DADDY ISSUES

┄ DADDY ISSUES

➥ Shinso Hitoshi x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: mentally abusive parents, mentions of divorce, mental abuse, infidelity (dad)

➥ word count: 1.2k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: Daddy Issues (remix) by The Neighborhood feat. Syd

By now the burning feeling in the back of your throat wasn't anything new, nor was the stress of holding in your tears. After having to deal with your parents for sixteen years, it was habit.

Your whole life you were surrounded by yelling, stress, and anger. Always getting yelled at for the littlest things and trying to hold your tears in, it never worked of course.

Your dad was involved in your life when he had to be, but other than that you practically never saw him.

A few months ago you learned that you dad had been cheating on your mom but it wasn't a one time thing, he had been doing it for months. After she learned on this she threatened to get a divorce, but all my dad had to do to get her to stay was pay her monthly.

And because of this you were always left wondering if your parents were going to actually divorce like they said they would many times.

You often found yourself thinking that you would never actually experience what it's like to be loved, or appreciated.

And you were okay with that. After seeing how your parents relationship was, you were scared of having a romantic relationship with anyone.

Scared to fall in love, only to fight and argue constantly; then fall out of love.

You were scared of getting hurt.

It was officially your parents fault that you were scared of love, seeing how love didn't exactly work for them, why would it be any different for you.

"Hey, how've you been? We haven't talked lately." A males voice said from over my shoulder.

I jumped in shock, nearly falling off the park bench before quickly turning my had to look at the source of the voice. Shinso Hitoshi, his purple hair was as vibrant as ever.

A soft smile tugged at my lips, "Hey, just the usual. Sorry about being so flaky recently, there was a family emergency." It was sad how easily that lie slipped out of my mouth.

Even after being friends with Shinso for over 3 years, he still has no clue about my parents and their problems.

But I just didn't want to talk about it at school. It was my getaway from home, from all the fights and insults. So if keeping Shinso in the dark about my home life meant it would stay that way, then why bother.

"Did something bad happen?" No, it's always been like this.

"Nothing too bad, my grandma just collapsed out of nowhere. So we were all with just in case." Another lie.

"Oh, is she alright." He asked, genuine concern evident in his voice.

"Yeah, it was just iron deficiency. I gave him another soft smile to reassure him about my 'poor grandmother'.

"Well that's good. By the way, do you want to hang out this weekend? We haven't done that in at least two weeks."

"Yeah sure, Your place."

"Uh, we can't. Our house is getting some remodeling done to it, so were going to have to go to yours." No. no. no. My heart dropped to my gut, nervousness seeped into my body.

"I don't think that'll work. My grandma is staying over." It was a believable lie right?

"That's okay. We can just hang out in your basement so we don't disturb her." Shit.

C'mon Y/N, you just need to tell him you can't do that.

"Yeah, I guess that'll work." You gave him a small smile.

But when it came to Shinso Hitoshi, you were weak. Yours problems didn't seem so bad when you were with him.

"Alright, see you later today?" He grinned at you as he got off off the bench.

"Yeah." You nodded at the boy. You stood up and gave him a quick hug before he walked away.

After you were sure he was out of sight, the smile you forced slipped of of your face as you slumped back on to the wooden bench, letting out a sigh.

Shit, he's gonna know now. You hands rubbed your face in frustration. Why couldn't you have just said no to him, it's only two letters, n - o.

But maybe part of me wanted him to know, so I would finally have someone to talk to about it so I wouldn't have to hold it in any longer.

I was reaching out for help, but I didn't even notice.

I groaned, finally fed up with their fighting for the day. I stood up from my desk and walked over to get my earbuds, in hopes of being able to drown out some of the fighting with music.

Just as I was about to press play, my phone buzzed. My eyes were met with a text from Shinso

hey, I'm here. But it sounds like there's a lot of yelling, are you okay?

The burning sensation in the back of my throat started to appear again as tears threatened to spill.

He knows now. Now he's going to want me to tell him what's been happening.

I took a slow deep breath before going downstairs to let Shinso in. After I reached the bottom of the steps my dad spoke up.

"Who did you invite over? And why weren't we told." The irritation in his voice was clear as day.

No, he's never home. Why is he here?

After being so caught up in everything lately, I forgot to tell my parents I was having someone over. Fear started to fill my body, my voice was gone as I stood at the base of the steps frozen in fear.

Tears filled my eyes again as I tried to come up with an explanation, anything. But my mouth couldn't muster up any words as I stood there. I knew I was going to have to deal with the repercussions of my actions, and any insults they decide to throw at me knowing I won't talk back because they practically trained me not to.

Just as my mom was about to speak up, a knock came from the door. Shinso.

No, I really didn't want him to see me like this.

Just stop crying.

"Go ahead, let your friend in. And tell them you can't hang out today." He seemed so calm, and that only scared me more.

