Sooooo.... Like Most Players I've Been Obsessed With Ominis Gaunt And Sebastian Sallow. Like My God,

Sooooo.... like most players i've been obsessed with Ominis Gaunt and Sebastian Sallow. Like my god, why are they so hot. But i've been thinking about Ominis x mute!reader. Either they were born mute and is just learning about the mc through Sebastian. Or they became mute after an accident during a fight with poachers or something like that. I just want the cuteness of mc writing things on ominis' palm with their finger.

So our boys Ryan and Shane dropped a first look at Ghost files and announced that it's coming in September. Now i don't know about you but i can't really wait that long so i'm pretty much going to binge all of buzzfeed unsolved again alongside this. for the next two months.

work kinda sucks, cause it's super slow. We also have a ton of parties to prepare for and normally i don't do anything other then prep and clean up afterwards. now i'm being expected to do more, and that scary. kids are scary.

Ever just go through two(2) parental divorces in your 17 years of life.

So I'm in school and it's hectic because the end of year is coming up. However, I can't function do to physical health problems and the constantly changing schedule. It just doesn't work for me cause I get anxiety due to the lack of structure. Taking breaks is amazing and healthy but I don't got time. So I'm kinda going to be all over the place for a bit.

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ranting

people pleasing

So, i recently decided to change my major. Which is really scary for me. Cause I had everything planned out for myself since 6th grade. Of course I should have realized that nothing usually go as planned. But literally everything decided to go wrong all at once. Like I consulted different divination methods and wrote out everything, but with the change of majors I'm losing my mind slowly, I know I'm making it worse by bottling it up. I just want to be seen as someone who can deal with it all and be an adult without someone to constantly lean on. I need it more to convince myself that I can live on my home. I know this is going back to my people please traits I was taught. Being praised for not having needs or just being able to meet my own needs with out asking for help. Now I can't even stay on a schedule I try to set for myself.