May The 4th Be With Everyone! Here Im Just Dropping These (very Poorly Detailed) Portraits Of My Clone

May the 4th be with everyone! here im just dropping these (very poorly detailed) portraits of my clone OCs

And how they write their name

in order we got:

Disco, Lo-fi, Jazz

Punk, Dub, Techno

Rock, Roll, Metal

and Pop got his own image just because he can

The full descriptions are in this post and some day I'm going to draw their armors

Since i was born i was absolutely unstoppable, i ran and jumped and played, i had energy to dance and fight, i went swimming every week for a year, the next 3 years i did artistic roller skating, then i practiced karate, my legs started to hurt and i couldn't run as many laps as my friends... two years later i was one of the best in my school's the volleyball team, my height and my strength were my best assets... then i couldn't jump as high, i felt like fainting mid-game.

In 2019 i was diagnosed with hyperlaxity, and then with elher danlos, i can't run for more than 10 seconds, i can't crouch and breathig hurts sometimes, if i stand up too fast I'll faint and if its too cold I'll fall asleep, all my joints pop when i move and there's not a moment when my body doesn't hurt, i never want to get out of bed.

People tell me im lazy, that i must endure cause everyone has pains sometimes, they tell me to stop complaining that my back hurts, that I'm weak for not being able to bear a little pain.

They don't understand that it hurts ALL day, EVERY day, that im complaining because right now it hurts more than a while ago.

They don't understand that if im playing its not because i was making up my pain a while ago, its because i can't just live sitting down, I'm playing and my back hurts, and my legs feel weak, and my breath is ragged and i feel like fainting, but I'm happy because i finally found the energy to play like i did years ago.

I'm not angry at the people who tell me i should just try harder, I am ENRAGED.

How DARE YOU tell ME that I'm not trying my hardest? that "it's not that terrible" you dont KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO NOT BE ABLE TO DO THE THINGS YOU LIKE, WATCHING WITH ENVIOUS EYES AS YOUR FRIENDS DO THINGS YOURE NOT EVEN ALOWED TO TRY "just in case", WISHING THAT YOU STILL WERE THAT LITTLE INVINCIBLE KID WHO RAN ALL DAY IN A T-SHIRT AND SHORTS NOT HAVING TO WORRY ABOUT THE TEMPERATURE OR THEIR JOINTS.

the little kid who still believed when they told her she was strong, the little kid who didn't feel like a withering flower, like she was rotting, her body decaying with every passing day.

You don't know how it feels. Don't pretend to know how it feels.

This

Honestly if your anxiety is so bad that you can’t read like… something in the horror genre that I wrote (and tagged correctly) without tagging the post I made with “this literally made me have an anxiety attack i’m panicking omg my dereality is acting up” maybe you SHOULDN’T INTERACT WITH ME, because I’m a horror fan, I’m very open about being a horror fan, and I don’t like being guilt tripped over and over about a harmless piece of “creepy” writing I made!!

Our favorite boy in blue!

i had fun making this, the fun ended when the colors in my computer didn't look the same as the ones in my phone, that's why it looks so gray :(

anyway i did my best lol

Real talk time.

Colonialism still exists. The effects of original colonization still exist.

Native Hawaiians cannot afford to live on our own land. Everyday tourism kills us.

We are fined for using our water. We are screamed at by tourists. We are stacked in concrete apartments the size of shoe boxes. Waiting lists for apartments are decades long. The government never provides aid. The money that belongs to us is wasted on half finished monorails and hotels. Tourist take pictures of us like we’re an attraction.

In 2018, the UN acknowledged the present day occupation of Hawai’i. And they did nothing.

“The Living Wage Calculator from the Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) says that one adult in Honolulu needs to make $16.59 per hour for a living wage. If that is a couple with 2 children, each adult needs to make $17.70 per hour.”

-RealHawaii.Co

My culture, my people, are sexualized, ignored and stepped on.

We cannot live. And everyday more of us die.

And no one even notices. So notice. Notice. Notice.