20210705

20210705

I'm home alone this week, a thing I consider to be a great gift. I have graduation tomorrow and a dinner with friends some day this week as well. I'm looking forward to it all, to the end of an era but I am lamenting it in equal amounts, this end does not feel just after the past year and a half.

art detail: dresses

I graduated but I'm still working hard. Currently I'm mainly focused on learning German. I intend to move there sometime in the future and though I think I can improvise my way in emergency situations, I am finally taking the time to properly learn it in a structured way.

la reine bacchanal by fritz zuber buhler: details.

20210628

Currently finishing up my last week of work and then summer can begin. I'm getting a haircut next week before graduation, I'm probably getting a cut like Neil from dps, and looking around for a good binder. The recent weekend has been a bit of a dejavu compared to when I first realised I was autistic, that sinking feeling followed by endless memories of evidence popping up along with the painful stress of getting diagnosed. I don't feel okay yet, but I'll get there in the end.

I graduated highschool cum laude and got one of my grail pens, a Pelikan Souverän M405. It's the pen I'll use for a lifetime, or at least the next three years of university. To all other people who graduated, congratulations! And to those currently struggling, I have spent the past 6 years battling a variety of mental illnesses and personal problems and yet here I stand. Spring will come.