it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Day 114: Watch Me And Be Amused To What I Can Do!
Day 114: watch me and be amused to what i can do!
Call me crazy but this is what I want to do. I'll work harder to prove to everyone that I'm not playing. I'm dead serious when I said I want it!
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My mommy is sitting next to me...
her back facing me. All i want to do is to hug her. Ask her to tell me i can do it. But i can't. I'm afraid she'll see me crumbling in front of her... I'm afraid she'll know that i am hurting... that i am losing hope... that i am scared to face the reality... that i am a failure. I do not want to hurt her again. She does not deserve a daughter like me. I do not want to see her disappointed again. Ma, sorry po. I'm trying my best naman... pero may times na parang di ko na po kaya eh. "Ma, can i ask for a hug next time?? Can you hug me really tight? Can you stay with me til i feel better? Ma, i love you po..." these are the words i want to tell to my mommy right now.
Day69: we're together yet we didn't get a chance to talk...
*sigh* How come i didn't get a chance to talk to you? All day the other day, i was asking you to talk to me. Yet, i still didn't get to talk to you... But i guess i should be contented for i got to see you. Yes, i remember seeing you... from afar though. You were on the other side of the beach. I forgot what you were doing but i remember i was eating some Korean snack. I was gonna invite you to eat with me... But I woke up. Unfortunately, it was just a dream... Umpe, is this your way of telling me everything's gonna be okay?? If this is how you'll do it, please talk to me too. I miss you. I miss you so much that seeing you in my dream last night feels like i got strength from you. Thank you... I love you. Always and forever...
can i have at least a hug?
i just wish i have someone beside me who's willing to be with me right now... prolly receiving a big hug will be a good thing too. ugh i hate what i am feeling right now... it's sad that there's no one who is able to comfort me at times like this... ='(
Day117: goodbye, tito cesar...
today, it really hit me that tito's gone. I will never see him again with tita lorie. it is hard to accept his sudden death. it is unfair. no one expected it. i know everyone in the family is hurting especially tita lorie. i wish we are there to be next to tita right now. we just talked to her on the phone. my tita is such a strong woman. but i can feel that she's hurting too. one day, i'll hug her. one day, i'll tell my tita how amazing she is. i hope tito will be happy up in heaven. i know he'll continue looking after us. rest in peace tito. i love you and i will miss you forever...