I Have A Lot Of Thoughts In My Head Today.... One Of Those Days I Can't Just Freeze My Brain I Just Gotta

I have a lot of thoughts in my head today.... one of those days I can't just freeze my brain 🧠 I just gotta smile don't cry don't have a panic attack just don't... you don't need to be a burden to others.... everyone's going through something... ugh I just don't get it sometimes... I just wonder what I could've been. I think I'm doing better than who I was. Now I'm just left with a million questions about my past like I don't remember anything before 14 I get glimpses but it's all just gone and I honestly also think that's for the best just forget just forget....

Smile just smile be goofy get through the day be there for others. Don't let everything get to you.... You got this! I got this! Everyone's got this!

Overthrinking like a rat running on a wheel

TRIGGER WARNING I was abused by a man who couldn't love... he'd hit me so hard and choked me so bad it left bruises.... he would cheat on me and made me feel so dumb he would insult me all the time and would compare me to other women. I was homeless for this man because I believed in fighting for "love" But then I finally left and I never thought I'd heal and yeah I'm still healing... but I meet this really great man and actual man a good man.... he doesn't make me feel stupid he explains things to me kindly... he makes sure I feel cared about.... I just feel so happy he doesn't scare me... the moment I talked to him I just knew I could trust him.... I'm in love again and I didn't think that's happen. Thank you God for all the good you bring thank you.

Shout out to this post CAUSE I MEET THE MOST AMAZING GUY EVER 😭 ♥

I'm kinda tired of not being gorgeous enough for men who are actually great guys ya know??? Like they always go to the girl who could have who ever she wants. I'm really not trying to say anything bad I know they want something worth their while idk does that make sense I'm just insecure idk and I don't mean f boys cause usually they go for that women too but like why not me??? Sorry for being lame everyone I hope I didn't bother anyone.

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