TRIGGER WARNING I Was Abused By A Man Who Couldn't Love... He'd Hit Me So Hard And Choked Me So Bad It

TRIGGER WARNING I was abused by a man who couldn't love... he'd hit me so hard and choked me so bad it left bruises.... he would cheat on me and made me feel so dumb he would insult me all the time and would compare me to other women. I was homeless for this man because I believed in fighting for "love" But then I finally left and I never thought I'd heal and yeah I'm still healing... but I meet this really great man and actual man a good man.... he doesn't make me feel stupid he explains things to me kindly... he makes sure I feel cared about.... I just feel so happy he doesn't scare me... the moment I talked to him I just knew I could trust him.... I'm in love again and I didn't think that's happen. Thank you God for all the good you bring thank you.

Overthrinking like a rat running on a wheel

He's to perfect yes he has flaws but mine are worse..... I'm scared but in the most beautiful way...

I have a lot of thoughts in my head today.... one of those days I can't just freeze my brain 🧠 I just gotta smile don't cry don't have a panic attack just don't... you don't need to be a burden to others.... everyone's going through something... ugh I just don't get it sometimes... I just wonder what I could've been. I think I'm doing better than who I was. Now I'm just left with a million questions about my past like I don't remember anything before 14 I get glimpses but it's all just gone and I honestly also think that's for the best just forget just forget....