Somebody Asked, But I Accidentally Deleted The Anon Im So Sorry. Also My Apologies For Answering This

Somebody asked, but I accidentally deleted the anon ☹️😤 I’m so sorry. Also my apologies for answering this so late.

Basically, they asked me what are the dramas that I’ve watched. Truth be told, I didn’t start watching dramas until this year, but I do have a list. I don’t exactly remember when I started watching them (I wanna say somewhere in May) but I don’t think I’ve watched a western-media show or movies this year. These are listed in the order I watched them and I’ve indicated their region and where I watched them.

I won’t be putting summaries or thoughts here because…. that wasn’t the question 😑 plus, I’m not the best at summaries. If you would like to know my thoughts on any of these though, don’t be afraid to ask 😊

The Untamed (Chinese) Netflix

Legend of Fei (Chinese) Viki

Kingdom (Korean) Netflix

Color Rush (Korean) Viki

Word of Honor (Chinese) Viki

Shadow (Chinese) Netflix

Heaven Official’s Blessing (Chinese) Netflix

Eternal Summer (Chinese) Netflix

The Rise of Phoenixes (Chinese) Netflix

The Yin Yang Master (Chinese) Netflix

Begin Again (Chinese) YouTube

Squid Game (Korean) Netflix

The King: Eternal Monarch (Korean) Netflix

The Guest (Korean) Netflix

I don’t know why I’m drawn more to Chinese dramas, but I am and most of these are actually historical dramas (I have many reasons why I’m drawn to these). Also, it doesn’t matter where the film or series is produced (western, asian, whatever) I usually travel between dramas based on similar actors. For example, Wang Yibo was in The Untamed and Legend of Fei. Gong Jun was in Word of Honor and Begin Again. Chen Kun was in The Rise of Phoenixes and The Yin Yang Master. I don’t always watch them right after one another, but I have a huge list of dramas I want to watch and many of them have actors that have been in dramas I’ve watched. Also, contrary to popular belief (especially bc of this list💀), I’m actually not a huge romance watcher, but I do think it has grown on me since I’ve gotten a bit older. 

I’m sorry if my blog is misleading at the moment. I did have an idea for what I wanted to so on here, but I’m kinda scared now. Anyways, I’ll get back to you on this topic. 

I wrote a letter to Namjoon today.

I haven’t been doing well at all recently and I genuinely have nobody to talk to. Something in me told me to write letter to Namjoon, so I did. Maybe it’s because bts write so many letters to us. I decided to share with the class because…. I don’t really know why. I truly don’t even think anybody is gonna see this, but if you do and you ever feel down, try writing a letter to your idol or whoever. It helped me feel a bit better in the moment, it might help you too.

Anyways this is probably the cheesiest letter you’ve ever read, but I whole-heartedly stand by it 🙃

*my handwriting is kinda hard to read, I’ve been told😅*

“Dear Namjoon,

I just wanted to say that I’m so proud of you. I am so proud of you. You have genuinely grown as a person and I promise you, it doesn’t go unnoticed. Your passion overflows in everything you do. It doesn’t go unnoticed. I promise. You lead with your entire heart and inspire so many everyday. You write your lyrics with the deepest honesty. Your words are some of the most beautiful and sincere messages I’ve ever heard. Your mind is truly something out of this world. All of the light is followed by a shadow though and from your honesty, I understand that your thoughts and feelings aren’t that beautiful. That’s okay. Not everything can be good all the time. Thank you for having the courage to share something so vulnerable. You are so strong, Namjoon. Your are not alone and you help so many people to not feel so alone too. You are so loved and so incredible strong. You’re gonna be okay. There’s a lot of bad and people who will spend all of there energy trying to bring you down for their own satisfaction. They will try to make you feel less than what you are. It’s not true. You have defied so many odds and overcome so many challenges. I’m sure there’s many I don’t know about. Don’t let them or your thoughts belittle you. You deserve to be where you are. Your presence is absolutely beautiful and powerful and inspiring and you deserve to be here. Thank you so much. Thank you for working endlessly. Thank you for leading and caring for the members so well. Thank you for showing how to truly grow into a good person and for spreading your messages of encouragement, knowledge, and love. Thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable and open with your feelings. Thank you so much. I love you more than words can describe. I’ll always be with you and carry your courage with me wherever I go.

I purple you 💜”

I dont think jhope has a alcohol intolerance because he says in the vlive he likes whiskey which is 2 twice as strong as soju. Being Red from drinking is normal to. But It’s surely an interesting idea that he could have another reason why he doesn’t handle alcohol well 🤗

Yeah 😅 the more I wrote, the more there were points that went back and forth. I wasn’t trying to imply that he does have it, but it kinda turned out that way. 😔 It’s also difficult bc people can have different levels of intolerance. But I do know a lot of people that react to alcohol very differently, no matter how the type, amount, preference so...

