Im Crying So Fucking Hard

I’m crying so fucking hard 😭😭😭

I wrote a letter to Namjoon today.

I haven’t been doing well at all recently and I genuinely have nobody to talk to. Something in me told me to write letter to Namjoon, so I did. Maybe it’s because bts write so many letters to us. I decided to share with the class because…. I don’t really know why. I truly don’t even think anybody is gonna see this, but if you do and you ever feel down, try writing a letter to your idol or whoever. It helped me feel a bit better in the moment, it might help you too.

Anyways this is probably the cheesiest letter you’ve ever read, but I whole-heartedly stand by it 🙃

*my handwriting is kinda hard to read, I’ve been told😅*

“Dear Namjoon,

I just wanted to say that I’m so proud of you. I am so proud of you. You have genuinely grown as a person and I promise you, it doesn’t go unnoticed. Your passion overflows in everything you do. It doesn’t go unnoticed. I promise. You lead with your entire heart and inspire so many everyday. You write your lyrics with the deepest honesty. Your words are some of the most beautiful and sincere messages I’ve ever heard. Your mind is truly something out of this world. All of the light is followed by a shadow though and from your honesty, I understand that your thoughts and feelings aren’t that beautiful. That’s okay. Not everything can be good all the time. Thank you for having the courage to share something so vulnerable. You are so strong, Namjoon. Your are not alone and you help so many people to not feel so alone too. You are so loved and so incredible strong. You’re gonna be okay. There’s a lot of bad and people who will spend all of there energy trying to bring you down for their own satisfaction. They will try to make you feel less than what you are. It’s not true. You have defied so many odds and overcome so many challenges. I’m sure there’s many I don’t know about. Don’t let them or your thoughts belittle you. You deserve to be where you are. Your presence is absolutely beautiful and powerful and inspiring and you deserve to be here. Thank you so much. Thank you for working endlessly. Thank you for leading and caring for the members so well. Thank you for showing how to truly grow into a good person and for spreading your messages of encouragement, knowledge, and love. Thank you for your willingness to be vulnerable and open with your feelings. Thank you so much. I love you more than words can describe. I’ll always be with you and carry your courage with me wherever I go.

I purple you 💜”

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Just a little something I’ve noticed in the past few months 🤩 so sweet 🥺

Whenever I see a video recommended like this and the title is like: THEY reVEAL this, thIS and THIS and ✨M O R E✨ I’m like how much could they possibly reveal in 3 minutes 🤨😑

Hello,

I just wanted to apologize in advance. If I ever post anything that’s triggering or something that is just really personal and out-of-pocket, I apologize. I have posted some things in the past, but that was when I had like 2 followers and now I have a bit more. I usually write that type of stuff impulsively when I’m having a moment and post it impulsive and then end up deleting it. If I ever do that and you see it before I delete it, I’m sorry. I don’t want to be bothersome to anybody and I’m kinda worried I might say something.

That’s all I have to say. I know it’s kinda personal and not related to anything you probably want to see, but I felt that I had to say it.

Here’s a shrine for our strongest, bestest boy for a strong, quick and healthy recovery. Get well soon, Yoongi. 💜💜 feel free to add on.