it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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My Mommy Is Sitting Next To Me...
My mommy is sitting next to me...
her back facing me. All i want to do is to hug her. Ask her to tell me i can do it. But i can't. I'm afraid she'll see me crumbling in front of her... I'm afraid she'll know that i am hurting... that i am losing hope... that i am scared to face the reality... that i am a failure. I do not want to hurt her again. She does not deserve a daughter like me. I do not want to see her disappointed again. Ma, sorry po. I'm trying my best naman... pero may times na parang di ko na po kaya eh. "Ma, can i ask for a hug next time?? Can you hug me really tight? Can you stay with me til i feel better? Ma, i love you po..." these are the words i want to tell to my mommy right now.
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*sigh* How come i didn't get a chance to talk to you? All day the other day, i was asking you to talk to me. Yet, i still didn't get to talk to you... But i guess i should be contented for i got to see you. Yes, i remember seeing you... from afar though. You were on the other side of the beach. I forgot what you were doing but i remember i was eating some Korean snack. I was gonna invite you to eat with me... But I woke up. Unfortunately, it was just a dream... Umpe, is this your way of telling me everything's gonna be okay?? If this is how you'll do it, please talk to me too. I miss you. I miss you so much that seeing you in my dream last night feels like i got strength from you. Thank you... I love you. Always and forever...
i wanna fall in love!
woah this feeling of wanting to fall in love is making a comeback again!?! *sigh* how i wish it'll be that easy but i guess it is still not the right time for me. God has a better plan for me. oh dear, i prolly stop thinking abt love and listening to any love songs just so i can stay patient while waiting. *tortures self*
All I want is to be happy...
but I didn't know that being finally happy has consequences. It sucks! This feeling is worse than being miserable. I don't like being hated. I just wanted to give something for myself since I've sort of let every chances slipped away from me. But I didn't expect these things to happen. Am i being selfish?? Don't I deserve to be happy too? :'(