It was more just supposed to be “Hey, look at this interesting thing I know.” and an ice-breaker for my blog, so that’s why I ended talking about Jhope too. But I do appreciate the feedback. I was probably reaching a bit in that post, sorry about that.

I just wanted to give my thoughts about the James Corden/BTS situation. If you don’t want to hear it, then you can leave.

I, personally, had a problem with the 15 year-old girl joke. I think it was degrading to both armys and bts themselves. We’re not all stalker-obsessed, hormonal teenagers, you know what I’m saying. It was degrading to BTS because, to me, they have some of the most mature and complex music I’ve ever seen. They’ve talked about topics that other artists don’t even think to write about and I think their music is a good introduction to certain topics for people of a younger audience, where they can then do their own research and learn something new. But it has the maturity level to be a conversation between grown adults. (I hope that made sense)

That being said, personally, I was initially more in shock that he said it, rather then being mad about it. I got over it kinda quickly and was kinda curious about how it would turn out in the future. I was more upset about that article that Billboard put out, than I was about this situation.

I think it rubbed a lot of people the wrong way because for so long now, even tho BTS has grown so big, the image of army for some reason stayed the same, almost. There are way more armys that just stay in their place, support the artists, support other armys, support people BTS work with, and strive to make change in this world. For some reason, all of that is over-shadowed by people who send death threats, people who just do extremely dumb shit, sasaengs, and every other bad stigma you may have faced. I don’t think people expected James to make that joke when he was in fact talking about the UN assembly. But also, like he said in the most recent interview, he was quite literally taking a jab at himself too, bc he himself is an army. The disconnect came from the fact that we don’t know how James truly feels about BTS behind the scenes. It felt like James was just somebody who was using BTS for clout.

I think the joke about “unusual guests” just wasn’t presented well and the fact that it was in the same punch line, made it guilty-by-associations. BTS still do get genuine racist, and degrading hate from people today. I think if James would’ve elaborated the joke in a way to include the part where ‘no artist has ever performed at the UN assembly’ it may have gone over a bit better. Again tho, guilty-by-association. However, this joke kinda went in-one-ear-and-out-the-other for me.

ALL OF THAT BEING SAID, I never once felt that James said something so morally wrong that his ratings should drop or that he should death treats. NEVER EVER EVER. Nobody ever deserves that, it doesn’t matter what they did. Too many people today immediately wish death upon others, without any remorse of what they just said. NEVER EVER. It’s not okay to do, ever. I genuinely feel bad that James had to go through that and I hope that it wasn’t too much of a detriment to him in his personally life. I think the situation was handled very maturely last night. I’m glad James opened up about his side of the situation and that he consolidated with BTS in person. I’m glad we have a leader as great as Kim Namjoon himself because he just showed so many people how easy it is to: let the heat die down, talk about it civically and let it go. The members have talked about how part of the reason why they get along so well is because they wouldn’t go to bed until they sat down and talked about the problem. That’s what happened last night. A lot of people let go last night, which is something they should’ve done on their own, but some people need  guidance. I genuinely believe that James does truly support BTS and I think that him and the boys truly have a genuine friendship. I hope James is being sent a lot of love and support and APOLOGIES from the people who sent him really mean stuff.

To anybody who hated James Cordon’s guts or sent him death threats. Anger and betrayal is something that can make anybody go blind. It’s hard to control. But it never gives you the right to treat somebody else like that. You should genuinely reflect on how you felt or anything you may have said. Apologize, if you did say anything. Learn how to respond differently next time. It takes a lot of time and work, but nobody is inherently filled with that much hate and lack of self control. You can do better.

I don’t know if my thought truly came through in this post, but that’s my take on the situation. I apologize if I came off as brash or if something doesn’t make sense. I don’t have anybody to talk about it with in my real life, except for with my mom (lolz). We’ve talked about it plenty.

I couldn’t figure out why #WeLoveYouYoongi was trending on Twitter. For context: I never go on Twitter. I’ve had it since 2017 and I’ve never tweeted anything, but somebody on weverse posted a picture of bts hashtags that were trending. After some exploring, Yoongi had his shoulder surgery a year ago today. He’s so strong and he’s come so far. I love him so much :]

Okay, okay, okay…. I wasn’t going to say anything about kdramas for awhile because I know not everybody watches them and all that jazz but LISTEN. I just started My Country: The New Age. First of all, is already magnificent. Secondly, the show was filmed in 2019 and…… AND one of the sets in episode 2 (it might be used later in the show but that’s where I’m at now) is the same set that Yoongi used in the Daechwita music video. It’s the scene/set when blonde Agust D is being a tyrant and black-hair Agust D comes drifting in the car, THAT SET😤😤😤😤😤WHEN THE MF WORLDS COLLIDE 😤😤😤😤😤 I live, breathe and die Daechwita, I love it so much. I love Agust D. When I saw that set I was like “dang that looks really familiar!!!!” Anyways, it kinda made my day.

Take care of yourselves ❤️