From Now On When I Want To Binge I'm Just Going To Get A Shit Ton Of Fruit. I Can Fufil The Physical

From now on when I want to binge I'm just going to get a shit ton of fruit. I can fufil the physical act of eating a lot, without the guilt cause it's like 200 callories instead of 2000

I'm finding the less I eat, the more full I am when I eat. Maybe soon I'll be able to make a 24h fast

I love working out how much weight is left to loose before I reach my gw and how long that might take at the rate im going. And when exams are over and I'm no longer stress eating or waisting callories on coffee to keep me awake the weight can come of even quicker 🫶🦋

Hozier could write a song about the worst thing known to man and I'd still feel like a forest nymph dancing at a fair

I like to think of my little journey as 3 different people:

Younger me would cry for how much weight I've lost - I'm no longer the fat friend.

Past recovery me would cry because I'm counting calories and ⭐️ving myself again

And now me cry's because I still binge, I'm 83kg (Im 5'7/8), and I want to be the skinny friend

Does anyone else enjoy saving up callories (fasting) do they can justify a takeaway, knowing full well they will hate themselves the next day?