I Need To Lose So Much Weight - Tumblr Posts

Please all I want is to do a 24 hour fast but I live with my family

I cannot wait to live on my own so no one is tracking what I eat and how much I exercise

💓Hi! I’m looking for a bestie who is in the same situation as me.💓

We could motivate each other to reach our goals and achieve our dreams!🪽🌟

🍂I’m looking forward for this fall feeling motivated🍂 the only thing I wish for is a bestie so we can cheer on each other and be friends! <3

I love cal0rie Counting apps. They make me feel like I’m in control and not my cravings

guess who’s back and posting again!! 😋

tw! ed

i’m grounded so i cant see my friends for a month and honestly the only thing i can think about is relapsing.. i’ve been in a recovery period but hhhhhhhhhh i’m so frustrated and i can’t even distract myself with people anymore :(

the worst feeling is watching your collarbones and ribs slowly fade away even through the scale is finally going down??? tbh that’s all the motivation i need.

remember who was there for you when nobody else was.

girlhood 𖦹 ⋆

Getting weighed at the doctor’s office when you’re nowhere near your goal is humiliating. I’m never showing my face in public ever again

I’m down to my last cherry coke zero, why must misfortune befall me?

My family needs to either stop calling me fat or stop force feeding me insane amounts of food. They’re treating me like a pig to fatten up and slaughter.

Am I delusion for acting like the skinniest bitch ever after taking 5 laxatives and shitting my brains out?

I can’t wait for school to start so I can move out again. The freshmen 15 is nothing compared to how much weight I’ve gained coming back home.

Living at home has been like one mega binge that never ends. The worst part: I can’t even control the food I binge on because my family is controlling what I eat.

My family is not only praying on my downfall but also actively scheming. The wicked do NOT rest, y’all.

IRL meanspo when my brother said to me “maybe if you weren’t so fat you could breathe better” after I sighed because he (a 26 year old man living at home) was throwing a tantrum.

I’m contemplating downing all my pills and taking a nap face down in my bathtub!

Guess who got their grubby hands on some more Cherry Coke Zero? I honestly treat diet sodas like anti-depressants.

anytime I put together an outfit all I can think about is how much better it would look if I were skinny

Good morning empty stomach, welcome thinness! 𖥔 ࣪ ˖ 🤍🦌🩰

｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀

TW: this is my own personal blog. I am not glorifying anything. Please don’t copy my behaviour. If you are a minor, please do not interact with me in any way, I won’t be comfortable with it.

｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀

I woke up at 6 am today, no alarm, but naturally. I don’t feel 100% rested, yet I feel alive and energetic. I am bout to do my skincare and workout. It’s crazy how fasting makes me more productive and energetic than anything else. Is it just me? Anyway. I am already seeing results! My wrists are getting thinner again. I am getting more and more excited about this journey, I don’t even feel hunger because of my motivation! 🏋🏼‍♀️

Background story since this is my first post: I was sent into a rehab and forced to gain weight. I gained it just to escape that hospital. I was skinny when I entered. At home (After 8 months) I weighed myself and I was devastated….. My antidepressants also made me gain weight so I stopped taking them and I am already losing weight like it’s nothing.

｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀、ヽ｀ヽ｀、ヽ ｀、ヽ｀

ZERO CAL KONA ICE/SLUSHY RECIPE!!

-Blended ice

-Water flavor (I use the MIO fruit one!)

-2 stevia packets for sugar

-Sometimes I cut fiber pills or other vitamins and protein in them, be creative!

Enjoy anas ♥️