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Wooo! 🥳

This is a writing where my character, Hwa Kai, is mostly seen as the cold, kinda reserved member of Stray Kids. Almost always having a straight face and looking like he's always in a mood but really he's a sweetheart.

My first story written on my Chromebook of the new school year. Yay! I finished this with 13% battery left because my charger isn't plugged in near my bed and I didn't want to get up yet 😅.

I can also use 'keep reading' now which I'm happy about!

(Yeah, I have now graduated and don’t have the Chromebook anymore 😅 and its finished but obviously haven’t posted it yet.)

"Isn't it a little early to be asleep?" Chan hears the amusement laced in the dancer's tone before turning his head to find Hyunjin’s gaze directed to Hwa Kai’s slumbering figure curled up on the couch.

"Let him be. We've all been busy and we had a long flight a couple days ago." Chan scolds lightly, humming when he brushes Kai’s hair from his face and then adjusts his blanket so he doesn’t get too cold.

Hyunjin notes their attire and furrows his brows together in curiosity. "You're leaving?" He questions and Felix nods his head. "We're just going on a walk to relax. It's not everyday we get to go out of the country." He responds casually when he adjusts the hat on his head before slipping his shoes on.

The ferret pouts a little at that and plops on the floor to lean back on the couch in front of Kai. "I wanna go out too but I feel so lazy today." He groans, earning a laugh from Changbin when he stands back up and grabs his hat. Chan has to silence him just so his voice doesn't wake you. "If Kai wakes up, have him come with you."

"But Hyung is tired." He reasons, hesitant to ask him since he knew how Kai could be whenever he was running low on energy. He didn't want to possibly ruin his mood more.

Chan is already dismissing the thought with a wave of his hand. "Just ask and if he doesn't want to, you can always ask the others when they come back." He suggests when they head for the door. "We'll see you later."

"Take care." Hyunjin calls after them, staring at the door once it's shut and he lets out a breath, a pout resting on his features as he looks back at the male next to him. He honestly has no idea why he decided to leave his bed to sleep on the couch, but he can't really do anything to make him go back since he would feel bad about having to ruin his sleep.

The boys know how little he's been getting lately so he does his best to keep quiet just so Kai can rest.

Judging by his tired expression, he knows that he would be needing it for the rest of the tour.

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It's been well over two hours since Hyunjin had been alone with Kai. Han entered the room at some point and left some food on the table, but as soon as he did, Minho was coming to collect the rapper so they could both go sightseeing, explaining that IN was already waiting in the hall.

And while they did ask Hyunjin if he wanted to come with them, a quick glance at Kai had him shaking his head and stating that he would be fine at the hotel.

They merely smiled at him before saying to call if he needed anything.

He wished that he went with them, because not even ten minutes after they left, Hyunjin was bored out of his mind, having given up on his phone and finished scrolling through random apps.

When he peeked over at Kai again, he assumed that he was finally awake, but he only stirred a little and moved to his side before sleep once more took over. He had to hold his breath the whole time before sighing heavily.

At first he found it funny how much he was sleeping today, but after a while and some noise from him clumsily tripping over a chair and the dual hair male had yet to react, he was a little more worried than anything.

Kai wasn't exactly a heavy sleeper, but it was clear that he was more tired than he let on.

By the third hour, Hyunjin finds his back against the couch, his phone playing a little bit of music while he randomly draws on the sketchpad he had packed with him for this trip. Some of his thoughts would be strewn about, nothing specific, a doodle of pie and his SKZOO in another page before he finally ended with a blank.

Pouting at the lack of inspiration, Hyunjin turns his head, Kai’s arm on clear display with his tattoo in his sights. The idea came before he could even think it over and one of his markers was soon on his skin, filling some portions of his tattoo with color as the raven haired boy hummed along to the song.

He remembers Kai first getting this one. It was the very first of many and he smiles a little to himself when he remembers how much Kai stressed about getting it. Since it was something he would forever have on his skin, it took months into considering the design before finally deciding to get it, much to his fans and members' delight.

He was happy to see the contentment on his face when he showed it off the first time. He didn't understand the sentiment at first, but after countless probing from not only the boys, he ended up explaining the tattoo in one of his Lives.

As quiet as Kai was, the boys knew how far his imagination could reach. But the meaning behind the tattoo would probably be one of his favorites of Kai’s stories when he told them how it symbolizes the people in his life.

Like a puzzle piece, he told them, every one of them fit into his life and made Kai whole. Each piece is designed to portray each member in black ink-work. He's embarrassed to admit that he teared up when he told them, but he had only given them all a smile afterwards.

The simplicity of the design held something deeper and that was enough for him.

It's only when Hyunjin reaches for the third color does he pause though and take a proper look at his handiwork. When he followed the length of Kai’s arm and saw his face, his own was drained of color and he promptly dropped his marker. Dread filled his entire body when he finally realized what he'd done and he scrambled to gather his things and flee from the scene before Kai could wake up.

"Yah! What are you doing?"

Changbin’s sudden entry, along with his panicked state, causes his head to collide with the coffee table right after picking his marker up, and the rest of his things scatter to the floor, the noise being enough to finally wake Kai up.

He was so screwed.

