I'm Sorry I Didn't Ace That Maths Test

I'm sorry I didn't ace that maths test

I'm sorry I'm not the best of the best

im sorry I'm not enough but i cant do more

im sorry that I was fucking born

for those people in my personal life who don't know I write a lot:

sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to share my art with you;

so many of you don't know how truly dark my mind can be...

a world full of laughter and light

a woodland bustling with life

oh how everything seems so bright

before the coming of strife

it's just you and me casually walking

all around us the red leaves falling

falling like i did for you

only their fall isn't half as cruel

I never knew how much I of a mess

I was until I finally got her back

it was like finally taking a breath

like climbing out of that lonely pool of black

how are your poems so meaningful? how do they speak to my soul louder than my own poems do?

To be in Love #Poem 100

It's strange to think that I wanted to be in love so desperately, But when I fell in love for the first time, I wanted to fall out of it as soon as possible, Because it hurt more than I thought it would, It hurts more than I can handle, Perhaps, that is only because it is unrequited, Perhaps, if it were requited it would be less painful, It would be something beautiful, But it isn’t so it doesn’t matter what it’s not, One day I’ll know, What it feel to be in love with someone as well as be loved by someone.