I'm Sorry I Didn't Ace That Maths Test

I'm sorry I didn't ace that maths test

I'm sorry I'm not the best of the best

im sorry I'm not enough but i cant do more

im sorry that I was fucking born

a world full of laughter and light

a woodland bustling with life

oh how everything seems so bright

before the coming of strife

Wishing on banners for featured four stars (don't)

i just wanted a collei con

I made one ten wish on furina's banner, NO PITY, and I won my THIRD 50/50 IN A ROW

thats the story of how I got c1 furina and c0 collei. byebye raiden.

Wishing on banners for featured four stars (don't) - part 2

I should really just stop going for featured four stars. I literally just wanted sucrose. SUCROSE!

umm... won my 4th 50/50 in a row and now I'm an ayaka main??

all of that ei prefarming down the drain ):

(not complaining though)

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

eleventh month, eleventh day, eleventh hour

2 minutes of silence to honour their sacrifice

in the face of danger they did not cower

though we may have won, it wasn't worth the price