Hyunjin whines while rubbing his head, pouting as he sits on the carpeted floor before the sound of Kai’s deep groggy voice reaches his ears. "Hyunjin-ie?" He swears he wants the ground to swallow him whole at that given moment when he slowly turns his head, a nervous smile on his face when he looks up at the male whilst the rest of the members enter the room.

Felix looked a little surprised when he saw Kai’s now colored tattoo, but before he could say anything, Hyunjin was already scrambling to his feet and distanced himself in the event Kai grew upset.

"Hyung! You're finally awake." He tries not to get him to notice when he stretches and then rubs his eyes. "What time is it?" Kai asks while reaching for his phone and everyone watches as everything goes in slow motion for Hyunjin.

By the time he held the device in his hand, Kai’s eyes caught the now colorful puzzle piece on his arm, forcing himself to sit up to properly assess himself whilst Felix shot the panicking ferret a worried glance.

Kai had to do a double take since his mind was still a bit hazy, but once he saw that it was indeed colored in, he took a quick look at his members, the confusion plastered over Kai’s face before he's turning his gaze to the scared boy who was already bowing with apologies spilling from his lips.

"You colored my tattoo?" None of them can quite read his expression as he stared at the design again, so Jeongin moves to join him on the couch just so he could hopefully soothe him in the event it was needed. With his head on Kai’s shoulder, he takes a look at the tattoo with him and smiles a little to himself.

“Hey, that doesn't look so bad." He offers and Hyunjin wants to stop the vocalist from saying anything that could possibly get him to his grave faster, only to pause when he sees the ghost of a smile playing at Kai’s lips when he nods his head. "It is."

"It... is?"

He wasn't sure if it was his fear tricking him into thinking that he weren't upset, but seeing the surprise on everyone's face promised him that it wasn't just him as he hesitantly came back to the couch where Nam gladly welcomed him.

"You did a really nice job, Hyunjin." He praised and he took a look at the tattoo again before his face lit up. "Hey, what else were you adding to this?" Everyone was caught off guard by the question and Hyunjin struggled to find his voice, looking up and meeting Changbin's equally lost gaze for a moment before the rapper shrugged his shoulders, gesturing to the markers right after.

Carefully, he turned back to him before answering. "I was just coloring it." He mumbles and Kai hum before extending his arm in his direction, puzzling the younger for a moment while he just grinned softly at the younger boy. "Mind showing me the whole thing?"

Hyunjin looked to and from before he faced the two eldest members, seeing that they're both just as dumbfounded by the turn of events. Frankly, they were prepared for the worst as soon as Changbin caught Hyunjin filling his tattoo, but seeing how Kai attentively watched the Ravenette fill it with new ink, adding a few comments here and there to tell him that he liked the design, they all relaxed before finally proceeding further into the room.

Chan even giggled when he finally let the whole thing sink in. This would surely be another story that Stays would find amusing in the future. But as Chan took a peek later on to see how Kai and Hyunjin were doing, the leader smiled when he saw that Kai and Jeongin had now been accompanied by Han and Seungmin, talking about the tattoo and its new design.

This was probably one of the rare times they've seen him so relaxed, giggling along with the rest of the maknae line as all five of them, since Felix complained about being left out, happily chatted about the plans for the following days.

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"I had lunch with my family yesterday." Changbin shared, seeing that people were asking for a TMI. "I was joking about them treating me, but they really didn't let me pay anything. I tired to but they really wouldn't let me." He said with wide eyes, a faux amazed look on his face as he threw a thumbs up and Hyunjin Chuckled. "Seriously, they're amazing."

"You're boasting about your family again?" Kai chuckled when he entered the room, joining the pair, but they happily welcomed him, waving the black and blue haired male over and gesturing for him to sit down. "They were asking for TMI." The rapper explains and he nods his head in understanding, looking at the screen to see various people commenting his name so he can do a TMI.

Kai smile a little and wave before Hyunjin nudges him. "What about you?" He inquires and he has to think for a minute, racking his brain for anything interesting to tell everyone before he snaps his fingers. "Oh! I went back to the shop a couple days ago." he tells him, and Hyunjin looked a little confused before Namji rolled up his sleeve to reveal his now colored tattoo.

"It's pretty, right?" Hyunjin's face exploded in a million shades of red when he recognized the design, covering his suddenly burning face, while Changbin marveled at the sight, peering at the inked skin in wonder. Overwhelmed, Hyunjin lightly smacked Kai arm when his face cooled down, forcing it down and away from view. "Yah! I didn't know you were going to color it!" He screamed and he can only give him a confused look while rolling his sleeve back down.

"I told you that I liked it." It was his simple answer before he looked back at the camera as though it wasn't a big deal. "Hyunjin colored it when I was sleeping one day-"

"I was so scared."

He waves the comment away with a playful shrug and then continues whilst Changbin giggles in the background. "You should have seen Hyunjin's face that day." He claims. "He colored my tattoo because he got bored, but the outcome was really nice." Namji went on when Changbin took his arm again to inspect the design. "I haven't told the members about it yet, so this is the first reveal to everyone." He tells them and Hyunjin went quiet for a few good minutes, flustered that he had actually enjoyed his design so much to have it added into Kai’s already meaningful piece.

