kaiyodei - i don't know what is going on here
i don't know what is going on here

i don't know. 99.9% womany, myrsexual myrromantic fictosexual. is this where I list all my medical and mental health problems? I wish I could be a hot mess, but I'm only a mess

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I Think Some Of My Anxiety Is The Result Of Being Found Out And Punished For Any Antis Deemed Problematic.

I think some of my anxiety is the result of being found out and punished for any antis deemed problematic. And getting punished and banned and loose accounts and anything on them. And not thinking I broke any rules. I sort of had a. Inkling. But commenting in a snarky fashion on certain topics drove it up, and it took me so long to realize. And I don’t know if I would be banned here or if I should switch f. Accounts to start fresh and just behave and play nice. No fighting, no correcting, no sarcasms. No telling somone something is messed up. Being on sites where people don’t know me and are ok with me, because I am there. Expecting to live all these double lives. But I’m empty without social media.

Shame? guilt? But I deserve it. All my antagonism and darkness.

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