I finally moved from my spot at the bottom of the stairs, and opened the door.

I knew my eyes were red from the tears that had managed to slip out, he opened his mouth to say something but before he could get anything out I interrupted.

"Hey Shin, I just remembered I can't hang out today. But maybe late." I tried my best to muster up a smile.

Shinso only stood there, his brows were furrowed in confusion. I knew he had questions, but I closed the door before he could ask me anything.

Now I had to deal with my parents.

Or not.

I turned to look at my parents fro a moment, anger was evident on their faces. That only made my stomach churn, knowing what I was going to do next.

Before any words could be said, I ran to my room. My heart was throbbing in my chest, tears flooded my eyes.

I shut the door behind me and locked it. I heard my parents shouting as they walked towards my room.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I was crying like a child at this point, finally regretting what I just did.

My phone was buzzing non-stop on my desk, I stood up wiping my eyes and grabbed it.

Hey, Y/N what's going on?Are you okay?Y/N please answer, I need to know your okay.Please

His texts only made me cry harder, and I finally felt something I hadn't felt in a long time.

I felt loved, not by my parents. But by a person who I had only known for three years.

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┄ ONLY A FRIEND

➳ Izuku Midoriya x gn!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

— content warnings: none

— word count: 0.2k

Falling for a pro hero was easy, it was like breathing, it just happened naturally.

Even with his strict schedule, he always managed to make time just for you, only making you fall for him even harder.

He was always protective over you, as he got older he became less shy and more open about voicing his opinions, meaning he had no trouble telling you how he felt about some of the people you would go out with.

He had even gone as far as keeping other men away from you when you were together.

After all of this, how could you not fall in love with him?

So finally after agonizing weeks, maybe even months of keeping your feeling secret, you were finally going to tell him.

You had finally decided that you were going to tell Izuku that you love him, when a notification popped up on your phone.

It was about a recent interview with the pro hero Deku, and some new breaking news.

After quickly clicking on the article, you felt your heart shatter in your chest.

"Pro hero Deku tells reporters about his recent engagement and plans for his future.."

Engagement? You didn't even know he was dating anyone, let alone having plans to get engaged.

It was at this moment you realized that you never even had a chance with the boy, he was a pro hero and you were a mere civilian.

All that you would ever be to the hero was a friend.

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𝐁𝐍𝐇𝐀 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

(❛) - request  (♡) - fluff  (✩) - angst (❀) - trigger warning

albums

sour //✩ ♡ ❀ // various!bnha x various!reader

includes different oneshots based off of olivia rodrigo's songs from her sour ablum.

song oneshots

Wish You Were Sober // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you

Daddy Issues //✩ // x gn!reader // wc: 1.2k

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

She Knows // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.0k

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

midoriya izuku

Do I Know You? // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

Receiving a call from the hospital can be scary, but when the person on the other line tells you that izuku has been in an accident, your heart stops.

Play This When I'm Gone // ✩ ❀ // x fem!reader // wc: 0.8k

Izuku finally writes what he's been feeling.

Unrequited Love // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 0.2k

He was a pro hero and you were a civilian, and even though you knew it would never work you still fell in love with him.

katsuki bakugou

1 Step Forward 3 Steps // ✩ // x fem!reader ↳ Part one I Part two

after bringing up the fact that katsuki is never home again he lashes out on you, but this time you decided you have had enough of it.

ejiro kirishima

Wish You Were Sober // ✩ // x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

kirishima has always been second best to bakugou, and he knew that. but he still fell in love with you.

shinso hitoshi

Daddy Issues // ✩ ♡ // x gn!reader // wc: 1.2k

all your life you've been hiding your parents from the people you know. and when shinso was comes over, things get complicated.

heroes

~Ring Ring Ring~ // ✩ // all might x fem!reader // wc: 1.4k

you and all might broke up a year ago. but when you get sent on a mission you realize that you aren't going to make it out, you say what you've been wanting to say for the past year.

She Knows // ✩ // keigo takami x fem!reader // wc: 1.0k

you knew that keigo tended to get close with other girls, but you knew he would never actually do anything with them to hurt you. or so you thought.

villains

Favorite Crime // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 0.9k

you finally realize that you didn't mean as much to him as he did to you.

You Were A Good Liar // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 1.1k

during a fight harsh words were said, but this time dabi doesn't know if he'll be able to get you back.

It's Almost Over // ✩ // dabi x fem!reader // wc: 1.6k

after touya died you were a wreck. but one night coming back from work you find a man in your apartment who reminds you of touya.

Hope Ur Ok // ✩ ♡ // tomura shigaraki x gn!reader // wc: 1.3k

when shigaraki finally comes back from a long mission, he seems off, and after learning about the mission he finally feels comfortable enough to tell you the truth.