He was hit with a strong feeling of happiness and he couldn't help but cling to him for the entirety of the live. He had gotten a little shy while Kai and Changbin interacted with the fans, though the latter did send him teasing little grins every now and then.

"Hyung's tattoos all look so pretty that l'm considering getting one." he pouted, feeling a little envious of the designs Kai had on his body. "But it's so hard choosing a design." He adds before Kai lightly pats his head. "You can try sketching out some designs of your own or you can search for stuff online."

The conversation is lost in Hyunjin's head until they all decide to head back to the dorm. Even when he sees Kai conversing with the rest of the members, Hyunjin can't fight off the feeling of pride swelling in his chest whenever he catches sight of his new design.

"It added more meaning to what I already had. Not only am I complete, but it's like there's more life with how much color there is in my life."

I made myself sad thinking about it so I’m bringing you along for the ride. Also, where I live, is storm like crazy, thunder was so loud it set off a car alarm.

[This was my 100th post, wooo!! 🥳]

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Seeing all the boys with they’re counterparts made Kai happy, seeing them smile and play with them and laugh, It was sweet, really.

It also stung a little…

He had joined before the Five Star trailer was released, having been a mystery face throughout the trailer and sparking a lot of curiosity amongst the fans and tons of support was given to the mystery member, who was Choi KaiSeok.

Fans loved him in the comeback, they thought it was cool to have another deep voice join Felix’s and people love his visuals as well.

Kai loved being with the others, having got to know them and be around them way before Five Star started. It just stung a bit watching them have fun with the counterpart mascots.

He smiled weakly at all of them before walking backwards and off stage. The staff in the back were going to question him when he held up a hand and shook his head as he walked away to find a chair.

A few minutes later, Chan noticed that he was down one kid. Looking around, as they pass by, he asks the others if they’ve seen Kai which all have said no, not since the characters came out.

Chan sighs when he realizes why the male wasn’t on stage and feels bad. He continues on stage, not wanting to confuse the fans by suddenly leaving but he was tempted a few times, wanting to check on him.

When the characters leave, Kai walks back out shyly, his head hanging as he composed himself before looking up, making immediate eye contact with Chan who stood in front of him.

“You okay?” He asks gently, Kai can see it in his eyes that he knew why he left and gave a small smile. “I am, I promise.”

Chan pat his shoulder and the two walked over to the others, enjoying the rest of the night with fans.

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On the ride home, Kai curled into himself in the vehicle, a small sketch pad on his lap with a dim book light clipped to it.

He started with sketching random things. Graffiti of his members names, different styles of stars, small doodles, then he started sketching the skzoo characters in his cartoon-like style with sharp edges and cute eyes before starting to sketch them in a chibi style.

Flipping the page, he starts drawing them as they are made, zoning out to his music and just doodling before he’s brought back to reality by a bump in the road and his gripping his pad while collecting himself at the sudden jump then looking back down to see he drew nine animals.

He doodled them all huddled together with smiles on their faces, Quokka on WolfChan’s back and Bbokari sitting in front of Jiniret who has his paws resting on the chicks head are drawn in the center with the others on either side of them. Drawn standing slightly off to the side was another character, a duck, it’s head tilted in a cute manner as he waves with his legs together and other paw behind his back.

Kai stared at the other character for a moment before his hand moved and he wrote “DucKai” under it with a star and a heart. He stared at the drawing for a moment, it’s WolfChan like eyes, BbokAri face and a small Jiniret like smile on his beak suddenly have tears build up in Kai’s eyes before he blinks them away with a deep breath while putting his sketchbook away after ripping the page out, missing how a tear fell onto the page.

Exiting the car, he slowly followed behind the others, stopping when the members he’s staying with stopped to open the door before they walked in. He was like Hyunjin, the both of them having to deal with gym-racha, but at least Hyunjin wasn’t alone with gym-racha anymore.

Kai slept on a small air mattress in Hyunjin’s room but he always ends up in Hyunjin’s bed by morning. They made art together, at one point Hyunjin painted a small picture then came back to see it was inked with cute doodles following the paint strokes.

Kai walked into the room, throwing the balled up doodle near the trash can before deciding which bed to flop onto, choosing the dancers bed anyway.

Hyunjin had kicked the ball of paper when he returned, picking it up and un-crumpling it, it wasn’t the paper he used so he was curious, soon turning to shock when he looks over the drawing. He glances at the male dozing on his bed before walking out to find Chan, who was in the kitchen.

“Look what I found.” He says quietly as Chan turned to him and took the paper. “Aw…this is cute but…why is it all crumpled?” “I found it balled up, I think this is Kai’s.”

“DucKai…It looks so cute….” He whispers. “I wonder why he balled it up…” He questioned before giving it back to Hyunjin. “Did you know he left stage today?” “No, why?” The younger asked in concern. “Our skzoo were on stage…he doesn’t have one…” “W-We could get him one. He has a sketch of what he wants.”

After much conversation the next day, they agreed that they should help Kai have his own Skzoo character. They decided to take it up with their manager, the designer of the other skzoo’s and the people who created the plushies to create a new character based on Kai's sketch. The boys knew it wouldn't be an easy task, but they were determined.

