Stalker | Andrei Tarkovsky | 1979

Stalker | Andrei Tarkovsky | 1979

I graduated but I'm still working hard. Currently I'm mainly focused on learning German. I intend to move there sometime in the future and though I think I can improvise my way in emergency situations, I am finally taking the time to properly learn it in a structured way.

20210628

Currently finishing up my last week of work and then summer can begin. I'm getting a haircut next week before graduation, I'm probably getting a cut like Neil from dps, and looking around for a good binder. The recent weekend has been a bit of a dejavu compared to when I first realised I was autistic, that sinking feeling followed by endless memories of evidence popping up along with the painful stress of getting diagnosed. I don't feel okay yet, but I'll get there in the end.

Hi, I like your new url 'Hizerain'. It has a this really nice tragic, poetic tinge to it. But what does it mean? Or is it a name? Or what does it mean to you? I was just wondering about it.

I loved your last url too, cause in my head, I said it something like "Mathe-mafia" and so it was really badass.

Thank you! It's just a word I made up so no actual meaning, for me it signifies a rebirth. I've been going through a lot personally and therefore I've been craving a new start. I can't really get that irl because life is kind of shit, but I can get it on here and that's how we ended up here.

Frank Lepold, Impromptu, 2015

20210705

I'm home alone this week, a thing I consider to be a great gift. I have graduation tomorrow and a dinner with friends some day this week as well. I'm looking forward to it all, to the end of an era but I am lamenting it in equal amounts, this end does not feel just after the past year and a half.