To Be Fair To Lestat If My Husband And Child Attempted To Murder Me Via Throat Slit (among Other Things)

To be fair to lestat if my husband and child attempted to murder me via throat slit (among other things) I would also not let that shit go, even after having forgiven them. Like oh? you want me to give you a turn on the remote? you gonna slit my throat about it?

at least he's serving cunt while being petty, wear that choker babe!

not to be that girl but when I see yall reference to / draw "that half blank half apocalyptic look" on Armand he always looks uncanny and like, supposed to be scary. Which surprises me because that is not how I envisioned that line at all lmao so mayhaps I am the problem but my interpretation was always that the "half blank half apocalyptic look" was the look he had when his PTSD triggered and he's partially dissociated, partially terrified, partially desperate, partially not even in the room anymore. flashbacking etc. which would also explain why louis was like So what's it gonna be? Fight or Fawn? your two trauma responses? You gonna deal with these feelings with anger or appeasement? Or your other coping mechanism turning it into a sex thing? Is that not how you guys perceived that line too? am I tweaking?

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whenever i get sad that i don’t have friends to worship and do rituals with, I remember that birds sing love songs into the sky everyday, and the grass dances in the wind when it blows. And the clouds blush at the sunset, and the wind whistles tunes, and the bees hum, and the deer trot. And then I remember that the river runs, and the flowers open themselves to the sun, and the bugs sleep on warm leaves. and as I walk and pray, perhaps the rabbits nibbling on shrubs are praying too, perhaps that’s why the spider spun her web so beautifully. and then I remember that I’m not worshipping alone. I never was.

everyone talks about how Rapunzel is marketed with her long blonde hair but no one really mentions how Eugene is always marketed with the name "Flynn." interesting that neither character is allowed to shed these symbols of their traumatic childhood bc their growth isn't seen as marketable

God is love, God is us, God is in being around others, because God is in everybody

On finding God through love, nature,  and the universe

Dostoevsky // entry from the google doc I use as a diary // pantheism definition // WEBB telescope // Tolstoy- War and Peace // photo of Lake Superior // tumblr user apollomusing // Great Comet- Dust and Ashes // Drawn Together // another entry from the google doc I use as a diary // Minecraft end poem