In the meantime, they had to keep this a secret from Kai. They didn't want to get his hopes up in case things didn't work out. Kai was oblivious to all this, he just assumed that the others were busier than usual.

Finally, after several weeks of effort, they had the first prototype of the DucKai Skzoo character in their hands. It was perfect, exactly like Kai's sketch. The boys were overjoyed. They couldn't wait to show it to Kai.

They decided to surprise him during a group live. They all sat on a couch, reading comments and having fun. Kai fiddles with the Quokka in his hands, softly flicking his paws back and forth, his stupor being broken when someone read a comment. “Oh my gosh, they’re all holding a plushie!! Where did the other one come from?” Kai looked up at Felix who read the comment then looked around.

All of them were holding different plushies, one person should be left out but he was surprised to see that all of them actually had a plush. He looked at all of them, He had Quokka, Han had Leebit, Minho had Bbokari, Felix had Jiniret, Hyunjin had PuppyM, Seungmin had FoxI.Ny, I.N had Dweakki, and Changbin had WolfChan.

Looking to Chan he saw a new plushie, a duck, the same as his sketch. Kai’s mouth fell open as he moved his eyes to Chan’s, the older male smiling at Kai and handing it to him, taking the Quokka from him.

Kai was stunned. He couldn't believe his eyes. His own Skzoo character that he had doodled was now a reality. He looked at the other boys, their faces beaming with happiness and pride. They had done this for him. He was overwhelmed. He didn't know what to say. He just smiled at the boys, his eyes welling up with tears as he hid his face from the camera that was still live.

"Thank you," he whispered, his voice choked with emotion. "Thank you so much."

The boys smiled at each other. They had done it. They had made Kai's dream come true. And seeing the happiness on Kai's face, they knew that all their hard work had been worth it.

And thus, DucKai joined the Skzoo family, a testament to the boys' friendship and their love for Kai. From then on, Kai was never alone with the Skzoo family. And every time he looked at his Skzoo character, he was reminded of the boys' gesture and how much they cared for him and how much they loved him in the family. It was a moment that Kai would cherish forever.

Fans also fell in love with DucKai, happy to finally get merch for Kai and excited that the boys added Kai to the Skzoo family. Fans are more then excited to see what DucKai and the other Skzoo’s have for the future along with their human counterparts.

This is just a filler fic 😁

(18.03.24- This filler was when I was making my "More than Groupmates" series which i've put a temporary stop to as I just can't get in the right headspace to finish. I rewrote it for Male reader and changed it up a bit. Honestly I think it's better and I will definitely be using Kitten for Minho in the future.)

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“Hey, who did Minho’s hair?” One of the staffs ask as he poked his head into the room the boys were just in to get ready for their performance.

“Uh, I think Mn did, sir.” “I wonder how he does it.” “Does what, sir?” “He always manages to get his hair just right, it’s impressive.”

—-Minutes earlier-—

“That’s it, Kitty~” The cosmetologist praised as his hand carded through the idols hair, gripping it occasionally but otherwise being gentle.

“ah~” The dancer huffs as he leans into his hand, letting him mess his hair up as he lazily rocked his hips back and forth to lazily bounce on Mn's dick.

He never thought he’d be like this with his hairdresser but Mn was just gorgeous, so tempting. If he looks this good, no wonder he was able to get this job and apply it to others.

Minho whines as he sits further back on his lap, Mn going impossibly deeper as the artist grabbed the idols hips and shallowly started thrusting up into the other, Minho’s right hand gripped Mn's upper arm tightly as his left gripped at the nape of his neck, pulling him closer to ground himself as his face burns in it place on Mn's shoulder, mouth open letting out soft noises, every thrust having him grip Mn closer as he resists the urge to let out full blown moans given the fact they were just in a changing room with not a lot of doing coverage.

“Fu- Ah! G-Gonna-“ He couldn’t even finish his sentence, he felt too good but his hips grew tired and Mn could see that, grabbing his hips and calming him down but not stopping his movements.

“Minho, hey, it’s okay.” Mn started slowing down a little making the other whine. “N-No d-don’t stop.” “I’m not going to, kitten, don’t worry.” Mn moved the hand on the brunette’s hip to his front and with the added strokes, Minho choked on his own cry as he came into the stylist's fist.

Even after his climax he didn’t stop moving as Mn finally removed his hand from Minho’s hair and checked his watch. “Minnie, you go on in a couple minutes.” He gasps and lifts his head. Mn’s eyes softened with a hint of panic when he noticed small tears run down his face, not intentionally meaning to make him cry and ruin his makeup artist friends work. Luckily it was just his liner and blush but still.

“B-But you-“ Minho stuttered and tried to move his hips, feeling bad that he couldn’t help his hairdresser finish with the small time they had. “It’s okay. You were feeling nervous and I needed to do your hair.” Mn reached up and moved one strand. “It looks prefect so my task is done.” He smiled softly but all he got was a whine in response and Minho trying to move.

Minho would’ve gotten off of him and move down to help him finish with a blowjob but he liked feeling full as he leaned forward and kissed his neck. Mn's woodsy cologne was intoxicating as he moved faster, his tired sensitive thighs aching as he tried to move the way he could remember Mn liked. He also wanted to be full.

