I'm Sorry I Didn't Ace That Maths Test

I'm sorry I didn't ace that maths test

I'm sorry I'm not the best of the best

im sorry I'm not enough but i cant do more

im sorry that I was fucking born

I never knew how much I needed her

until i lost her, now left alone and left a mess

living without her is like trying to live without water

drowning deep into a pool of my own loneliness

I wrote a song😨

I have the lyrics, just not the BGM.

“Pitiful Waste” - Lapis

TW

Lyrics:

If you or someone else is struggling, ask for help.

To all the people who are suffering or considering harming themselves, this is for you.

He’ll never be a real guy.

He knows it.

He always asks himself ‘why,’

‘Why was I born like this?’

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The cuts increased on his left arm

He used anything he could to harm himself

From broken chargers to plastic stars

Or the mint ribbon on the shelf

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

The pain escalates and hurts

It stays season to season

He’s getting worse and worse

He hasn’t told anyone

It hurts too much.

The world is full of hate.

His life sucks,

A pitiful waste.

When he ends it,

It’ll all be gone.

No more Lapis,

Just this dumb song.

i feel so scared of losing you

but i still wish I could let you go

just trust me when i tell you

if I did let you go, you would know

she taught me how to play the guitar

her hand touched mine and it felt surreal

it's so crazy, it's actually so bizarre

how she can make me feel

it's just you and me casually walking

all around us the red leaves falling

falling like i did for you

only their fall isn't half as cruel