He's To Perfect Yes He Has Flaws But Mine Are Worse..... I'm Scared But In The Most Beautiful Way...

He's to perfect yes he has flaws but mine are worse..... I'm scared but in the most beautiful way...

Smile just smile be goofy get through the day be there for others. Don't let everything get to you.... You got this! I got this! Everyone's got this!

I always feel ugly with out makeup. Then I put on the makeup and see other flaws like my dark circles ..... I just feel gross today. Hair messy btw

I just wish things turned out differently I apart of me wishes I was still with you I loved you more than anything I never loved like that before and I promised myself I wouldn't ever again... I wish you reacted differently. I wish so many things but nothing can fix this I want to be your friend still I do I want to still talk every once and awhile I don't want to become strangers.. I just wish I could've gotten all that attention you gave other women it all just sucks... It just hurts... this was the first time I've cried since. Even if it was just a little cause you were my everything my everything... but apart of me still thinks if you didn't want to lose me you would've never done that. I don't know

I have a lot of thoughts in my head today.... one of those days I can't just freeze my brain 🧠 I just gotta smile don't cry don't have a panic attack just don't... you don't need to be a burden to others.... everyone's going through something... ugh I just don't get it sometimes... I just wonder what I could've been. I think I'm doing better than who I was. Now I'm just left with a million questions about my past like I don't remember anything before 14 I get glimpses but it's all just gone and I honestly also think that's for the best just forget just forget....