The thought of Mn's cum dripping while he’s on stage spurred him on, no one knowing that it’s happening but it’s there where he could possibly feel it while dancing.

“Kit- Minho, w-wait, don’t do that.” His hips moved in a circle as he licked and kissed Mn's neck, his hand unzipping the stylist's leather jacket, dragging a hand over his black tank top covered chest then moving the top out of the way to drag his nails over the males toned stomach. With a small gasp and Minho biting the area under his chin next to his adams apple, Mn came inside Minho, gripping the dancers hips tightly to hold him down.

Mn let out a gentle moan before stuttering out, "I-Idiot, now I gotta go...find the plug.” “N-No…” “No?” “I-I want t-to feel it…” “While on stage? With the others and your fans.” A quiet moan morphing into a whimper escapes Minho as he jerks. “Huh, never thought you’d be into that. You being the only one who knows about something while others have no idea? While STAY has no idea you did something so incredibly lewd and filthy before dancing on stage in front of them?”

“S-Stop talking…I’ll get turned on again.” “Okay, slut, get up and put your pants back on.” Minho slaps him and Mn smiles, Minho’s right back to his usual self as he gets off Mn's softened member and pulls his pants back on. He lets out a small noise when he already feels it dripping out and leans against the wall, both to collect himself and get feeling back into his legs.

“You sure you don’t want the plug?” “Y-yeah. It’s weird to move with anyway.” He mumbles out, kind of embarrassed that Mn just casually has a plug with him.

“Is my hair okay?” “Have I ever done you wrong, Kitten?” Mn smirks. “Your biased cause you made it this way, I’ll ask someone else.”

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Mn smiles as he watches the screen backstage with the other staff members. “Is Minho okay? He seems a bit wobbily.” An outfit stylists questions. “Yeah, he’s fine. Possibly didn’t eat beforehand.” Another makeup artist responded. “He ate.” Glancing at Mn with a confused look, the makeup artist looked confused while his best friend tapped his arm.

“Next time you do his hair, please watch the makeup.” Mn smirks and whispers back. “Maybe send him to me before doing his makeup.” “I’d still have to work with the tears.” “Tough.” He said but laughed when his friend groaned with a sigh and turned back to the screen.

His eyes turn dark when it hits him again that Minho was seriously on stage currently, his cum dripping out of him and probably staining his boxers, now becoming impatient to see the idol again as he stepped back to hide behind the group of staff, shielding his hard on that’s growing in his pants.

God, he loves his kitten so much.

'Tis another Stray Kids Story.

It's sad at the start but soon gets cheery

The MC is named Lang Sinjoon and has a sister named Lang Minjoon.

Sinjoon is in the middle like he's younger than chan but older than I.N. so he's 21 like Hyunjin and Changbin.

During the intermission where we took a moment to say some things and just talk to the Stays, out of the corner of my eye I see someone waving, I look over and see my little sister. I wonder what she's doing here? I wave back to her and smile, Chan soon saying to enjoy the rest of the show.

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The first thing I see walking off stage is my sister. She runs up to me and hugs me. I laugh, she's a big fan and not just because I'm in the group. "Hey, Lai, what are you doing here?" "I had to get my mind off something." She says...rather sadly. "Lai, what's wrong?" "Um, nothing, Joonie Oppa, I'm kinda over it now anyway. I think I'm gonna go say hi to Felix." I'm skeptical of her sadness but laugh when she mentions Felix because they recently became friends.

Soon our manager came up to me and handed me a phone, my phone, and my mom was calling. "It's been ringing for a while now, I told her the first time to call you back in a moment." I nod and take the phone and answered it.

"Hello, mama?" I greet her in Japanese since half of the family is from there and is more comfortable with that language. "Sinjoon, How was your concert?" "It was good, mom. Are you okay? It sounds like you've been crying." I hear her take a deep breath and another sob comes out. "Mom? Why are you crying? What happened?" I start to freak out and I look over to see the boys looking at me along with Lai who looks guilty and hiding behind Felix. "Your Yang Hyung passed away, Joonie. We don't know how yet but we will soon. I know you just had a fun time and I'm sorry to ruin it. I have to go comfort your father. I'm so sorry, Lang." The line beeps when she hangs up and I'm still staring at the wall in front of me. I take the phone away from my ear.

Yang was one of my top supporters when I said I wanted to be a singer and performer. When he heard I was in stray kids he had mom and dad send me snacks and stuff for me to share from Canada as a congratulations gift along with his favorite bracelet. It was finally all processed and I was brought back to reality by I.N. "Lang Hyung?" I inhale and let out a choked sob as my knees buckle and I fall to the ground. "Lang..." I hear someone call out concerned but I'm too lost in my thoughts.

I bring my hand up to muffle my crying with the back of it and my left hand is gripped onto someone's shirt. I move to wrap my free arm around the person's neck and feel something soft. It has to be Lai because for this concert we all wore leather jackets. I grip onto her sweater and she hugs me tighter. There's too much going on in my head, I can't stop crying, I can't breathe...

I let go of Lai and stand, I quickly make my way to the dressing room we got ready in, luckily it was empty. I shut the door and let out a sob. I keep repeating the same thing 'He can't be gone...' 'Yannie still here...' 'This isn't real...' as I pace.