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┄ RING RING RING

➥ Toshinori Yagi(All Might) x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: death, blood, violent actions (fighting)

➥ word count: 1.4k

"Wh-what are you talking about?" You stuttered out, laughing to hide your fear. "You can't be serious, Toshi."

You reached out to take the thin blond man's hand, but he jerked it away, and you couldn't help but gasp. "Y-You can't see me anymore?" Your voice cracked.

He turned his gaze away, unable to look at the tears that he had caused to build in the corners of your eyes.

"Why...?" You clenched your fists, and then stomped you foot to the floor, before shouting at him, "You said you loved me! What that all a lie?" You breath was ragged with turmoil, as your shouts turned into sobs. "Just a lie to get me into bed? I can't believe this..."

"No!" Toshinori finally shouted, and reached his shaking arms around your shoulders, pulling you into his embrace. "It's because I love you..." He whispered into your hair, "My work is too dangerous, I just... I can't be the reason you're hurt. Or worse."

"Your work?" You scoffed and pushed him away, leaving him looking down at his empty arms in despair. "You won't even tell me what that 'work' is. You won't tell me anything about yourself." You clenched for fists so hard, that you were sure your fingernails would break the skin of your palm. "I stopped asking questions. I told myself just being with you was enough. But now..." You sucked back a sob, trying to hold together your composure. "But now... can't you just tell me what it is you're leaving me for?"

You had your eyes to the ground, watching your tears litter the carpet of your foyer. You couldn't look at him. Not now.

"I..." Toshinori squeezed out a single syllable from his throat, "I'm sorry..."

The overwhelming feeling of heartbreak struck through you like a knife to the gut, and you spun your back to him, gasping out a sob you wished he couldn't hear.

"Just go!" You shouted.

You heard him utter out your name, and he sounded like he was in pain, but you shook your head, not letting yourself be fooled into facing him again.

"I wont... forget you, my dear." He whispered, then you heard a few footsteps, and the door shut behind him.

You fell to the floor sobbing. "I would do anything to forget you."

It had been a whole year now since the fight between the two of you. No matter how much that had hurt you you still wanted to see him. You needed him.

But after He left you you decided it was time to become independent. You'd only realized how much you relied on the hero after he left you, before you met Toshi you were in the hero course at UA. You were in class 1A, you had a great quirk when it came to most, if not all situations. Teleportation, when you were in the hero course it had always come in handy.

After you met Toshi you had dropped all of your training so you two could spend more time together, your schedules never allowed for either of you to have breaks. So you thought this was the best solution.

But now you decided it was time to finish that dream that you had started so long ago, you were going to become an official hero.

~ring ring ring ring ring~

After taking a shower and getting dressed for the day, your phone had started ringing without hesitation you picked up.

"H/N! We need you to report to location 23AZ, we have a villian attack. They have a mutation quirk! Be here quickly." You heard the voice of the police on the other end.

Unlike the other missions you had been on before, you had a strange feeling about this one. It was more than a gut feeling though, it felt dreadful.

You bit your lip with hesitation, you looked down at the phone that was in your hand and went to Toshi's contacts and clicked on messages.

Your heart ached as you looked at the last messages that were shared between the two of you.

Toshi: I have another mission today, I might be home late. But if your not awake when I get home, goodnight, I love you.Y/N: Alright. Be safe, I love you too.

You left out a shaky breath before you quickly typed out a message that you decided you were going to send before you got ready for the mission.

Y/N: I know you said that we were never going to see each other again, but I have a mission today, and I have a bad feeling about it. But if anything happens to me, I love you.

You hit send before you had time to rethink the whole message, You  quickly jumped into your hero costume. You quickly teleport-ed to the location you were given.

The moment you stepped out of the portal you saw at least 10 police cars around the area, some had police in them patrolling the area, looking for the criminal. Others were empty, I assumed that they went by foot to find the man. There were some buildings that had fallen due to the fight the man had to put up so he would net be caught.

I made two different portals, one on the roof of the tallest building in the area, the other in an area where I had caught many other criminals before, hoping that there was a possibility the man would be there.

I walked through the portal, as soon as I opened my eyes I was in one of the darker parts of the city. During my time as a hero I had caught at least 8 different criminals in this area.

I turned the corner, only to be met with the very eyes of the man I was looking for. As soon as he saw me, he turned his hand into the paw of a lion and scratched at my face, leaving four large and deep gashes on the side of my face.

I growled. as he ran away, blood was practically pouring from my face as I chased the man down the dark alleyway.

I created a portal right in front of the man, he held a shocked look on his face for a short moment after I was in front of him. But it quickly turned into anger as I tackled him to the ground.

I held him in a head lock, I was on the ground under the man as my arms was around the mans neck. His arms were scratching at my arm in hopes I would release my hold on him. But there was no luck, without me noticing he took a knife he had kept in his pocket and stabbed in into my side.

