I'm Really Tired Of Life

i'm really tired of life

what's the point of anything

if feeling brings me strife

someday my soul's gonna stop singing

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

@voidic3ntity your poems make me feel in a way i've never felt before

nights spent smoking cigarettes in the darkness of moonlight:

shattered amethyst & emerald reflections, cycles of seasons,

manufactured essence, the traditions of the future are bleak,

beneath the hollow, the depth of candidly callous chemistry;

so harsh in remains, yet so opalescent in ritual renaissance.

eleventh month, eleventh day, eleventh hour

2 minutes of silence to honour their sacrifice

in the face of danger they did not cower

though we may have won, it wasn't worth the price

I'm sorry I didn't ace that maths test

I'm sorry I'm not the best of the best

im sorry I'm not enough but i cant do more

im sorry that I was fucking born

seeing you like this

it's made me feel pain I've never felt before

a world devoid of good things and bliss

but how can I help, how can i do more?