I was crying and muttering I didn't hear anyone coming in before I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turn to see Chan Hyung. The look on his face, Concerned and caring, Lai must've told. "Chan..." He shook his head and brought me into a hug and I finally let out my cries. "He-He's gone Channie." I cry out. He doesn't say anything, probably not knowing what to say but just letting me get it out.

"I was going to say, it's going to be okay, but that's of course not helpful." I chuckle through my cries. "In my opinion, that's all someone can say in this situation." "Did Lai tell you?" "No, the manager did. Lai tried to but she felt bad for not telling you when she saw you. They're trying to calm her down."

I nod on his shoulder, my crying had almost come to an end but I didn't want to let go of him yet. I loosen my grip around his neck and sigh. "Thank you, Hyung." He hums. "For what?" "Being so..." I pulled away from him and looked at him. He reached up and wiped my face with his shirt sleeve under his jacket, I chuckle. "For being you and so caring and just...ugh! You!" Chan laughs at my explanation "I think I get it. Thank you." "You remind me so much of Yannie and that's how I got through my homesickness." "Is that why you only come to me when you're having a bad day?" I nod and hug him. "Wow, Now I feel even more like a big brother." I laugh and pull away. "I wanna go see the others." "Are you sure?" "Or they can come to me, either one."

Chan walks out with me and we see the others waiting outside the room. "Joonie Hyung, are you okay?" I.N. asked first and came up to me. "Yeah, I'm okay." "Joon, I'm sorry for not telling you why I was here. You were having so much fun with your friends and I didn't want to ruin it." I hug her so she stops crying. "It's okay, Lai." He relaxes and hugs me back. "Now, what are you doing in Korea?" I ask as I pull away. "I came to see you in concert. You were so good, Joon Oppa." "Okay, I know you're taking Korean classes but calm down with the honorifics." Lai shyly laughs and I tickle her side. "Mom and Dad flew me out here so I could come to see you and the guys. She said to just contact her when I want to come home." "Where are you staying?" "A hotel not that far from here."

Han spoke before me. "That's not right, you should stay with your Oppa." "Wait, but isn't that in the dorms..." I could tell she was holding back her excitement. "Yep, you are the only lucky Stay that gets to be with Stray Kids," Chan says and she squeals. "That's so awesome!"

My best friend is going into Basic training soon and I don’t fucking know how I’m gonna be without him.

I literally spent half an hour crying cause as lame as it sounds he does a lot for me.

He reminds me to eat, drink water, keeps the bad thoughts at bay, validates everything good I do cause I crave validation.

I can’t text him

I can’t go to him in a panic attack

I can’t distract myself from over thinking

Besides that, my attachment issues with my friends feels like it’s crumbling cause they’re all in college, going to college, going to BT and I feel like I’m losing them even though I know they’re my family and I’ll never lose them but it just hurts cause I’m trying to get to a point where I can thrive from my art without going to college even though I know I should go to college to learn more.

I feel like I have some weird FOMO even when I’m not really missing out on anything. Maybe it’s because I don’t have a true plan while they’re all going to college or military, I’m not sure.

Where the fuck did time go….

How is he already about to go into BT…

How is it already time for my other friends to be in college…

Graduation felt like a week ago…

What the hell happened….

Take me back to my senior year…where I didn’t have to worry about losing my favorite people…

I need my mom to take me to my school at some point soon…I’m losing hope and I just want to see my teachers…I need to see my teachers…and my underclassmen friends…

I feel so alone…

Hmmm, Vampire Poly Stray Kids? me says yes.

9th member au? Also yes.

Everything will Be Alright

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Warnings? Uh, thinking head there’s bondage(in a captive/hostage kind of way), blood, Chan (the whole group) being angry but he’s the maddest one, Lee Know Abuse but it’s very small mention and ends fast, fluff towards the end?, and some Angst I believe

How would you describe being in a group of vampires? Dylan doesn’t know but being the only human in the group? Oh boy, he was kind of terrified.

At first, he wasn't, having grown up with a vampire father and relatives, getting his mother's human genes. He was used to vampire life and whatnot.

He knew his group was all together and he respected that but never really thought of being polyamorous so he just stayed in his corner of gay. The boys respected it but over time, around their third debut anniversary, one of them has grown to want more from him, and not just his love.

That's how the group got to where they are now, 2 months before their next anniversary, frantically trying to call the Canadian on his phone but getting nothing, looking everywhere and anywhere for where he could've been but no luck.

Dylan had gone home from practice one day early as his headache from that morning hadn't gone away like he hoped it would. Lee Know offered to walk him home knowing other vampires would smell their "scent" on him. He was just protecting him, unfortunately from the wrong people.

They got to their destination and Minho locked the door behind him as Dylan went to his room. He followed the younger into his room and seemingly wasted no time to take the cloth he had on him and gag the boy who fought in his hold. He then bound his wrists with the belt Dylan had previously taken off and dragged the blonde to his room and into his closet. The boy was confused and scared, he trusted Lee Know the most along with Chan as they were the oldest. He screamed as Minho smirked and closed the doors.

That's how for the past three weeks, right under his group's noses, Lee Know has been getting a personal blood supply and more. At the end of the first week, one of Minho's bites sunk lower than he had been doing and he managed to turn the human but that didn't stop him as he became addicted to the boy.