Even with the unalterable pain I was determined to keep the man in my grasp, I was determined to win. He pulled the knife out of my side and stabbed me once again, in the same area he had done before but this time he twisted it. I screamed as I go, he quickly jumped out of my arms and ran without looking back.

I laid on the dirty concrete ground, both of my arms clutching the new wound on my side, blood was pouring from all of the wounds that I had on my body, I could feel myself getting cold as the blood kept leaving my body.

With a small cry in pain I removed my hand from my side and grabbed my phone from my pocket, and dialed the one person who I needed to talk to one last time.

~ring ring ring~

"Hello?" The voice on the other end questioned. "Y/N Why are you calling me? And what did you mean by the text you sent earlier."

My breathing was heavy, small groans left my lips as the pain in my body seemed as though it was getting seemingly worse.

"Hey! Y/N Are you alright? Where are you!?" He shouted from the other end.

I assumed that he knew something was up by the way I was breathing.

"Stay where you are I'm coming to get you!"

The phone slid from your hand and fell to the concrete as soon as you heard his last words, you knew he wouldn't be able to get to you time. And you hated that.

You really didn't want to die. You had your whole life ahead pf you, and that was all going to be taken away from you by some lowlife criminal. It just wan't fair.

But you knew death was inevitable, the only reassurance you had was that fact that he still knew you loved him. That he knew that you had never stopped.

But you only wished that you would have been able to spend more time with him, that you could have said goodbye..

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hi can u please make an imagine based off of the ‘dear billy’ episode where the reader is billy’s biological sister? (same age as max)

Read it here <3

┄ 1 STEP FORWARD 3 STEPS BACK [1]

➥ Bakugou Katsuki x f!reader

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐 𝐇𝐞𝐫𝐞!

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➥ disclaimers/warnings: f!reader, angst ;), toxic relationship, breakup, manipulation, language

➥ word count: 0.7k

𝐏𝐥𝐚𝐲: 1 Step Forward 3 Steps Back by Olivia Rodrigo

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You were hooked and there was noting you could do.

You met Bakugou exactly 5 years ago, at the ripe age of 15.

You fell in love with Bakugou at 16.

And you got together with Bakugou at the age of 17.

Everything was different back then, you were so in love, but so blind.

Everything seemed so perfect. It was almost as if your relationship was the cliché movie. Together for nearly three years now, you had fallen in love with the best person you could've ever met.

But here you both were, sat on opposite sides of your dining room, the room was filled with silence and thick tension. Dinner was on table, but neither of you had touched your plates.

"Why are you bringing this up again? I'm the one who works so that we can support ourselves!" Katsuki shouts at you from where he sits at the table.

You had lost count on how many times this subject had come up in your conversation with him. But you needed him to understand your side, he was never home. And when he was he never wanted to be near you, he claimed it was 'his day off'.

So then that would usually lead to an argument, then you would ignore each other for a week, which would then lead to another argument, and finally angry makeup sex.

"Katsuki, it's not about that! It's about the fact that you never spend time with me! And when you have the chance to, you tell me to fuck off!"

"I cant do this right now. There's always something going on with you. I need to fucking breathe for a single fucking minute!" His breathes were heavy and annoyed as he stood up from the table, grabbing a jacket and his car keys as he walked out of the door, slamming it behind him.

You stayed at the table, silent tears falling down your cheeks and landing on your plate full of food.

Truth be told, you can't even remember when these arguments started to become so common got the both of you. But as Katsuki walked out of that door, something finally hit you, you were done. The moment the ash blonde had walked out of the door, he had walked away from you, from your relationship.

Bakugou was as moody as a teenager, one minute you would both be laying together in bed watching some kind of movie, not that it mattered because you would both be paying attention to one another rather than the movie. And the next minute he would be shouting in your face, then leaving you in tears, only to come back and start the cycle over again.

But you were done.

You put both plates on the counter, then wrote him a note, saying that you were done with this.

Bakugou,

You know how much I love you, and how much I always will. Bit I just can't keep doing this anymore. The relationship we used to have was so full of love, but now it's all gone. And neither of us can bring it back no matter how hard we try. This is the only option, and its the best option. For the both of us. Don't try to contact me. Take care of yourself Bakugou.

Love, Y/N

You gently fold the note, and place it in the middle of the dining table for him to see. Now the only thing left for you was to pack you bags and leave.

As tears clouded you vision, you zipped up your last suitcase, and walked out of the door for the final time.

You were ending this painful cycle that the two of you were both trapped in. It was always 1 step forward and 3 steps back, you were both just not meant for each other, because if this lasted any longer it will only lead to more heartbreak than there already is.

Now here you are, 5 years of your life down the drain.

Goodbye Katsuki Bakugou.

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