Intro Post ~

Intro Post ~🪽🌊🏹🐚

Hello all, my name is Lexi and I'm one of the hosts in my system! I'm 22 and new to the community and would love to find others living similar experiences <3

This blog will mainly be DID/OSDD based, but I may also touch on some other mental health-related topics, as well as some of my system's personal hobbies. Basically, I want to show what our experience is, how we live and how we've made functional multiplicity work!

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Frequent Fronters...

🦋 Nell • host • they/he

Autistic asf

Very chatty

420 friendly (we all are)

🌊 Lexi • co-host • she/they

Extrovert

Fashionista

Your hype girl

🧡 Soren • co-host • he/they

Gamer boy

Sassy

Always down to get food at 3am

🌞 Raina • primary caretaker & sexual protector • they/she

Ethereal

Confident and headstrong

Motherly

🫐 Mika • unlabelled • they/he/she

Anxious 25/8

Hyperactive adhd >>

Creative

🖤 Riven • protector • he/him

Emo ass

Needs a nap

Loves iced coffee

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when you try to make system friends and you find someone that you connect so well with and that understands your experience on such a deep level that you feel so seen and heard,

Only for them to have lied about almost everything they told you over your seven year friendship and now you're left alone with a hole in your heart where your love for them once was, and every alter who knew and had a connection with them hurts as well so it's a collective pain you all feel like a dull ache.

Omg I never meet other avoidants!!

PSPSPSPSPSPS

ya girls + rylee want some mutuals

reblog and we will prpbably follow back if you are one of the following ! :

narcissistic! (Npd)

borderline! (Bpd)

a system (we're did!)

lover of cartoons

autistic

lover of toys

dependents! (Dpd)

avoidants! (Avpd)

physically disabled

toy lover!! (Mh beloved)

madoka / sailor moon fan!

south park fan (plz i promise im normal it's my special interest since i was very young!)

selfshippers :3

flag / template people or likers

fnaf fan

endos , rqs , and bigots dni!

In-system relationships can be so intimate.

Waking up together, opening the same eyes, and stretching the same limbs. Yawning in time and saying a good morning that only you who are involved can understand what it's for.

Sharing a meal, not only from the same plate, but with the same hands and the same senses. Deciding what to eat together, something that fits all of your tastes.

Curled in the same bed, in the same blankets, in the same body, drowzily mumbling about nothing and everything to each other. Joking around and feeling their sleepy laugh as if it were your own.

Living life, and inviting them to share yours and your time in it--performing your daily tasks in the unison of cofront. Seeing and hearing and feeling everything together.

Feeling them blush when you flirt or compliment them. Feeling their joy when you get them a gift, or how safe you make them feel simply when you're around them.

Enveloped in the same love, from the same brain, with the same feeling of care for each other palpable between you. Feeling the emotions you feel yourself, coming from the other person. Feeling their love for you, in the rawest, most direct possible way.

Talking about system stuff and just saying it to someone is so validating. A whole two people know I have DID irl and it can be so lonely for some of us who love and care for the ppl in our life, yet they don't know that specific alter exists

experiencing bpd splits as a system is, so fucking hard