"Channie, will we ever find him?" The youngest member asked while he, Chan, and Seungmin sat on the couch, the others outside looking for Dylan. "We will. He's around here somewhere. I just hope we find him soon, Stay is beginning to worry."

Directly behind them in Minho's room, mentioned male was clamping his hand over Dylan's mouth to muffle his screams as he drank more. He pulled back and licked the blood that dripped then pulled back to look into his eyes. His skin had gotten paler and his eyes turned red surprisingly mixing with his human eye color, a deep blue, giving him the rare coloring of Lilac.

"You're so handsome, Duyong." He said softly as his knuckle brushed over his cheekbone making the boy flinch and let out a sob from behind the cloth he still had gagging him. He didn't like how possessive his Korean name came out of his mouth. Minho dropped him back onto the closet floor and left the room, Dylan curling in on himself and crying like he always does after moments like these.

Minho exited the room and fixed himself, retracting his fangs and shifting his eyes back from red. "Any luck?" He said calmly entering the living room.

"No, nothing," Chan grumbled and glanced up at him as he sat next to him. I.N was to Minho's left and he sat up with furrowed eyebrows. He reached out and turned his boyfriend’s head and let his thumb swipe across his lower lip to pick up blood Minho had missed. "Hyung, what is this?" He asked him and the others looked over. "Blood? I was having my weekly drink." He half lied. I.N licked the blood off his thumb and his eyes widened. "Channie, this is vampire blood." He said looking at the oldest. His eyebrows furrowed too and looked at Minho who tried to not look suspicious.

A crash was then heard and Minho cursed under his breath, Dylan had managed to slip out of the belt and leave the closest but was still dizzy and knocked over something on Minho's dresser.

I.N was the first to get up and go to his room, opening the door to see Dylan ripping out the gag and coughing as his dry throat stung from screaming and crying. "Hyung!" The youngest cried and ran over to him pulling him into a hug and letting him cry.

Chan was next to them quickly and looked over the male, noticing his skin, and then the marks on his neck. The pieces clicked and his eyes instantly turned red as he stood and whipped around to Minho. "What did you do to him!?" He questioned and stepped aside letting Seungmin go to the others.

The others returned, feeling the anger coming from Chan where they walked, and quickly going back to their home. Felix and Changbin were the first one to return and ran to where they heard the crying.

The first thing they saw was their angry leader stalking towards Minho “Chan, what happened?” Felix asked. “Minho has been feeding off Dylan.” He replied and the two looked behind him to see I.N and Seungmin trying to calm him. “He also turned him.” He continued and Changbin got protective over the male as well and turn towards him. “He trusted you, Minho! Why would you do this??” Chan yelled again and the others finally joined and just stood back, knowing to not intervene yet.

“I wanted him for myself.” “So you kidnap him?!” He got closer to him and Minho actually got scared as his boyfriends had bared their fangs at him. “We were told to protect Dylan as he was a human in a vampire world!” Changbin yelled.

“Are you okay?” Felix asked as he had kneeled next to Dylan. He shook his head and his sobbing hasn’t stopped. “Hey, it’s okay. We found you, we’re going to help you.” Hyunjin came over and helped the male up. “Let’s get him out of here. Something tells me something bad is going to happen.” He said and they helped him out of the room. When Dylan was walked past Chan he stopped and grabbed his arm which made the male look over and he nodded his head letting him know he’ll do nothing wrong.

Hyunjin and Seungmin stayed with Dylan on the couch and Hyunjin did his best to help with the bites on his neck. "Hyung?" Seungmin said getting his attention and he hummed. "Are you okay?" "N-no...part of me is scared a-and I don't want to be n-near him but I'm also scared about you're guy's relationship." He whispered and leaned onto Hyunjin when he was pulled into another hug.

"We'll figure that out later." "You-you wanna know something?" Dylan asked the two and he got hums as a reply. "Minho-hyung didn't only lose my trust..." He mumbled and his fist tightened on Hyunjin's shirt. "What else?" He was asked and got a muffled answer, slightly scared of the reaction. "What was that?" Hyunjin asked getting closer. "My...my love..." He whispered under his breath.

Seungmin gasped and looked at Hyunjin. "I f-figured it out around the time we made our christmas songs that I loved him..." He let out a small sob. "L-Loved you all..." He removed himself from Hyunjin and hid his face in his hands.

"Hey, it's okay. What did you say? I couldn't hear you." Hyunjin asked. He fussed into his palms and flinched and looked up when he finally heard the noises coming from the room behind them. "Chan..." He made to stand up but he was pulled back. "That's been happening this whole time, you just heard it?" He was asked and he softly sat back down. "I g-guess but I-I want to check on them..." "First, answer my last question. What did you say?" He didn't answer but got up off the couch and walked to the bedroom after giving Hyunjin and Seungmin a kiss and leaving them stunned.

Getting to the room he opened the door and saw Minho on the floor with Chan and Changbin above him. He was laying on his stomach letting out slight sobs and he has small cuts on his arms, torso, and face. Chan went to grab Minho and pull him up when Dylan saw the blood on his nails.

