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Why is my head hurting and stomach rumbling. Like I litterally binged yesterday, you don't need fed, so shut up 🙄

I love my ed. And i love ed tumbler.

But the thought of one of my younger cousins, or that my neice might one day discover ed tumbler or twitter or even just develop an ed in general freaks me out. So I dont care if i need to eat a 500+ cal meal if it means they dont question why I dont eat.

My fear of normalisig ed's in their eys trumps my hatred of my body

I work out because i eat, and I eat to have the energy for a work out.

I wish I could just work out and not eat.

This may be a bit controversial....

But I dont want to look sickly, to be skin and bones.

I don't want people to look at me and think "she has ana" or "why would she do that to herself?"

I don't want my weight to be a worry for my family, or something they feel like they need to look in to.

But sometimes, I want to look sickly, I want to be skin and bones.

I want people to look at me and think "she's so skinny!" Or "I wish I had her self control"

I want my family who couldn't care less when I was binging, or those that try to school me on bmr, but don't question when i say that I've been eating below it, or burning off all my calories. I want them to bend over backwards to try to "fix me".

I want to feel loved, to feel important. To both myself, and my family.

A lesson I've yet to fully learn:

Fullness is when you're content with the amount of food you've eaten. You might feel hungry, but drink some water, distract yourself for a minimum of 20 minutes after all the water is gone. Are you still hungry or just greedy?

Over eating is when you've eaten past content and your stomach can't fit any more food in. It makes you feel regretful, you could have stopped and you didn't. Next time, leave some food on the plate.

Binging is eating even when you don't want to, or you've eaten past fullness. It makes you feel physically and mentally bad.

Just ate half a salad.....

You know your getting worse when you feel fat for eating a salad

(Would have ate nothing but that makes me binge, which is worse)

I can't wait to go to uni, it's so much easier to starve when I have to study!!!

I don't dress for men, I dress so that every time I look in a shop window at how fat I am, I can at least smile at my outfit

Ball gown thinspo

To be the prettiest at the Ball, you need to be the thinnest. You need to fit the dress, why make the dress bigger to fit you. You want to look nice, right?

Fairy thinspo

To be a fairy you need to be small. Loose the weight so you can fly. Be small, join the fairys

I just want to eat.

I just want to starve.

I wish I didnt constantly fight between wanting to do both all the time. I wish I was normal. But recovery doesnt exist for me

I got triggered by my weight earlier and ended up binging....

Why do I do that? It doesn't help, if anything I feel worse after (which makes me want to eat more)

I feel like some teen who desperately wants to be friends with the skinny popular girl that everyine loves (Ana)

But to be friends with her would be to abandon my oldest friend who saw me through the hardest times of my life (Mia)

I feel like my stomach is eating itself.

As it should☺️

My stomach makes such pretty noises when it's empty 🥰

I'm not trans, nor do I suffer from that type of body dismorphia

But sometimes I want to cut of my boob's so I weigh less

My current weight is someone's highest weight.

But my highest weight is also someone's lowest weight.

Remember that when the scale doesn't move

1000 Cal challenge

(This is so I can try to stop binging)

Rules:

Calories canot be burned of , no I can eat this 1100 calories thing because I'll burn of the excess calories later

Eating under 1000 calories is allowed

Anything can be eaten, as long as it stays under 1000 (restricting in calories not food)

All food must be tracked before eating

After 2 weeks of no binging, calories will be reduced by 100 cals.

After any binge, the calorie limit will be reduced by 5

Day 1

Calories:981

To be skinny, you must act skinny first

Eat mindfully ~ if your stomach isn't audibly rumbling, are you really hungry?

Leave food on the plate

Work out ~ even if it's just a walk, those calories need to be burned some how

Romanticise your life ~ it makes it so much easier

Improve your gut health ~ improved gut health can reduce sugary cravings

Meditate or journal ~ want to binge? Fix it without food

Fill your time ~ there are ao many things to do instead of eating posts on here, you have no excuse

Slow down ~ eating is not a race, have water with a meal, talk, anything to slow you down

official petition for @blueberrylovv w her think color series and @honeysugarfree w their themed diets series to collab bc if they do edblr will explode