Y/N) looked towards the camera and opened their mouth, the video ended.

They sit in silence and Takeomi lets out a quiet chuckle, taking a drag out of a cigarette laying between his fingers. "Of course he accidentally cut the video short. That dumbass."

Benkei takes a different tape.

Sunset and blonde hair were the first noticeable parts of the new video. And then the person's purple eyes. It was Wakasa. He was standing on a bridge, leaning on the rails. Wind was ruffling his hair. Next to him stood (Y/N). They were shaking their head at something Wakasa said and punched his shoulder. Takeomi and Benkei were in a deep conversation as well, standing further away from the other two.

Shinichiro's breathing could be heard from behind the camera. He then zoomed into Wakasa and (Y/N) and started making annoying kissing sounds. After a few seconds he started laughing at himself and put the camera on the ground. Shinichiro mumbles something, but it was incoherent. He then starts running towards his friends, wind messing up his hair, that was now free from all the gel he used. Shinichiro looks towards the camera lens, making a few dumb poses. His friends already used to him acting like that, don’t even pay mind to his dancing figure. He then suddenly runs towards the camera and it falls over, pointing to the sky. Shinichiro let’s out a loud “fuck!”

The video ends.

The three men start to feel the tension in the room. Wakasa felt shivers run down his spine as he thinks about that specific day. It was the day he was supposed to confess his feelings towards (Y/N), but got too scared to do so.

He regretted not confessing ever since.

Benkei takes one more tape, whispering about how this will be the last one for now. None of them knew if that box would be ever touched again. Maybe after a couple of more years. When the pain won't be as bad. And the wounds in their hearts were healed more than they were now.

The third video was of all of them in a carnival. They all still clearly remember that day. They felt so free. The stress caused by the gang they were leading, was clouding their minds that year. (Y/N) heard about the upcoming carnival and suggested it. After some thinking the four guys agreed.

The different coloured lights were illuminating their faces. Wakasa was looking at (Y/N), while they were talking about something. They were extremely into the conversation, their arms flailing around. Wakasa was just nodding as if to show that we was listening to every detail that came out of their mouth. Takeomi and Benkei were looking at Shinichiro with weird expressions on their faces. Benkei quickly snatched the camera and pointed it at a smirking Shinichiro.

"What has gotten into you?" Takeomi asks and Shin just shakes his head slightly.

"You'll understand later." He snatches the camera from Benkei's hands and puts it close to his face. He then whispers as quietly as possible, so that the guys wouldn’t hear anything. And they didn't, since the music from the carnival blocked out everything Shinichiro had whispered.

"(Y/N) will finally confess to Wakasa today." He then points the camera at the two people walking in front. They were walking very close to each other. Wakasa had a huge smile on his face, while (Y/N) was giggling like an idiot.

But that night they never confessed. Wakasa had to leave early, because of family troubles. And (Y/N) never found an opportunity like that again. 

Three months after the carnival (Y/N) got killed by a rival gang member.

Four months after the carnival, Wakasa was kneeling in front of (Y/N)’s grave, confessing his undying love for them.

Five months after the carnival Shinichiro left the gang, realising it just wasn’t the same without them.

A few years after the carnival, Shinichiro was killed in his bike shop by two of his younger brother’s friends.

Wakasa turns off the TV and sits straight. His body was tense. The three men were once again staring at a black screen, not daring to move an inch.


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