He didn't know what happened when his feet moved first and now he stood in front of Chan holding his wrist. Red met Lilac and Chan froze at the unique color. "I think you've done enough, hyung." He said, he was only focused on Chan, forgetting Changbin was there too and he looked over his shoulder to see Changbin acted upon what Chan was going to do and pinned him to the wall by his neck.

He slightly pushed Chan's arm away and went over to him and tried to pull him away but nothing worked. He looked over to Chan but he had left the room to calm down. He looked back when Minho gasped.

"Changbin." He said trying to gain his attention, he's never seen him so protective or angry. He groaned and forcefully turned his head to make him look at him. His face softened like Chan's when he saw his eyes and he kept eye contact as he reached towards Minho and tried to slip his hand between his neck and Changbin's hand.

A moment of silence and he spoke. "You're scaring him..." He whispers and the hand loosens. "He loves you, Bin, but he's scared." he continued and he heard Minho fall to the floor and finally broke eye contact and kneeled on the floor. "I-I'm sorry, Duyong, I-I'm so sorry..." He went to continue his apologise when a cry came out.

He did his best to calm the older down, he was still scared but seeing him like this he felt bad. Minho mumbled apologies and the best way Dylan knew at the moment to get him to shut up was to kiss him.

He pulled back and spoke before Minho. “I need you to calm down, hyung, and just because i did that doesn’t mean I don’t dislike you anymore.” He nods with wide eyes and his blabbering had stopped with just small sobs.

He stood and left Minho, knowing his scratches would heal soon. He walked out to the livingroom to see the two that lashed out, Chan helping Changbin wipe his hands clean.

“Will this change anything?” He heard Changbin ask him and the older sighed. “I don’t know.” He mumbled and walked away when his hands were clean. He wanted to follow after the two but arms were around him preventing him from doing so. He looked back and saw a more healed Lee Know. He mumbled one more apology and went to let go when Dylan held him. He let go again and let out shakey breathes as he tried to hold his cries.

“I-I love you, Duyong, I’m sorry for what I did.” The younger sighed and tightened his hold. “I won’t say it yet, you have to earn it.” Lee Know backed away and held his face. “I will, I will. Thank you, Duyong.” He let out a small sob and whispered. “I don’t deserve your forgiveness for what i’ve done to you…” He kissed his forehead and hugged him tightly again.

Meanwhille, Hyunjin and Seungmin told Chan and Changbin what Dylan told them before he left to split them up. Chan was shocked but Changbin watched Dylan kiss Minho to shut him up then left. The all walked back out of the kitchen when they heard Lee Know’s sob and saw him clinging onto Dylan.

Chan went to go pull Dylan back but was stopped by Seungmin holding his arm when he saw the raven pick up his head and hesitantly lay a soft kiss on his head. “Dylan?” Changbin called out and they separated. “You okay?” He nods. “Yeah, just giving him a hug. I’m Okay.”

“Can we talk about what you did with them before coming to us?” “S-Sure.” He walked to the couch and Lee Know took to going back to his room. “What did you say before leaving? You said it wasn’t until a certain point you loved him and…” Hyunjin trailed off hoping Dylan would finish. “And I figured out I loved you all. Was just scared up til now that you wouldn’t want a 9th partner so I just stayed in my corner.”

“You kidding?” They looked up and saw I.N come out of his room with Felix when they planned to check on the others. He quickly made his way to Dylan and jumped on him, giving him a hug. Dylan held the younger vampire in his arms and reciprocated the hug just as tight. “We all love, Duyong-Hyung!” He pulled back and smiled. “We’ve loved you since our 2nd debut anniversary.” “R-really?” He nods with a big smile. “I’d love to join if that’s okay…”

I.N’s reply had Dylan melting. His kiss was soft and he could feel the love the youngest had for him. “More then okay.” He replied and hugged him again with a giggle.

“I think it’s time for bed.” Chan said and mentioned he would tell the ones that weren’t in the room tomorrow which was just Han and Lee Know.

Dylan chose to be with Lee Know tonight which had the most protective vampire a bit worried but he said he would be okay. He walked into his room with Changbin as he also sleeps in there and carefully climbed in front of Lee Know under the covers.

He just laid there as Changbin got in as well but his back was to Lee Know, kind of rude but Dylan understood why. Kinda questioned why he didn’t go to Han or the others but ignored it as his shuffling under the blankets woke the male i front of him.

He glanced behind him to see Changbin’s back then turned back around to see Dylan. He whispered a small ‘hi’ and Lee Know wasted no time in holding him in his grasp. He buried his face on the left of his neck and tightly wrapped his arms around his waist, Dylan wrapped his arms around him and reached a hand up to Lee Know’s head to comb his fingers through his hair.

He knew it would take a while until he was fully forgiven, Dylan knew it would take a while until he would say ‘I Love you’ and call him his boyfriend and Dylan put that thought for later as he was hugged tighter and Changbin finally rolled over and put an arm over Lee Know.

He looked over at Changbin and saw him with a small smile before he closed his eyes and laid a small kiss on Dylan’s arm and Lee Know’s head before putting his head on the pillow and falling asleep shortly after.

Dylan rested his head on the top of Lee Know’s , since that’s all he could reach with being hugged so close, and closed his eyes.

Yeah, Everything will (hopefully) be alright in the group.