Every Night You Dream That You Talk To A Genie, When You Wake Up You Can't Remember What You Wished For.

Every night you dream that you talk to a genie, when you wake up you can't remember what you wished for. One morning you wake up with a giant crab pincer replacing your right arm. What do you do?

Your actions betray you just as much as your words.

Your heart wants you to remember but your mind keeps you programmed in loops of your own lies.

Your strength comes from the stillness and silence.

Your energy is what I know. It speaks louder than any word and bolder than any action. It can not lie.

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What is this earth? What is this life? What have I chosen to experience? What are my memories and what are my discoveries?

How deep is my within? How far is my without?

I've been given a clean slate and it feels wonderful but just not igniting my passions right now. Maybe it's too clean?!!

So, I recently made a conscious choice to accept more experiences and life lessons from them (and ultimately myself). I'm in the process of integrating these new codes and energies. No more clean slate. Give me experiences and textures and heartfelt moments in every moment.

I'm both scared and excited.

I'm in the thick of finding my soul purpose in this reality as it relates to my career. I've been contemplating how a singer knows they were born to be a singer? How does a poet know they were meant for poetry? Poetry is quite specific! Thinking of my teacher, how did she know she would become mentor and teacher to so many?

I accept that I'm here as a healer, this is something I believe now. Been in the fashion industry for most of my life to have such a life changing path at this time was so perplexing for me at first. Spirit has told me on a few occasions that my work will include children and animals. My niece who cannot communicate but psychically has told me that I will one day be helping children - like her, and be able to communicate with nature and with animals too. So when does all this happen? How will it manifest?

I'm just thinking out loud. I'm putting it out into the Universe ✨️ because I'm ready.

How does this energy make me feel? This longing to know feels like the distance between us. This is our space. Does that even make sense in this worlds worldly terms? It's like the parallel. This is the energy that I needed to discover, that I'm supposed to know.

Lots to think about.

What are you sure of?

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